
Try to be night so you know what it's like to miss, and be dusk once in a while so you know what it means to wait. I am the same twilight; the twilight that does not dare to say goodbye, the twilight that always refuses to go despite being driven away by time.
Today I learned from dusk that the beautiful and enchanting will come and be lost in time.
He returned to his room and sat on the floor. The woman was thinking what she was going to do. Throwing away his flesh blood was impossible. Telling this truth to her father was more impossible.
"Sky, where are you right now? Have you forgotten your promise? Look, I'm here to bear that burden alone. What do I do with this kid?" murmuring the twilight to yourself.
Dusk felt his life was very ruined. After the mother's departure for good in addition she became pregnant out of wedlock. Where will he complain about his fate. Only his father remains. Whether his father can accept the presence of a baby in his womb.
Your departure is enough to make me understand that I no longer need to expect too much. I could've forgotten you, but I didn't want to. Because after your departure, only memories remain. Let him stay in his place.
After crying long enough. Finally Dusk decided to meet Grandma Sky. Who knew the old woman could help and provide a way out for her.
Dusk took a bicycle and pedaled towards the residence of the grandmother of Sky. Arriving at the largest and most luxurious house among the others, Dusk got off the bike.
Knock on the door slowly. A few times it just sounded authentic from inside the house. A middle-aged woman opened the door. Twilight thought, maybe this woman is a worker at my grandmother's house.
"Sorry, Mom. Is his grandmother Sky home?" ask Dusk. That woman never came to this house. Only looking from a distance if he waited for the Sky.
"Please enter! Miss Renti is sick. What's the need?" ask the woman.
"There's something I want to ask. Can I meet you?" This time it was Dusk who asked.
"Let's follow me!" say that woman again.
Dusk followed the woman's footsteps towards one of the rooms. He opened the door and saw an old woman lying sick.
Bu Renti, his grandmother Sky was looking at the arrival of Dusk. It seemed like he asked, who is Dusk. The woman approached her grandmother Sky.
"Mr, introduce me Dusk. Friends Sky. I came to know the Sky address or the number I could call. I have a little business with him. Can I ask for it?" ask Dusk in a soft voice.
Bu Renti shook his head. He seemed to be trying to open his mouth. However, it seemed to be very difficult for the old lady to make a sound.
"Bu Renti has had difficulty speaking since he was sick" said the woman who works to help her grandmother Langit.
Dusk took a deep breath. How could he ask the grandmother who was already unable to make that sound. The woman pulled her hair in frustration. Where he found out the existence of the sky again.
Finally Dusk. There was no point in him complaining to Grandmother Heaven. He can't talk either. The young woman paddled her bicycle back home. The atmosphere of the village is getting dark, the sign of night is approaching. What's more cloudy clouds in the sky a sign of rain will fall.
Today, I want to talk about loss happily. I won't remember you anymore as a memory, but a lesson. Thank you for all the experiences you created. If you ever feel you are missing something, at least I hope you still remember who you once just let go.
"Good night, Dad. Sorry, I'm late for cooking. I went to the kitchen first to cook," said Dusk.
Dusk did not dare to look at the man's eyes. The Twilight stepfather was indeed a little cruel and grumpy. With his mother alone, the man often snapped what else he was. Even though his stepfather had considered like a real father.
Mother Twilight, married to the man when the age of Twilight was still one year. Her biological father was gone when she was still in the womb.
"Where have you been? Sell yourself to who are you?" asked Reno's father in a high voice.
Dusk was shocked by the words that his stepfather had uttered. Why is he saying so rudely?
"Dad, why ask that? I was out for a while because there was a need."
"Basic ja*lang! Who's got you impregnated? Just now that your mother died, you sold yourself!" said Reno's Father.
"Dad, why do you say so rudely?" ask Dusk. Her tears have spilled down her cheeks. I can't believe the man's words. Although he is only a connecting father, but for Dusk is like his biological father.
"Don't pretend, you! This what? Got you, right?" Reno's father throws a testpek towards Dusk. The woman was shocked to see him. Dusk just remember if the tool is left in the bathroom.
"Who's the guy who impregnated you? Or don't you know who that guy is because too many guys fuck you?"
The question his stepfather asked was piercing the heart of Dusk. Why does the man accuse himself of this.
"Dad, I've never slept with a lot of men. I confess that I am pregnant at this time but not for selling myself" said Dusk stammered as he held back his tears.
Dad got up from his seat and approached Dusk. Without the woman guessing, Dad slapped so hard into her cheek. Dusk feels the heat on the cheeks.
"Basic child does not know himself. I raised you, and then you embarrassed me. Tell me who the father of the boy is!" shouting Father.
The twilight can only cry. There's no way he's saying Sky, the father of the baby in the womb. The man was out of nowhere at the moment.
Father then pulled his hand up to the room and pushed his body to the floor. I approached the closet and took out all the clothes. Throw it in his face.
"Gather all your things. Get out of here right now. I wouldn't want to live with a cheap woman like you!" throw Dad out loud.
Dusk crawled, approaching father. Sticking at the man's feet. Crying, the woman begged her father.
"Don't throw me out, Dad. I don't know where to go. I have no one but Dad" said Dusk pleading.
Instead of feeling sorry for seeing the sobbing Dusk, father even kicked Dusk to get away from his feet.
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