THE NIGHT THAT MISSES THE SKY
Chapters 2. Positive Pregnant

“Senja teaches us that something that looks beautiful is mostly only temporary.”

The sky did not realize if he was forced by parents because it was on purpose. His parents heard from one of the men who watched over Sky and Grandma, if the young man was in a relationship with a village girl.

Both Sky parents also know that their children have had several body contact with Dusk. Mami and Papinya do not want her son Sky to be bound because it has snatched the crown of the girl, and must be held responsible.

Sky could not contact Dusk because his phone was left behind in grandmother's house. He did not memorize his number.

A month had passed, and Dusk returned to his village. He was so worried, why was his phone Sky never active? Dusk had to be longer in his mother's village because the woman who had given birth to him was gone.

Arriving home, Dusk cooks for their dinner. Although his heart wants to meet Heaven as soon as possible, but he still numbered the needs of his father. Her mother is now dead. Who else would cook if not her.

While at the stall, Dusk met his classmates whose house was arguing with his grandmother's house Sky. Dusk rebuked and greeted him, with the aim of finding out about the Sky.

"How are you, Shell?" ask Dusk, for just a stale talk before asking about the Sky.

"good. You're one month away from school. But the hell we don't study, just waiting for a diploma. You compare it to the disappearance with the sky," said Shella.

Dusk shocked to hear the words of Shella. So as long as he's in his mother's village, Sky doesn't go to school either. Her mobile number could not be reached. The fault of Dusk as well, when it goes do not directly contact the Sky. He hurried away and worried about his mother's situation which was getting worse.

"Where's the sky, Shell? Do you know?" ask Dusk at last.

"Does not contact the heavens. He'll come with his parents. Heard you moved abroad. Where both his parents live."

Hearing Shella's words, Dusk's body felt weak. He immediately held the table where the vegetable was sold. Dusk felt his world collapse instantly. Does not the sky promise not to leave him.

"Senja, why are you?" shella said, looking at the pale face of Dusk.

"My head feels so dizzy. I go home first, Shel," said Dusk. He paid for his groceries.

"Senja, I'm so sorry about your mother's passing. May you face all this."

"Thank you, Shella. I say it first" said Dusk.

Arriving home, Dusk went straight into the room. Finally the girl's cry broke.

"Where is your promise the sky. You promised you wouldn't leave me. All false promises. I'm not disappointed that you lied to me. I'm disappointed that from now on I can't trust you. Who once said love dies, turns out to leave."

Dusk felt his head dizzy. However, he still had to cook for his father's dinner. After cooking, the dusk returns to sleep. His head could not be compromised.

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Dusk was determined to forget all the promises of Heaven. He should be able to forget the man who once stopped by while at his heart.

No more tears because I didn't lose you, you lost me. Parting may be the worst path I've ever thought of. However, rest assured. One day, maybe I'll be grateful for why God gave me this pain.

Yes, I will forget about it eventually and maybe even soon, but it does not lessen the pain now. When you left me, this world never stopped giving me new hope and opportunities. Forward, because life does not wait. Remember him enough. Because he remembers you as necessary.

It had been two weeks of Dusk feeling a change in his body. His body was often tired and limp. The head also often feels dizzy.

"Why am I? Though it has often taken headache medicine, but why the dizziness is still often felt. What more if morning and night," murmured Dusk to himself.

The eyes of the Sun are fixed on the calendar. He always signifies on the calendar when the first day of menstruation. Dusk just realized if this month he does not mark when the month comes and today has been there at the end of the month.

Dusk stands close to the calendar. He remembered that this month did not come. Dusk holds his flat stomach.

"It's impossible if I'm pregnant. Wasn't the last time I did a month and a half ago when we last met," said Dusk softly.

Dusk holds his head that feels dizzy. He was afraid that what he had in mind was true. Dusk doesn't know what to do.

Dusk took the money from the sale, and went to the pharmacy to buy a test. After that, go straight to the bathroom. Trying tespek. The heart of Dusk beats fast. Nervousness mixed with fear if the result is positive.

The appointment of the testpek and Dusk hardly believe seeing the results. His body immediately fell to the floor looking at the results of the test that showed two red lines.

"Yes, God. What other trials are these. Why am I pregnant? It was my fault. Why believe in men?" said Dusk with tears falling down his cheeks.

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