The Secret Of Siyyara And Gallen's Heart
26. Don't go away

Gallen continued to stare at an object that he thought was very beautiful, he gave her a smile and continued to look at it without blinking a second. He truly admired God's most beautiful masterpiece.

Gallen P.O.V

I did not expect this fate of my life, I never thought to admire the women who approached him, even he always refused to express the feelings of the women to him.

And now? I've fallen, I'm in love with a girl. She was a lame, spoiled, grumpy, annoying girl, and always pestered someone. But why would God give this love to a girl like her? Though clearly out there are still many adult-minded women who always express their feelings to me. And it turns out that his nature and behavior that does not exist gracefully it is what makes me captivated.

But I never regretted one bit, I was happy to be by her side, I was so happy because she wanted to accept me as her lover, I was so happy when she opened her heart to me. But when happiness comes to life, my past is present, yes he is Kinan.

Kinan is not a precious figure to me, I dealt with him because of the presence of 'He'. I wanted to tell Siyyara, but I was afraid that Siyyara would be angry with me. I could not bear it if he had to leave me, because my whole body and brain were filled with the names of Siyyara, Siyyara and Siyyara. I do not want the girl to leave me, if the time of death will pick me up, I prefer that I die first from this world, rather than I have to feel the pain of Siyyara's departure, he said, because I can't imagine life without Siyyara. I really can't afford it.

Maybe I'll tell you about my past when he really likes me, I think it's a good time. All right, I'll wait.

I kept staring at my lover silently, I looked at her two eyes which used to always have a lot of expression, now those eyes were staring blankly and innocently. I couldn't look him in the eye, because he was like this because of my failure. I failed to protect her.

"Siya?" Call me, when he's just staring straight ahead. He tried to stand up from his seat while listening to my call and walked slowly using his cane to get close to me.

"Gallen? What was? You want something?"

I couldn't help but smile as she seemed to be worried about me. I was very pleased with Siyyara's attention to me.

"I don't want anything else, I just want you" Gallen said.

"Since when have you been so good at seducing?"

Gallen laughed.

"It was a long time ago, baby. It's just there was nothing I could seduce. Because now you're there, so I can be free to seduce you."

I find it strange that Siyyara just keeps quiet when I'm teased. Honestly, I'd rather he be angry, pout, and laugh when I'm teased. And I don't like it when he just keeps quiet without expression.

"Siya?"

"Gallen, I have something to tell you" Siyyara said seriously.

"What's wrong?" Ask me a curious.

"I want it to end."

I scrunched my forehead when I heard her words.

"You mean?" Ask me to make sure again.

"I want us to end" Siyyara explained.

"Don't joke, Siyya. I don't like it!"

"I just want us to break up Gallen. I don't like you. Although I want to learn to love you, I still can't. I don't love you, Gallen."

"Siyya, I think you're tired, better rest" I said, trying to calm her down.

"Gallen. I want to break up!"

"I don't want to."

"You must want to" cried Siyyara.

"No!"

"Sup to you. I have to go, Daddy must have been waiting for me at the airport by now. Good bye Gallen. I hope there's a woman better than me who can love you."

"No, Siyya."

"Siyya, I don't want to break up!"

Siyyara walked away from me, not even she glanced at me who was already devastated by her words. He was already at the end of the door with the help of his cane.

"Siyya, don't go!"

"SHYARAH!" I screamed when he disappeared behind the door.

"No, Siyya! You can't just leave me. I don't want to! SIYYA!"

P.O.V End'S.

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"Siya. Don't go."

"Siyya," Gallen murmured softly.

"Don't go. Please," said Gallen with closed eyes.

"Don't go, Siyya. Don't leave me," Gallen murmured again in a soft tone.

"Gallen!" Someone shakes Gallen's shoulder, so Gallen quickly wakes up from his sleep.

"GALLEN!" Shouted the girl, so that Gallen quickly woke up.

"Shyara!" Gallen awoke with a breath of breath.

