The Noodle In Love
36. Twice Refuse

My back is firmly fixed in the attic fence. It's eroded the distance behind me. It's legal that one or two milliseconds of distance between me and Rushqi. The resignation that this man will not advance himself any more to me.

I don't know what I think if Rushqi docked in on me. Just like this, this chest is like a crutch stuffed with rice straw. Sultry!

"Linga, do you hear me? You gotit? Why silence?" rushqi asked, looking very close at me. We looked at each other for a moment in silence.

"Mas, thank you, you trust me so much. You have more than once made me feel so appreciated, maybe even felt that I meant a lot to you. But I'm sorry, I was forced to not accept your offer. Keke has more right and needs you more. Marry her, take Keke back to the right path. He'll change if it's with you."

That shady and handsome face had turned dim. Looking at me did not blink with a very disappointed look. Not that I don't care, I understand how she feels.

But my own feelings are still this way. Not too excited and eager. It may take only a few days to get between Rushqi and Keke. For a moment, I'm sure that Rushqi's name and shadow will feel nothing more in my heart. He'll come back as a boarding boy for me.

"Linga, why are you always like this? You always rush to reject me. You don't want to think about it first? Why should I bear Keke's fault? Linga, why are you so loyal to the Son?" rushqi asked with a tired and desperate expression. I think it's very sad for my heart. It was actually unbearable to see Rushqi appear weak like that.

"I'm sorry, Rushqi mas," I said, continuing. Rushqi was still so firmly holding the attic fence behind me with both palms. The distance between us has not increased.

"Linga, would you be okay if you saw me very close to Keke. Getting Keke to like me is so easy for me. But, don't you regret rejecting me?" asked Rushqi with a stiff tone and a face that was also no less tense. The man was earnest with his words.

"Mas, think about it. Suppose I am your woman, how would you feel if the Son told me blatantly that the Son wanted to marry me? Who has the most right to be angry and disappointed? You or the Son? Rushqi imagine."

Rushqi did not make a sound. Just dropping down slowly onto the floor of my attic terrace. Rushqi sat in front of my feet, sitting face down. It's sad I think I saw it.

I had to say this so that Rushqi would not hesitate to persuade me anymore. In order to feel sincere to continue his wedding plan with Keke. Although there was a one-month chance for Rushqi and Keke to rethink it, but I can't bear to imagine Keke would be so badly disappointed by my betrayal.

Really, I feel so scared. Without having a single family in the region, it makes me thin on guts. It's better to look for survivors, even with the heartbreak I've had both times.

"I'm sorry, Ling. I think I'm being selfish. I forget, I often don't realize there's a Son by your side. Your heart must be full of that man named Son. I am a man who does not know myself. I'm sorry, Ling."

Rushqi spoke as he continued to bow in his collapsed sitting. It feels pity too, but he is a man after all. If only the Son was still my candidate, Rushqi's attitude of wanting to marry me was selfish. Although my yellow janur has not been curved though.

"Mas, is this conversation enough? How about we go back to each other's rooms?" tanyaku carefully. The wind was so strong. The night must be very late by now. I don't know what time it was, I left my phone in my room.

Rushqi was raising her face and looking up at me for a while. Then stood up quickly, we were already standing facing each other back. The face that had just appeared hardened, had now brightened back and there was a thin smile there. The man was spreading his charm without his intention. Ah, I don't like it!

"Linga, what if we don't go back to each other's rooms?" asked Rush smiling suspiciously.

"You mean??" I asked faintly to guess the meaning of his words.

"Is there a room that is not each? I mean, shared rooms," said Rushqi, who smiled at me.

"Mass! You are sableng yes.. Geress!" I cursed as I passed Rushqi towards the door of my room quickly. Although I understand that it was just a joke from Rushqi to me. The man seemed to be trying to amuse himself with me.

"Sleep is good, Ling! Forget the incident!" Rushqi exclaimed in a detained voice. I also fret if anyone hears our excitement at night.

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