
Tin..!! Tin..!!
I guess it's a wonder to see that childish supervisor hasn't slid away. However, leaning in front of the company gate and now being clawed at my ears behind this veil. Does he want to spread kindness when he comes home to me? Tumben once if it's like that..
"Hurry, Ling. Rain hunt!" rush shouted with a face on the window.
"Thank you, mom! The bus is coming. Go first!" I greeted his kindness with my polite refusal.
Tin!! Tin!!!
Rush didn't keep going as he used to. Precisely back to the company gate that also passed many people and vehicles. I got busy throwing smiles at some employees who knew each other and were astonished to look at me.
Tin!! Tin!!
This sound is undermining my sternness. More and more employees are emerging from the direction in the company. That guy is a bar no matter how I feel. Why didn't the mini bus show up?
Blake!!!
I shut the car door hard after I entered and sat in front, next to it. Not a warm smile to me. However, Rush was looking at me with irritated and tense eyes.
"For a long time," Rush grumbled suddenly. I think it's a hot crush on my chest.
"If you're not sincere, why force me??!" I was fierce with the feeling of not being less upset with him.
"Didn't you read the notifications from your bus number?" rushqi asked unfriendly in the slightest.
Immediately I grabbed my phone from the bag and switched on the power. Multiple consecutive incoming messages in wa messaging app. One of them is from the mini bus pick-up number that reported the broken strike in the Tanjung Piayu area. Oh, so so it is...
"Thank you, mas. You're all right with me, "welcome to be honest with Rush.
The man was focused on sliding at speed while splitting the left lane of the highway. His face looked straight ahead and did not look at me in the least. Moreover, saying my sincere words just now.
It was so furious. I regretted a moment of appreciation from my gratitude to him. Changed rutukan and a sense of disappointment in his attitude that continues without medication.
"There will be many guests as your father and boarding mother colleagues who come to the house. Take good care of your attitude, don't think about finding another girlfriend tonight." I had Rush talking poison to me, his face looking straight ahead like it had not been heard before.
Oh Allah, show me.. His sharp mouth had slashed back at me unexpectedly. What more reply can I get for a man as good as Rushqi? My brain went back to working fast to throw a maki curse at him.
"Why? What's the problem until you mind? Do you secretly like me?"
I got the man while I waited as he also turned to see clearly my angry face. I wish her feelings were slapped with my words which are impossible. I intended for her to feel very upset and not accept as I was feeling.
"Take it like that. So be a little bit disinclined to me,,!"
I flicked these lips to close my surprise to my chest. He spoke while looking at me for a moment. But his expression was not angry. His face was even more handsome with a smile that was wide enough to me.
"For what to be disinclined with you. You never took care of my feelings either. You always talk cynical and disrespectful to me," I said honestly at his war all along.
By continuing to try the gurgle on the chest. Either way, my chest will fret and chatter faster the longer it talks to him. It feels awkward not calm. Of course he won't know my restless feelings.
"What is my fault, that you always say cynical and often insinuate me?" ask me to reverse the problem that makes me reluctant to answer.
"Originally you know Linga, I never meant to insinuate. For I like to speak facts and according to what is before my eyes and my head,"
"Actually, I was very upset with your warning letter. But that was then, now it's commonplace even though it feels so bored with your reminders," Rushqi explained as she occasionally turned to me.
Right I think, he's mixing work with real life outside of work. What might be the behavior of QC is very annoying. But, it should be understood and also understood if it is just a demand. Not then revenge and antagonize me anywhere with no care in all situations.
"Are you bored with my reminders or bored with me?" I asked while holding my breath in my chest.
"Both," Rush said very quickly and again surprised my heart.
"What's my fault???" I was quick as if I didn't accept it.
"I have no excuses," Rushqi replied quickly as well without turning my head.
Ah, Rushqi, what exactly is my fault. I stared at Rushqi's face from the side with a feeling of pain and sadness. He had no reason, but did not like my presence.
My disappointment is growing. This heartache is getting thicker. My eyes are tired of seeing his face. I suddenly hated him. Like I'd like to jump out, I guess. But it would hurt me and Rushqi would laugh if I got hurt.
"Then, why do you care about taking me home together? In fact, every morning you also intend to give me a ride to go to work. Why??!" ask me to no longer be able to resist anger and disappointment. Though aware if it likes it or not is the right Rushqi can not be forced.
"Want to do good with you" Rush replied with a glance.
"From tomorrow never do that to me again. Never be nice again anytime and anywhere. From this moment on, I have felt hate for you, I am tired of you too, Rushqi. I hate you so much" I said in a stingy, cold tone to Rushqi.
This face looked straight at the street and no longer wanted to see it. It hurts so much to stare at Rush's face, who for no reason says he's tired of me.
"Velingga," called him then after a silent ambush.
I silently remained silent, turning my face to the window at the side. Along with the car that was turning and entered the gate fence of my boarding house. Rushqi fell silent no longer calling me.
The atmosphere was still quiet as the event started quite slowly after the time of Isya. It was eight o'clock until it was over in time. I still have time to get ready and get dressed.
Problems with his son, but still good relations with his parents. I think this is the best attitude I can still maintain right now.
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My form changed a little with a batik dress that made me feel more confident like a goddess of the night. Deliberately I made up the maximum with all my ornamental skills. Making the mirror in my room tell me I'm really pretty right now.
I asked to wear a new batik shirt that is said to be the same style as Rushqi. But thinking if the man could be wearing his new clothes, the same clothes as me, suddenly the spirit approached. I wish that man would be embarrassed and even more upset with me.
Also remember the message of the hostess when I met her briefly on the porch with their youngest son. Asking me to dress up perfectly for the sake of receiving guests in front with them. There was also Denis who welcomed my return with a warm smile that always rose on his lips.
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