The Rewrite Our Destiny
Chapters 1. Undecided

Lyrics Syabina Mu Saqeena, that's the long name. The twenty-five-year-old girl works as a surgeon at a well-known hospital.

Every day he had to come to the hospital until he did not have much time for the Beloved, Panduwinata Damendra.

However, after work Pandu always visit Ily to just let go of the longing that is mountainous all day. The position as President Director in the company of the Father in fact does not make Pandu forget his lover.

Instead, Pandu always took the time to be able to exchange greetings with Ily. However, that hope does not match the fact that Ily is always busy with her work.

As now, Ily again apologized to him for having to deal with patients who had an accident and had to be operated on immediately.

"Doctor Ily, there's a patient who's been in an accident and needs major surgery. Doctor Bayu has called the doctor to immediately go to the operating room," said sister Gaby who is Ily's assistant.

"alright. I'll be ready soon, "Ily replied without caring how Pandu's new arrival in Ily's room felt.

Ily looked at Pandu who had just sat himself in a chair with a look full of supplication. "I'm sorry, Ndu. It's very urgent. I promised after work I'd come home. I'm sorry again, Ndu? Please understand because my goal is to help those who are struggling to maintain their lives" said Ily full of requests and hopes that Pandu will forgive him again.

Pandu sighed resignedly. "Go! There is more need for you than me" Pandu replied as his gaze fell on the lunchbox he had brought for Ily and had not been touched in the least.

There is a tightness that tries to be muted, there is a disappointment that tries to be swallowed, and there is pain that Pandu tries to ignore. Repeatedly Pandu convinced himself that what Ily did was right.

However, as powerful as Pandu did that, Pandu increasingly felt that what he was currently doing was a form of self-deception. Pandu is not serela and sesabar it.

Ily passed by without bothering to look back again. Pandu could only stare at the back of Ily who walked away from the room and disappeared behind the white door.

As for Ily, she felt that there was nothing wrong with what she was currently doing. Ily's duty was so noble and indeed one had to be sacrificed to fight for the sake of those in need.

Ily is trying to save a life that is currently on the verge of death. Ily was so consistent in doing her job. About three hours later, Ily finished surgery on the crash victim.

With a tired face, Ily came out of the operating room with sister Gaby. "Thank God, the doctor has managed to handle the patient" said Sister Gaby proudly.

Ily smiled with relief. "There is a happiness in itself when I can help them, Sus," Ily replied sincerely.

Sister Gaby nodded. "really. But, is the doctor's lover not angry?" ask Sister Gaby again who is currently following Ily's steps into the room.

Before replying, Ily stared at every corner of her room that no longer had any Pandu in it. There is an ambush guilt when remembering that he again had to prioritize work compared to Pandu.

"He'll be angry. But I'm sure, Pandu understands me very well" Ily replied as she took off the green robe devoted to the operation. Ily replaced it with a white coat that had been dated on the hanger.

"Well, lucky doctor Ily. Already handsome, rich, understanding too. You guys are a very nice couple. In fact yes, Doc, many female doctors and nurses are talking about doctor lovers" Gaby said at length.

Ily looked surprised. "Oh yeah? What kind of talk is it?" ask Ily who is currently going to sit in her chair.

Sister Gaby took a sitting position on a chair opposite Ily that just bordered the table. "They said that the Doctor's lover was a man of dreams. Many want to be in the position of Doctor at this time," said Gaby nurse who was justified by Ily.

He was so lucky to have a lover like Pandu. If most people say that every human being has his own shortcomings, but not with Pandu.

Elsewhere, Pandu does not go straight home. He took the time to stop by a cafe that started many visitors.

After the car is parked, Pandu walks gontai enter the cafe and order the desired coffee. The guide looked for a seat on the rooftop where he could see the cityscape clearly.

When he was sitting, Pandu exhaled rough breaths then looked up to see the sky that began to darken with sunlight that looked orange in the contest.

"See how this relationship will come to an end. I was too tired to be in a position that always understood," muttered Pandu recalling the girl he loved so much.

Not long after, the coffee came. After saying thank you, the waiter passed. Pandu immediately sipped his bitter coffee so that all the contents in his raging head slightly died down.

After that, Pandu's view is again directed at the sun that has now sunk in the western horizon. So soothing a soul that currently feels arid because it is no longer doused in affection by the owner.

"Hey, Ndu? Can I join you, right?" greet the soft voice that makes Pandu avert his eyes.

"Without permission, you are already sitting in my chair" replied Pandu annoyed that the woman who greeted him was now sitting quietly in the chair opposite his chair.

The woman only roared the horse. "How, Ndu? Is there time for you today?" ask Renita, a friend who is always there for Pandu.

Pandu sighed tired then shook his head. Explosions of laughter succeeded Pandu heard from the girl before him.

"And I've said before that Ily couldn't possibly waste time just dating. He loves his job too much" Renita said with a soft laugh.

"You're right. Ily loved her job. But I have no problem with that. He is fighting for someone else whose life is on the brink of death" Pandu defended Ily.

Renita commented on her sweet smile. "Yes. Since the first Ily was very ambitious," jaaba Renita confirmed.

"Do you think Ily's doing is right?" ask the real Pandu who is convincing yourself.

Renita nodded. "What Ily did was very noble. I admit it," Renita replied confirming.

"No. I mean, would a lover be considered natural if he could not take a moment? Just exchanging stories with her boyfriend?" ask Pandu who is starting to worry.

Renita did not answer. His gaze is now fixed on the sunset that is being guided to look at as well.

"You know what not? Someone who loves you sincerely will definitely spend time in the middle of busy to just meet. Not looking for time to meet. Like me for example," replied Renita who immediately made the mind of Pandu increasingly branching.

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