The Rewrite Our Destiny
Chapter 21. It hurts, but it doesn't bleed

Long enough Pandu let Ily cry until the stuffing has not been heard again. Guide himself wrong. However, all of that was not entirely his fault.

"Ly?" call Pandu again who was not responded to anything by Ily.

Ily pulled and exhaled rough breathing so that the tightness in the chest slightly subsided. His tongue seemed to be mute just to answer Pandu's call.

"Cally!" call Pandu again by raising his voice.

Ily bearded in shock because of Pandu's thunderous voice. Without feeling it, Ily's tears fell back.

"You can't really, answer me? It's not my fault entirely! You're the one who makes me have to find someone who can accompany me at all times! Something you can't do" Pandu snapped with eyes staring at Ily.

Ily's heart was tight at the moment. Pandu had to yell at him. Ily tried to calm herself down as her crying grew more and more sober.

"I was wrong! Satisfied you!" Ily snapped no less loudly.

"I was wrong. I was wrong because I believed in you all this time. I'm the wrong one here. I am the only one most guilty. You are never wrong and never want to admit that mistake," said Ily who now has a low tone.

Ily was silent for a moment then wiped her rough tears. Pandu is now speechless, feeling struck by Ily's speech. His head was deep.

"I thought you were going to reflect on the quarrel that happened between us that day. Like I was trying to reflect and think about how to go ahead. However, it all seemed to be in vain because I was the only one trying to repair the relationship. As for you, instead choose to be in a relationship with a new person."

"Western words, if our nails are long, then our nails must be cut. Not fingers. So too with a relationship. We have to solve the problem, not even resolve the relationship between us. Moreover, you did it unilaterally."

Ily paused her sentence by taking a deep breath. The crying has now subsided and left as much as the not too obvious.

"I'm lonely, Ly. You never had time for me. You're used to making me comfortable with other women because she's always been there for me. Your absence has been replaced by another figure who is always there for me" he said.

Ily couldn't bear to cry anymore. Doesn't a relationship sometimes require sacrifice? Ily is struggling so that later in life there is no need to spend time to work.

"Lately I've been thinking about you a lot and looking for a way out of how I've always had time for you. I used to come to your house a lot and you I never met there. Aunty Soraya and Larina always say that you often come home the night a few weeks. I'm waiting for you, Ndu. But you didn't come home. Until the top this morning. I purposely took time off at the weekend in order to spend time with you."

"But I think I'm too late. There's someone more than me and there's always been for you all the time" Ily said at length. At the end of the sentence, Ily felt like her heart had been stabbed by a dagger. Be ill. But not bleeding.

Ily closed her eyes and sat down sideways to stare at Pandu completely. His gaze looked at Pandu's handsome face fixedly. Ily realized, after this she would not see that face again. Yeah, Ily would choose to go. Why survive when someone who is maintained is comfortable with other women.

While Pandu, he feels guilty but his ego says that what he is currently doing is to make himself happy.

"You happy?" tanya Ily tried to get rid of the ego in her heart.

Pandu looked up and his eyes met with Ily. Despite the doubt, Pandu nodded slowly. Ily smiled wryly as if that smile was a very painful smile.

Ily nodded. "Go, Ndu. I let you go" said Ily with a heavy heart.

"But why, Ly?" tanya Pandu asked for an explanation.

Ily laughed bitterly. "You nanyeek?" In the midst of the sadness felt, Ily still had time to joke.

"Don't joke, Ly! I'm serious!" annoyed Pandu who made the look of Ily's face turned flat.

"You think after what happened, I can still think sanely? You think it's easy to accept this harsh reality?" ask Ily annoyed.

Ily threw her gaze out. "You said he was always there for you. Choose him if you are truly happy. I realize I'm not the best you think I am. Go, Ndu. I'm willing. But ...." Ily deliberately hung up her Sentence to make Pandu distract her.

"But what?" pursue Pandu.

"Please do not come again so that the process of forgetting you can run smoothly. I know that all of that won't be a moment. At least, with you not showing up again, it will speed up my pace to forget about you" Ily replied with teary eyes.

For some reason, Pandu felt pain that crept into his chest. Ily's words were like lightning striking all over her body.

"Please get out of my car. Now we are not anyone else," Ily asked as she cupped her hands together in front of her chest.

Again. Pandu felt that there was a big object that hit his heart. It feels so painful. Hearing Ily say that she is no one else to Ily. Why is Pandu not willing? Is there no Renita?

Pandu gave a rough breath. Then his hand moved to open the door. However, once again Pandu took the time to look at the face of the Heart Poetry until unconsciously, his vision again met with the brown bead belonging to Ily.

The Pandu movement opens the door urung done. Pandu actually eroded the distance and grabbed Ily's waist in a decapitation.The faces of the two were so close that they could feel the roar of each breath.

"Ndu, what are you going to do? don't act as you please" Ily recalled. However, in reality Ily enjoyed the touch of Pandu on her waist.

"Let me do it for the last one" said Pandu, whose eyes now turned soft.

"Doing ap—mph." Ily's speech was cut off because now, Pandu began to kiss her lips very, very gently.

Ily was surprised but strangely, Ily felt lulled to the point of closing her eyes. Ily replies to the kiss, which will be Ily and Pandu's last kiss.

On the sidelines of the kiss, Ily shed tears. If Pandu continues to behave like thatz how can Ily easily forget?

Feeling that she was running out of oxygen, Ily took off the kiss and distanced her face. "Go, Ndu. Don't overdo it and make new memories" warned Ily who immediately threw away his face.

Without both of them knowing, there was a pair of eyes that witnessed the kiss. Renita, she saw everything that happened in Ily's car because the windshield was transparent.

Renita held onto her chest which was painful. Why does his love story never end well?