The Secret Of Siyyara And Gallen's Heart
29. Bitter reality

Siyya P.O.V

I'm really disappointed in Gallen, why when I feel comfortable for him, I have to know facts that I find hard to accept. I didn't think a good man like Gallen could do that.

She had a son from Kinan, and she didn't want to be honest with me, even saying that she never touched Kinan. Does he think I'm an easy kid to lie to?

Even though Gallen's always been paying attention to me, he always put me first instead of his job, but still, I'm mad at him. I had even given him a warning if I didn't like lies, but he had deliberately lied to me instead.

I remember the day I found out everything, I knew it by accident. I'm not the one who's gonna tell someone to investigate Gallen's past. It never even occurred to me to be suspicious of Gallen and Kinan's conversation back then. Before I knew it, Gallen was planning to take me for a walk. But I refused on the grounds that I was worried about his condition. He looks fine, but he

Flashback.

At that time, I was joking with Daddy and Brother Alvian in the living room, suddenly my phone rang. I just kept quiet, too, because I didn't know where I was putting my phone at the time.

"Siyya, your phone rang. Hold on, you take it." I just nodded and let Brother Alvian pick up my phone.

"Who's calling, brother?" Ask me

"The one who called was Gallen."

I was amazed when Gallen called me, after I was blind, he never called. If he wanted to talk to me, he would have come to my house.

"Maybe there's something important, just try to lift it up" Dadddy said.

"Yes, Dad" I replied.

"Some time, foster brother first."

After Alvian shifted the green button on my phone screen, he gave my phone to me, so I could talk to Gallen. I took the phone and put it in my ear.

"Assynolajet. What's up, Gallen?" My speech.

I did not get a word from Gallen, I waited patiently, but Gallen did not make his voice.

When I wanted to end the call, I heard a woman's voice. And that voice is no stranger to my ears. I feel like it's Kinan's voice.

"Gallen? I'll wake Aira up for a second, you better take a shower. I'll prepare dinner for us." The voice was clearly in my ear. I also just kept quiet hearing her talk.

"All right, I'll take a shower for a second. If Aira is hard to wake up, let her sleep. He must be exhausted" Gallen said across the street.

I was still silent, probably at this time Alvian and Daddy were looking at me with a strange look. Because I just kept quiet and still stuck the phone in my ear.

"Father!" Shortly after, I heard a child's voice. I held my breath, for some reason my curiosity just grew when I heard the little girl's voice.

"Dear aira. How are you doing? Sorry, papa just visited."

"It's okay, Pa. Papa being here has made Aira happy. Aira dear papa."

"Papa loves Aira too. Let's eat together."

I held my breath, I really sharpened my hearing well. The aira? Papa's? Who is Aira? Why was it that when Kinan visited Gallen, Kinan also said that Aira missed Gallen? Is Aira really Gallen? And why did Aira call Gallen Papa?

What exactly is going on? What is this show?

"Siyya, why silence? What is Gallen talking about?" Ask Daddy, when I don't turn my phone off.

"No, dad. Gallen told me to wait for him for a while, maybe he's got a guest, "I lied. I'm sorry, Dad.

I'm still listening to every conversation Gallen and Aira have. Suddenly my chest felt tight when I heard Gallen and Kinan talk.

"Let's eat, the food's ready" asked Kinan.

"Come on," said Gallen.

"Aira's full, Pa. Before going to bed Aira ate first."

"really? Too bad, even though Papa wants to feed Aira."

"Sorry, Pa." There was a sad tone from Aira's voice.

"It's okay, honey. Aira better go back to the room and go back to sleep, yeah."

"But Aira still misses Papa." Aira's voice sounded very spoiled.

"Aira knows no? Papa put a present in Aira's room?" Gallen tried to make her voice Aira's heart was excited again.

"really?" Ask happily.

"Yes, let's see Aira first. If Aira likes it, Aira will meet papa here, we play together. If Aira doesn't like it, papa will buy it for Aira."

