The Noodle In Love
35. Talking In The Attic

The host child did not say exactly what time he would come home and meet. It could be coming home late, but still want to talk to me. Intending to sleep in wait that I believe Rush will wake me up.

However, fidgeting restlessly prevented my eyes from feeling tired despite having been breaking down since almost an hour ago. Please to shut down for a moment I think it's useless.

I picked up the phone, maybe there was a message from Rush that I didn't hear coming in. But not a single message came in. Just a message from Keke is the only recent message in the chat application and green call on my phone.

I read a message from Keke again and again this afternoon. The message with the actual content gave me presure as well as its own heavy burden on me. Suing me to be a trustworthy person.

Keke does have deviant fantasies, but he is very kind and that is not his wish. I understand his feelings and his pain. Keke was deeply tormented by the deformity of his soul, which he himself was very helpless.

Keke was very kind, especially to me. Very loving and attentive to me. Keke always thinks the best for me. As long as I was together, the girl always put my interests and desires first. Just one thing I took from him. Have a perverted interest in me. However, he had been honest and tried to keep myself from her.

But, now Keke has found his perverted medicine. Her own future husband. This time Keke has been willing to rely on men.

The previous one, Keke is not interested, has never been and can not like men. Keke's heart seems to die to men. Not no men approached, even a lot to queue. Keke is a beautiful white girl. That would look compatible with Errushqi..

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Mobile phone lights are lit followed by a ringing sound that is far from loud because it has a small sound. An anonymous number was displayed on the screen as my calling address.

Soon I was convinced that it was Rushqi who had come home and was now looking for me. Although my head was a little heavy because it was finally asleep. I forced myself to get up quickly just to meet Errushqi. I gulped some of the bottled water so that my eyes opened perfectly and fresh.

I don't think I need to take a call from him. I ignored the phone by taking the veil and then I put it on my head. Kutepis hesitated by stepping forward to climb the stairs at a rapid pace. I hope Rush is waiting for me in the attic and I'm not the one waiting for him.

I turned the key on the attic door with a faint thump felt in the chest. I opened the attic door slowly while I quickly grabbed the light switch. The man who wanted to meet and talk to me was standing leaning against the attic fence facing the door. Rushqi was looking at me.

"You're sleeping, Ling?" rushqi asked as he straightened his legs.

"Yes, I slept for a while. My head is a little dizzy" I complained to Rush.

"Sorry, Ling's. I thought you weren't gonna ride to see me. My call you did not lift. You know that's my number? Keep my number, Ling" Rushqi said. The man walked closer to me.

"You're still sleepy? Did you rush up to the attic?" asked Rush to look at my face.

"Yes, I quickly got up here," I replied while nodding.

"Didn't have time to wear lipstick?" Rushqi smiled.

Rushqi's question surprised me. Good thing it's a night in the attic with its perfunctory lighting. So it won't be obvious to see shame on my face. My heart started pounding again in front of him.

"Why silence, Ling? Are you not sleepy anymore?" asked Rushqi smilingly at me. I smiled too, he just meant to slash my drowsiness and headache. I admit, the way is very effective.

"Yes. You did it, I'm not sleepy" I smiled.

"Why, what do you want to talk about in the attic night-night with me?" I'm on Rush on point. Don't want to stall for longer. It's ten o'clock over.

"Tell me honestly, what is your relationship with Keke like? What is the same with your relationship with the Son?" ask Rush sharply and not lose on point to me. I can't believe Rushqi concluded so soon. Keke's fatigue was in my mind. How's this..

"Me and Keke are close friends. Why ask such an inappropriate question?!" my rebuke was fierce to Rush, though I wasn't actually angry. Just thought hard about Keke.

"I'm not blind and I'm not stupid, Linga. Just be honest with me." Rushqi spoke as he walked forward toward me I moved backwards avoiding his huge body from me.

"Keke is a very nice girl. Do you think Keke's attitude is weird?" I asked Rush nervously. His body was being carried away like it was going to hit me.

"Keke is a good girl. He's been very kind to you. Even the little things about you matter. But, why aren't you that good at Keke, Ling?" rushqi asked me sharply.

