THE NIGHT THAT MISSES THE SKY
Chapter 21. Our Situation Has Been Different

To be honest, I feel so stupid for maintaining something that constantly hurts me. Maybe it's just me missing you, shedding tears, and hoping to meet soon. The one who leaves will still go, even if you have kept him so strong. The coming will come, even if you do not want his coming.God if I have to be patient and persevere, will there be a beautiful ending for me and him?

Dusk tidied back the hijab and swept the powder slightly onto the face so that no one would know if she had cried out. She didn't know why she had to cry. Hasn't the sky since 6 years ago also left him. If the current reality that he got Sky has a family is not as sick as knowing he was pregnant with his son the man.

The pain she feels today is nothing compared to the pain of having to get pregnant out of wedlock. Seen despicable, expelled stepfather from home and must face the rigors of life alone.

Dusk walked slowly towards his desk. The sky was waiting for him. Dusk tries to be reasonable so that other employees are not suspicious.

"Sorry, Sir. Is there anything I can help you with?" tanya Dusk, she tried to smile.

"I still don't understand the company's financial statements. I want you to explain again" said the Sky. His voice was slightly raised for other employees to hear and not be suspicious.

"All right, Mr. Sky. I prepared the file first," said Dusk.

"I'll wait right in my office!"

"Good, sir."

Dusk then took the financial files and asked one of his subordinates to help prepare everything.

The woman took all the financial files to the sky workspace. Before knocking on the door, Dusk took a deep breath to neutralize his heartbeat.

After sounding authentic from within, Dusk opened the door and walked slowly towards the Sky workbench. The man's eyes did not blink staring at Dusk.

"Sorry, Sir. This is the financial report you asked for. You can check everything and if there is anything less understandable can be asked!" say Dusk.

Dusk takes a deep breath. He had taken the decision to move away from the Sky by quitting this company.

"Sorry, Sir. If something is not understood, you can ask. After all you want to learn, I will resign. You can appoint another employee to replace me!" dusk.

The sky changed his seat. He looked at the twilight without a blink. The man knew it must be all because of the Roses. The sky will not just let go of this woman he loves so much. Six years he lost Dusk.

"Why do you want to stop? Is it because you know I'm married?" ask Sky.

The sky stood up from his seat and stood near the Dusk. He sat on the edge of the table in front of the Dusk.

"Listen to Dusk, what you see is not what you think. Rose and I got married because they got married. I don't love her. Let alone to do my duty in giving an inner living, alone I rarely do if not forced. If there's an event that requires me to be with my wife then we're together."

"Sorry, Mr. Sky. For what you tell the family life of the Father. There is no relationship between us" said Dusk.

Hearing the words Dusk, the sky felt pain. Mana might Dusk say so.

"Senja, is there not the slightest taste in your heart for me anymore. Have you forgotten everything. You need to know, this six years I've been tormented abroad. I want to go back to Indonesia I can't, because my passport is withheld. I accepted the wedding with the Rose as well because I wanted to meet you. Both my parents promised to give me a company in Indonesia to lead if I was willing to marry Rose!"

The sky pulled her hair, looking once if she was so frustrated. The man took a deep, deep breath before continuing his words.

"I hope to see you again if I return to Indonesia. It turns out that all my efforts were not in vain. I met you. And lightly you're asking us to separate?"

"Sorry, Sky. You and I are different now. Like it or not, you and Rose are a couple. People won't want to know the reason behind your marriage. Whatever it is, I'll be stamped as a destroyer of people's households if I stay beside you. It's different if you're separated!" speak with a firm voice.

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