The Passion of the Actor
Season 2 Chapter 39

Seeing the look of a serious face and tucked in fear in Sandi's face, Sidney sure seems like a serious speaker. Sidney at least likes to guess, his heart can not stand. If the news is good, if it turns out otherwise?

"What do you want to say?" Sidney straightened her body. He now sits in front of his father.

"For years your mama has left us, you know for a long time, you've been acting like a bad father to you. Therefore papa wants to apologize," said Sandi at the beginning of the story. He needed to observe his daughter's face to see her reaction later.

"Why is papa sober now? Where have you been all this time? When do I really need moral support? When I need a backrest to cry? When I need a friend to talk to and when I need someone who can remember me that I'm a human being not an object entrusted with the helpers!" he said, but only he could do it in his heart.

During this time Sidney was silent, not protesting over Sandi's attitude, just because the girl understood her father's sacrifice. She knew Sandi loved her mother so much, so lost as she was. Working in the midst of solitude and loneliness, and the one thing that salutes him the most, his father still endures his solitude, befriending his mother's love and shadow.

Password's loyalty to Lia leaves Sidney blindfolded at her indifference to Sidney.

"I understand, Pa. It's okay." Sidney tried to smile, though stiff.

"You're all grown up, you can understand how things are." Password was silent for a moment, taking a deep breath and as if thinking how to start the next sentence.

"Sid, papa wants you to understand papa's situation, and papa begs you not to hate papa, huh?"

"What the hell is Papa trying to say? By the way, Pa."

"Papa wants to bring his wife and son here."

Wait, Sidney didn't hear wrong again, did she? He looked back at the man in front of him, making sure that the one who was currently talking to him was Sandi, his father, then closed his eyes, trying to repeat what his father had said.

"What the hell is that talking? I don't understand?" Sidney's voice weakened, choking and her heart began to ache. The anxiety he felt this time around had never been this big before.

"As you said earlier, Papa wants to take your stepmother and your sister."

"I don't like papa joking around like this. Not funny, Pa," Sidney clenched her fists. Why does fate like to joke with him?

"It's not a joke. Papa is married and has another child."

"When?"

"What?" Sandi was getting scared. A look of hate and anger was already seen on Sidney's face. Sandi the coward was afraid that Sidney would report it to Elrick.

At the birth of Sidney, as a thank you to Lia for saving the life of Raya at that time, Elrick instilled in his company that was almost bankrupt at that time. The 70 percent stake that was supposed to belong to Elrick was transferred in Sidney's name. If his daughter complains, Elrick will freeze his company.

"I'm sorry, Dad, Sid. Papa please you understand the situation of papa who is very lonely after your mama left."

"So, do you think Mr Sandi, I am not lonely after your wife left?" Sidney swore in his heart.

"Since when?" sidney is impatient. He was tired of his current situation. Completely alone and not considered.

"Since..." Sandi did not dare to continue her words. Here lies his mistake.

"How old is that kid?"

"Tu-seven years...."

Duars!

"Sid, say something. Please, don't shut up. Papa wants to hear your opinion."

"the opinion? What opinion? We are no longer deliberation. Here papa just tells papa's depraved behavior!"

"Silkie!" Snap Password. He did not expect that his son would say such a rude thing. All this time whatever he said was always obeyed by Sidney. "You're outrageous!"

"outrageous? Am I the outrageous one or papa? Seven years papa said? that means papa was married when mom was alive! When my mother was fighting her pain! Where's papa's conscience? I'm ashamed to call you my papa!"

Plaque!

Sandi had the heart to slap her daughter, just shy of admitting Sidney's words were true. He knows he's wrong. Lia was so sick that she could not meet her needs as a man. While on duty out of town, someone introduces her to a woman, she falls in love and marries the woman betelily without Lia and Sidney's knowledge.

Since then, Sandi has forgotten her family. The happiness he gets from his new family makes him forget about Lia and Sidney.

Lia's death leaves her late in her new life, forgetting Sidney, and only returning home to cover up her betrayal.

Sidney holds her cheek which feels hot because of her father's slap. His sharp eyes were full of anger and hatred.

"Papa can bring them here. Be happy, enjoy your happiness with your new family. Hope you're happy!"

Sidney grabbed her bag, then went outside. He needs time, he needs a place to calm down. But where should he go?

He saw a large house with a towering high fence, where he grew up lovingly by Raya and all the family members. He needed the Kingdom at the moment, but why was his heart 'raw' to go there? feels foreign. Without feeling the tears on her cheeks dripping.

No, he cannot trouble the Kingdom and the Royal family anymore. Now everything is different. He is not a child anymore that every problem should be brought to Raya.

After all, it's his family's problem. How embarrassed he was to tell that his father was a jerk who had betrayed his mother while still alive.

Sidney decides to calm herself down at one of the quiet karaoke spots, not far from her home. He chose the place because he was sure that no one would come there and meet him.

InulViesta employees took him to a karaoke room. No one will see her cry until she is free to express her pain.

"Mas, please help select the song. I want a pop-rock genre."

After playing and the uniformed mas-mas came out, Sidney began to cry. He shouted and also cursed in annoyance. One hour she chose karaoke, enough to let go of the pain in her heart. He cursed his life at this time, various bad events that he did not want to come to him.

"Mama... Take me with you, why did you leave me alone? Maamaaa...."

Sidney continued to cry, the tissue that was full on the table was now scattered on the floor. "I should how? Where am I supposed to go? I'm sick of everything that happens to me!"

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So sad...😭😭 patient yes Sid... Brother everyone, anyone want to accept Sidney staying at his house? She can help me beberes home 🤧🤧🤭