Rushqi's question is like a trap. Apparently this guy really made research on me and Keke yesterday. Rush is not a stupid man.

"Honestly, what's your relationship with Keke like?" Rushqi sounded impatient as he repeated his question.

Only I looked up at his face with my legs that kept walking backwards. Until my body hit the attic fence that was almost as tall as me. Rush didn't care and moved on to me.

"Mas Rushqi, stop right there. Get back in there, don't be like this to me!" seruku. Honestly, I feel worried. My chest is beating fast because of it. Our voices are very clear in the open high places and at nights like this. Worried if Ms. Yanti caught him.

"Why don't you just ask Keke. She's your future wife. Why are you urging me?" I do find it hard to be honest or open Keke's disgrace. Which might also be my disgrace.

"Right now I just want to ask you, Lingga. Cause I feel like I know you better than Keke. Be honest with me," urged Rushqi who again advanced himself on me. He's so reckless.

"Retreat, why are you being so disrespectful like this?" my protest. Rushqi was leaning towards me. Hold both hands on the fence.

"Say, or do you want me to say?" Rushqi asked in a heavy voice. It makes me feel anxious and panicked. Looks like he's not playing around and I don't think I have a choice right now. I'm sorry, Keke..

"Keke, Keke's a lesbian" I said. Just like whooping cough when I told Keke facts to Rushqi, her future husband.

"But Rushqi don't worry. He has changed after being introduced to you" I said for Keke's sake. But suddenly Rushqi advanced a bit of herself on me. We almost touched. Ah, this straight guy I think is crooked by now.

"I'm not blind and stupid, Linga. Tell me, do you look like him too?" ask Rush sharply to me. I quickly shook my head.

"Never cross wanted to be like that" I replied like very difficult. Rush is so close to me.

"Why did you get close to him?" ask Rushqi in the same position.

"Resert first. I'm claustrophobic, sultry," I protested to Rush. It was hard to breathe and talk, the man almost touched me.

"Jawab used to want me to know," Rush said, not willing to budge.

"Me and Keke were close because we were close. I didn't think he was sick either. I think I feel sorry for him. He also wants to heal, but it's still a process. Help him, Rush," I said gently to Rushqi. Hope he doesn't get too detailed asking.

"What has Keke done to you?" rushqi asked, not satisfied.

"As you have seen," I said quickly with a sigh. I think he's starting to pry more.

"Hugging?" ask again. Rushqi looked at me as if asking me to be honest. I unconsciously nodded.

"Hugging as you can see" I said.

"Kiss you? Kiss anything?" asked Rush again in a piercing cold tone.

"As you can see," I honestly looked at him.

"Just cheeks?" I nodded back.

"This?" rush asked again while pointing at my lips with his eyes. Reflek kugeleng head quickly.

Rushqi was very disrespectful, but felt no power to get angry and refuse his question. Being almost close to him, made me limp and pound like after running a long distance.

"Does the Son kiss this often?" ask Rush again, but with a different character.

"You don't have to ask me about anything I've done with the Son. You're asking me what about Keke?" protest objected.

"So your son kisses you often?" Rushqi was again being irritating. I was silent and hurt. He was busy with my business.

"I think Keke is cleaner than you, Lingga," Rushqi said softly, but it hurt my feelings. He's a shitty colot.

"It's up to you that Keke is better than me. That's not important at all. You will marry anyway. You have to be able to trust each other," I said sincerely for Keke's sake. Although there was a scratch wound with my own words to Rushqi. Also Rushqi's bad assumption to me.

"But Lingga, I still want to marry you." Rushqi who said firmly and softly that struck me deeply. Like not believing to hear it.

"You don't mess around. Keke likes you. Your parents are very happy and hopeful. Don't talk like that again. Your words are like prayer, mas," I said chimed in. Rushqi is a man full of surprises for me.

"This is my prayer, Lingga. This is not done yet. It's not okay. I also deserve to live happily. Marry me, Lingga." Rushqi said gently seduce me. He was asking really back.

Makes me clench silent without saying. Makes me confused and miserable. My position feels wrong. Must be how I am with their wishes. Between Errushqi's hope and Keke's great hope of returning to his straight path.

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