THE NIGHT THAT MISSES THE SKY
Chapter 4. Get out of the house

Your departure is enough to make me understand that I no longer need to expect too much. I could've forgotten you, but I didn't want to. Because after your departure, only memories remain. Let him stay in his place.

When love gives no meaning anymore, it only gives a heart-wrenching wound, as if it were night, where the rain never stops, but all this I must face because the journey of life will never stop.

Dusk ignored the pain in his body because of Reno's father's kick earlier. The pain was not as painful as his heart was at this time, when he realized that he was alone in enduring all that he had done with Heaven.

Dusk crept back to his father and rested at the man's feet. Twilight still wished forgiveness and mercy from the man she had always considered her real father.

"Dad, I'm sorry! I promise I won't trouble you with my pregnancy. I can make my own living. Let me be here until the child in my womb is born." Back at Dusk begged the man he called father.

"Go away from here, before I get more emotional. I don't want to be the subject of the village because you're pregnant out of wedlock!" reno's father said out loud.

Reno's father threw away all the contents of the Dusk closet. So also the items on the study table dropped everything. The photo of her and Mom fell to the floor until the figure glass broke into pieces.

The twilight tears began to pour down his cheeks. He collected all the necessary items. When he stood up to take the stash he had hidden, his foot stepped on the glass until it bled. Yet again Dusk ignored the pain.

He stepped on with a foot that kept bleeding. The night stayed with his father. Whatever the man who had raised himself to what he is today.

"Dad, I'm saying goodbye. May you always be healthy" said Dusk. He reached out to shake hands, but the man ignored him.

Dusk stepped his feet out of the house where he grew up. It was hard to leave a house full of memories with his mother.

With a limp step, Dusk spread his legs. He doesn't know where to take this. Along the way, tears kept flowing down her cheeks.

Black clouds cover the stars. The sky looked dark, like the heart of the twilight at this moment. Just a few steps, a torrential rain fell upon the earth. The twilight kept going. No matter how wet the body is. His feet still bleed.

Rain falls upon the earth, so that no one will know that I am weeping. To the overcast sky, I asked that the rain immediately bathe the restless souls, washing away the rubbish in the troubled heart. The rain has a reason why it fell, but I have no reason why my heart fell on you. Until I give up everything to you, Sky.

When it rains I miss you so much with sadness. It rained because the clouds could no longer handle its load. Tears fall because the heart is no longer able to handle the pain. I love the rainy days, it reminds me that sometimes the world also has sad days.

After quite a step away, Dusk felt his head very dizzy, until he finally fell unconscious.

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At his grandmother's residence Sky, all the workers were busy contacting his parents' confidants. Grandma Sky is currently in the ICU.

After trying out some of the numbers that Bu Renti, the Celestial grandmother, finally the worker was able to connect with the man's parents.

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Two days later,

The sky was saddened by his grandmother's departure. Only the old woman paid more attention to him. Both Sky parents were busy with their business.

While setting foot in the house, all seemed to have prepared to go to the grave. The sky looked one by one the faces of mourners hoping that among the crowd of villagers there was Dusk there.

"Why is Dusk not visible among mourners? Does she not know if my grandmother died?" ask the sky in his heart.

At this time, the corpse of Grandma Sky will be immediately taken to the cemetery. The sky went up to the ambulance where Bu Renti's body was.

The sky buried his grandmother. Go into the burrow. After lowering the ground to cover the burrow, Sky and his parents sprinkled flowers over the old woman's navel.

The sky again circulated the view, hoping for Dusk among the mourners. Mami Angel who was watching her son, realized the view of Heaven as if looking for something. He's approaching the sky.

"Don't do anything that embarrasses us. Focus on the funeral. What are you looking for? Tomorrow we'll be leaving soon. Don't make trouble!" said Mami Angel.

The sky looked at her Mama's face with question marks. Since his departure from this village, following his parents, Sky felt that there was something that his parents had hidden.

Overseas there, Sky's footsteps seemed to be watched. He is not allowed to use a cell phone outside the home. Sky also forgot the phone number Dusk so could not tell his lover's heart.

After the funeral was over, all the mourners began to leave the cemetery. There was no light between them either.

Until he returned to his grandmother's residence, Sky quietly went out and walked towards the Dusk house. Several times on tap there is no authorization.

The sky saw the neighbors who were taking sun clothes and approached the mothers.

"Good afternoon, Mom. Do you know where Dusk is? From knocking on the door there's no word."

"Nak Dusk, said his father went wandering. I don't know where it went either" replied the mother.

"Thank you, Mom. I'll take my leave first. If Dusk comes home, tell Heaven to look for him."

"Good, son."

The sky moved its feet leaving the house of the Dusk residence. He was hoping to meet that woman.

How could we fall in love with each other, but be destined not to be together? There is never a word of regret to love you. However, what I regret the most is our relationship that cannot continue. I'm sorry I chose to break up and I'll never forget you because you were once the one who filled my beautiful days.

The sky returned to his grandmother's house. In his heart thought, maybe his relationship with Dusk should end here. They met only for a while.

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