"Aira will see, wait a minute, pa."

I heard the little girl's words. Aira is the son of Gallen. But how can it be?

"Alvian, have you prepared the files we need for tomorrow's meeting?" Daddy asked Alvian, which made my hearing unfocused.

"Already, Dad. It's just that there's some parts that are lacking."

"All right, let's talk in my study."

"Good, Dad."

"Siyya, is Siyya okay if Daddy and Alvian are staying? Later if Siyyara wants to go to the room, Siyya just call Daddy. Daddy's going to take you to the room" Daddy said gently to me.

"Yes, dad," Siyyara replied.

"Come, Al." Daddy and Alvian went to his study. When the sound of their footsteps was no longer heard, I immediately stuck my phone to my ear again.

It turned out that I had also not heard the sound of Aira's cry, now Gallen's voice was the center of my attention. I refocused on hearing the sentence after sentence that came out of Gallen's mouth.

"Kinan, I'm sorry I left you when Aira was born." Gallen's voice sounded regretful, and Siyyara could hear clearly.

"It's okay, Gallen. You want to see Aira, I'm happy. He always asks where his father is."

"I'm a bad father to Aira."

I tried my hardest to think positively, who knows if Aira was Gallen's adopted, in a sense not Gallen's biological child.

"No Gallen, I understand your busyness. Aira must understand, he is your son, he is very intelligent. Maybe his intelligence is also down from you."

After saying that sentence, Kinan laughed happily. I tried my hardest to hold back my tears.

"Sorry Kinan. Because after I tried Aira, I just went to Indonesia without listening to your explanation."

"Have you not said that we should not remember the past?"

"I left without thinking about your condition, I didn't think about how difficult it is for you to raise Aira alone. I'm really grateful to you, Kinan. Because you've taken good care of my son."

"Sorry also for our first meeting in Jakarta, Kinan. I just got mad at you. At that time I was afraid because I had fallen in love with Siyyara. I'm afraid of losing her, I'm afraid she'll walk away from me when I find out I already have a child with you."

"Although Aira came when we were not ready to be parents, I loved her very much. I never thought that Aira was an illegitimate child, because her parents' relationship was haram. I love Aira very much."

I tried my hardest to hold back my sobs, but this time I really couldn't hold back my tears. Both my hands trembled as I listened to Gallen's words. It's very clear, very clear. Siyyara no longer has nightmares, this is real. Gallen consciously said that sentence, even from every tone he sounded very sorry.

"I get it, Gallen. Although I still love you, but I will let you go to be with that girl. But Gallen, will the girl accept Aira as her stepson?"

"Siyyara will definitely accept Aira, she's a good girl. Although he was grumpy, but he had a soft heart. I'll tell you everything about Aira when the time is right."

"Yes, I believe you."

"Father!" The sound of Aira's cry was heard again, if not misheard, it seemed that Aira was running towards Gallen.

"Papa, Aira likes her gift. Thank you, Pa. Aira dear Papa."

Aira's voice sounded very spoiled to Gallen, and before long Gallen and Kinan laughed happily. They are like happy families. I kept holding myself back and strengthening myself.

Is Gallen really not aware that his phone is in contact mode? Or did he contact her on purpose?

I have to be firm. I need to act immediately. I don't want to be fooled by them. And now I know what to do. I'm sure my decision was the most correct. I don't want to be hurt constantly. I don't want to be a stepmother to that child.

I hate Gallen, I can't accept Aira. He is not my son, he is the son of Gallen and Kinan.

My heart hurts, it feels so tight. I want to be angry right now, I need an outlet for my anger. Without me noticing, I quickly crumpled my phone, and I slammed it forward to make a deafening sound because it hit the glass table in front of me.

Flashback.

*

"Siyya, do you really want to leave your own brother here?" Ask Mr. Alvian when I get to the airport.

