The Noodle In Love
44. Keke..
My days are full of crying and wailing. Every day just friends sleeping pills at night. I had to go to work during the day too. Working while crying was me at the time. Until mbak Ita said if my eyes were like a boxer who lost in the ring. My eyes are always swollen like a raw dibogem is very strong.
I who though not hooded, but diligent prayer, no longer willing to perform prayer. Empty springing my days without worship. It feels empty and very unguided. So dark is the world I think when this heart is broken.
Until Keke's attention came to me. Leads me slowly back to living. Introduce to the mosque and routine studies that he followed. Makes me hooded up to istiqomah and consistent. Very great service and attention Keke to me. Keke never even returned to Nagoya. Standby in the dorm accompanied me.
I sleep every day hugged Keke. Who kissed me often. Also every day exchanging clothes in front of his eyes without the slightest prejudice. Eating plates together very often. Everywhere go the two together. Mutual storytelling and complaining without hesitation, it is very unexpected if Keke is a former dark girl.
The beginning opened my eyes and heart to how Keke was, when I borrowed his new shoes. That time Keke asked me to take it myself in the closet. That's when I found a bag of misguided tools at the bottom of his closet.
When I pressed, Keke spoke honestly and said all about the veil of his life so far. Also the function of my finding tools in his almarinya. Although I think the shock is great, sad and disappointed, I immediately believe that Keke has indeed repented.
Keke never tried to harass me. Just kissing and hugging me tightly during sleep, which I thought was part of the attention and affection of a close friend to me. If you remember that time, it feels like I am very innocent and insensitive at all.
When telling the story, Keke finally honestly admitted if he was interested in me.
The girl got a very dilemma, because she did not want to stray anymore, nor did she want to ruin me. But do not deny if his feelings for me are very passionate.
The middle ground Keke asked for was that we should both leave the dormitory. Keke continued to go back to Nagoya, while I was trying to get a safe and secure boarding place. Which I think is best for me.
Unexpectedly, the dipper was welcoming. I found a local ad that offered a pretty interesting boarding place for me. I fell in love after I took the time to survey. I think it fits perfectly with my wishes.
In addition, for preparation if he went on Hajj long enough, which is about one month. Which did not feel the heart to let Ms. Yanti alone in the house at that time. Mr. Hajj and the hajj sir did not discuss Rushqi's name at all as a boy who turned out to come home suddenly while they were fulfilling the call to Mecca.
After getting a spot, I actually moved in with a six-month rental booking at once. Also take the offer of the cost mother for a meal package three times a day. Even though I only eat twice a day there. Except on holidays.
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Almost eleven o'clock at night, I got Keke in his bed. The girl had already slept well and looked very beautiful with beautiful hair spreading on the pillow. My sense of compassion, though distorted, for me Keke is a very poor girl.
His parents were very busy with business in the electronics store. Keke who lives alone in the back house, is very less attention and also briefing.
The beginning of starting to diverge is when graduating SMP. Keke gets a beautiful and good single private tutor in High School. Unexpected to have a disorder and Keke fell lulled into the seduction and attention of the private teacher. From then on Keke quietly began to fall into a dark, perverted valley.
Keke's age is now twenty-four. How long the girl wallowed in sin and not a single person was able to pull her back. In fact, Keke who was determined to repent, again tempted me at that time.
Now, only on Rushqilah did the girl lean on her hope. This mana of heart betrayed Rushqi's invitation, which was akin to stabbing her beautiful back from behind.
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