"Away awake?" Ask the girl next to him.

"Why did you keep muttering my name?" Pissed Siyyara.

Gallen heaved a sigh of relief as he only dreamed. And the dream was really bad. He could not imagine if the dream had come true for him.

"Nothing" replied Gallen briefly.

"Tumben came here early in the morning?" Gallen asked as he clutched to see who was driving his girl, Alvian or Mr. Dave's?

"I left with Daddy, but Daddy left immediately because there was a morning meeting" replied Siyyara.

"Have you waited a long time?" Gallen smiled as he observed the expression emanating from Siyyara's face.

"Yes. You are molor anyway, not sick not healthy just the same, equally difficult to wake up," said Siyyara. Gallen just giggled amusedly.

"Siyya, there's something I want to talk to you about." Gallen looked at Siyyara seriously.

"What?"

"I want you to trust me. Believe in my love and my feelings."

"Why?" Siyyara was amazed by Siyyara's words.

"No. I'm just afraid that someday you'll leave me. Don't leave me," pinta Gallen said.

Siyyara smiled her sweet smile and nodded slowly.

"You should never hide anything from me, whether it be a minor issue or a major one. You should know one thing, if I don't like being lied to one bit."

Gallen is restless, and she is afraid that Siyyara will find out about her past that she is trying to hide. Not that he did not want to be honest, just that Gallen was not ready, he was afraid that Siyyara would taste it bad. Gallen was afraid that Siyyara would misunderstand him.

"Gallen?"

"Yes, Siyya?"

"I want to go back to school, I want to be like before."

"Gallen, am I going to quit school forever? Am I not going to be able to enjoy my teenage years like everyone else?"

"I used to skip school on purpose because I was lazy. But when I couldn't see, I realized how much I had wasted my time doing unimportant things. I want to fix my mistakes, I miss the school atmosphere so much, I want to go back to school, Gallen."

Gallen looked at Siyyara with concern, Siyyara was still crying a mouthful, Gallen sighed tiredly.

"I'll try to talk to your Daddy about this" Gallen entertained.

Siyyara shook her head slowly.

"No, Gallen. I talked to Daddy, and Daddy forbade me to go to school. Daddy proposed that I go home schooling, but I wouldn't, Gallen. I want to get together with my friends. I don't want home schooling."

"Siyya, Mr. dave's right. You better go home schooling, I think it's much better for your current condition, Siyya." Gallen tries to convince Siyyara that home schooling is not bad.

"You're right, a blind person like me wins deserves to go home schooling, how stupid I am because I want to go to school" Siyyara said in a weak tone.

"That's not what I mean, Siyya-"

"Here you go, don't talk about it anymore."

"Siyya, are you angry?" Ask Gallen.

Siyyara was silent, and her face looked gloomy. Gallen doesn't have to do anything to bring back the joy on her lover's face again.

Gallen immediately picked up his mobile phone located on the nightstand, he immediately sent a message to Alan to announce to the entire Hospital, both domestic and foreign Hospitals, that he was in, if there is currently a patient who is in need of an eye donor.

Gallen would do anything to get Siyyara to smile again. Gallen knows that Siyyara is an active girl, but now that Siyyara is quiet, even Gallen longs for her extravagant boos, which always pisses him off half to death.

"Siyya, please don't be sad."

Siyyara was still silent with her cries, and Gallen felt guilty because Siyyara was like this because of her being unable to take care of Siyyara properly.

Tok tok tok tok

Gallen turned to the door, "Come in" replied Gallen from the inside.

Cclek

Gallen was shocked to see the presence of the woman he had always avoided. He gulped his saliva roughly, and he saw Siyyara who was still a henchman in his seat that was beside his bed. Gallen prayed in his heart that the woman would not create new problems when Siyyara's mood was bad.

"How are you, Gallen? Sorry for just seeing you," said the woman.

Siyyara tilted her face to remember who the owner of the voice was, as the voice was familiar to her ears.