"Siyya didn't mean to leave sister. Siyyara dear sister. If there's time Siyya will play here again."

"You really want to stay there? What about Gallen?"

I'm silent. I don't know what to answer, because the reason I decided to leave here is Gallen. I want to avoid her.

"You're having a fight with Gallen?" Ask Alvian on target.

"No, sis. Don't talk about him."

"I don't know, you're having trouble with Gallen. Not because you want to interfere in your business. You know, because Tristan called you, and Tristan told me that Gallen was sick and kept mumbling your name."

My heart was not calm when I heard Alvian's words. I suddenly became doubtful of my own decision.

"Gallen loves you so much, Siyya."

"I know brother. But Siyya doesn't want to be with Gallen. Siyya doesn't love Gallen," I doubt her.

"really? But what you see, you're very comfortable with Gallen. Gallen is not the kind of guy who likes weird. Brother feels calm when you are in a relationship with Gallen," said brother Alvian.

Not a strange man? Is it really like that?

"Sister, how long has my brother been friends with Gallen? Do you know him well?"

"Why suddenly ask like that?" Ask Brother Alvian who seems to be suspicious of me.

"No, I just want to know, brother."

"Gallen is a best friend of my brother from Junior High to High School, my brother knows Gallen very well. He is a very kind, smart, and tenacious man. She has always been the idol of every girl when she was in High School. She is very popular, but she is never arrogant with her advantages, she is also always helping people who need her help. And more importantly, Gallen has never been in a relationship with any girl. He's very awake. Therefore, brother is comfortable entrust yourself to him. He always keeps his eyes on her."

"Sister, can a person's nature and behavior change?" Ask me again. I was very curious when Brother Alvian said that Gallen always kept his eyes on him. If so, why would Gallen have a daughter who is not his legal partner?

"If it is, according to brother, based on association as well. Good people can change because of their environment. Why are you asking like that?"

"No, sis. Ah yes, Siyya asked for help with sister yes, to take care of the transfer letter of Siyyara school," I asked to switch our conversation.

"Alright, brother will take care of it. Take good care of yourself. And quickly get back here, brother wait." Brother Alvian stroked my head gently.

"Come, brother take you to Daddy. In 10 minutes the plane will take off."

"Yes, brother."

P.O.V ends.

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"Siyya, don't go, '" Gallen raced quietly.

Dret

His body was very limp to move, and today his phone keeps ringing. Sometimes from Agni sometimes from Alan. Gallen knows the purpose for which they contacted him.

Agni contacted her for sure because today there was an important meeting, and for Alan, she must have asked him when to do the surgery for Siyyara.

Given the girl's name, it left Gallen's entire body powerless. Siyyara had really penetrated into his heart, whether what magic Siyyara used to make him weak like this.

"Siyya, I'm sorry. Come back," said Gallen again softly.

"I love you, Siyya. Don't leave me."

Tok tok tok tok

"Sir Gallen? Is your brother inside?" Ask Tristan. After waiting there was no answer. Tristan decides to enter Gallen's room.

Tristan was forced to ask permission from the teacher who was teaching while receiving a message from Mr. Nara if Gallen does not attend the meeting with her business colleagues without giving any reason. And his secretary had contacted him many times, but not also in the lift.

And Tristan is convinced that her brother is in trouble right now. He immediately returned to his home to ascertain Gallen's condition.

Cclek

"Sister?" Tristan was amazed when he saw his brother in a mess, his position sat on the floor and leaned his body on the edge of the bed.

"What's going on, brother?" Tristan is approaching Gallen.

"Siyya," muttered Gallen with half-circumcised eyes.

"Sister?" Tristan attached the back of his hand to Gallen's forehead, and could feel Gallen's body temperature very hot.

"Siyya," Gallen murmured again. And it made Tristan understand if his brother was like this because it had something to do with Siyyara.

"What's really going on?" Tristan Gumam slowly.