The Secret Of Siyyara And Gallen's Heart
28. I hate you

Gallen rushed to Siyyara's residence when Siyyara asked him to come to her home immediately before leaving for work. Gallen feels a bad feeling will happen to his relationship with Siyyara.

Gallen immediately walked towards Siyyara's house, she was afraid that something might happen to Siyyara. Because Siyyara does not usually ask her to come to his house.

"Excuse me, is Siyyara inside?" Gallen asked the gardener who was watering the plants in front of the Damares house.

"There is a master, inside there is also Mr. Dave and young Lord Alvian."

"All right, thank you, sir."

Gallen immediately entered the mansion with quick footsteps. When he arrived at the living room, he was surprised by Mr. Dave who came down from the stairs and some of his aides who carried 3 large suitcases.

"Have you come Gallen?"

Gallen nodded.

"Find Siyyara, she's in her room. I'll give you 1 hour to talk to Siyyara."

Gallen frowned, he did not understand, what was really going on. Given 1 hour to talk to Siyyara? Wh why? Wouldn't they continue to talk.

"Sorry, uncle. What the hell is going on? Where's uncle going?"

"I'm going back to Germany. And Siyyara decided to come with me," answered Dave honestly.

"What?" Gallen was surprised not to play, even Gallen forgot how to breathe well. His body felt stiff, his fear became more and more, and his mind was always reflected in his dreams. Is now Siyyara really going to leave her?

"Hurry to meet him. And remember, Gallen, whatever Siyyara's decision you must accept."

Mr. Dave made Gallen even more anxious. Without a second thought, Gallen immediately went up to the 2nd floor, he immediately headed to Siyyara's room.

*****

Siyyara sat pensively on the edge of her bed, waiting for Gallen to arrive. Siyyara gathered all her strength to face the anger of Gallen. He doesn't care if Gallen will hate him forever.

Siyyara really did not expect that a man who she thought was kind and responsible, could do such a thing. Siyyara's hesitation grew when Gallen lied to her.

Tok tok tok tok

"Siyyara?" Call Gallen at the door of his room.

"Come in."

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Before long, the door opened, and Siyyara could hear Gallen's footsteps approaching her.

"Siyya, where are you going?" Ask Gallen lirih.

"I want to come with Daddy" replied Siyyara, she tried to relieve the tightness in her chest.

"Then what about me? You're gonna leave me alone?" Ask Gallen again.

"Gallen, I want our relationship to be here enough. I don't want to go any further" Siyyara said in a soft tone.

"What do you mean?"

"I want us to break up, Gallen. I don't want to continue this relationship anymore."

"Don't joke Siyya!" Bent Gallen.

"i'm serious. I want us-"

"ENOUGH!"

"What has my attention been lacking? Tell me, Siyya! Is there a request you've been asking all this time that I haven't?"

"Gallen, listen to me"

"I don't want to break up. Until any moment, I don't want to break up!"

"But I want to," Siyyara said quickly.

"What's your excuse? Why do you want to break up?" Ask Gallen in a cold tone.

"You lied to me."

"liying? When did I lie, Siyya?" Shouted Gallen frustrated.

Siyyara was silent, she sighed tiredly.

"You sure you never feel like you're lying?"

Gallen stared at Siyyara sharply, he also thought hard. What lies does Siyyara mean until their relationship is on the edge?

"Gallen, you have everything, you are given something precious in your life. Never be in vain about that happiness. You are a good man, and try to accept your reality. You were given a gift by God that millions of couples out there wanted" Siyyara said.

Gallen stared at Siyyara's teary face. Gallen continued to stare at Siyyara softly. He still did not understand the reason Siyyara decided on it.

"Gallen, don't lie to yourself. If indeed in the past you had a mistake, you can break through it right now. Don't you have any regrets, Gallen. Make peace with the past, and your life will be at ease."

"What do you mean, Siyya? Don't be convoluted" said Gallen half-emotional.

"All you know is yourself Gallen. Don't deny a truth. I was a labile teenager, but I was trying to keep up with the adult thinking because of you. I am sad because of you. I just want you to be honest, but you're lying to cover up your mistakes."

Gallen increasingly did not understand the direction of Siyyara's conversation.

"Error? A lie? Tell me, what do you mean?"

Gallen held his breath, his entire body stiffened and let out a cold sweat. Does Siyyara know about her past? But know where?

"Gallen, congratulations. You've become a FATHER. Be a good father to your son."

"I'm sorry, I can't accept you and your past. I'm not that good, Gallen. Let alone-" Siyyara closed her mouth to hold back her stuffing.

"Although he was the result of an illegitimate relationship, but he was a holy child, he had no fault at all. What is wrong and what is illegal is your relationship. Hiks," said Siyyara sobbing.

Gallen fell in front of Siyyara. She did not expect that Siyyara would know her past that quickly. Gallen wanted to be angry when he saw Siyyara disappointed and crying for her, but was angry with whom? because Siyyara was crying because of her own stupidity. He waited for the right time to tell the truth, but it was unexpected that Siyyara knew first. She only wanted Siyyara to be her life companion, but now she was leaving because of her own stupidity.

"Gallen. If you were honest yesterday, I would rethink our relationship. But you'd rather lie to cover up your past. I'm not an angel-hearted woman who's willing to accept the truth."

"Siyya, don't go" said Gallen.

"I can't live without you. Don't leave me, baby."

"I'm sorry. I can explain everything, Siyyara."

"No. It's all too late. I don't want any more clarity" Siyyara said quickly.

"I have to get down. Daddy must have been waiting for me."

"No, Siyya. This time please listen to me. I can explain everything"

"What do you want to explain?"

"YOU WANT TO EXPLAIN HOW AIRA WAS BORN FROM THE WOMB? YOU WANT TO EXPLAIN HOW KINAN BECAME PREGNANT WITH YOUR CHILD?" Shouted Siyyara so much, he no longer cared if Daddy and his brother would hear his screams.

"Siyya, I've never touched Kinan in an inch. I-"

"You're a real jerk, Gallen. You've desecrated the sanctity of women, and you don't want to admit it?"

"I hate you, Gallen."

"I swear Siyyara, I never touched Kinan."

Siyyara smiled wryly.

"If so, is Aira your son?" Siyyara asked in a cold tone.

"Yes. Yeah, he's my son, and-"

"If Aira was your son, of course you would have touched him. Is there a pregnant man without a man touching?"

"Siyya, listen to me-"

"I told you. I don't want to hear anything anymore."

"My whole life, I only felt love when I knew you. I had a relationship with Kinan. But that's not my wish, Siyya."

Gallen was crying, he was still sitting on the floor of Siyyara's room. He regretted everything he had done. Had he not known Kinan, his life would not have been disturbed like this.

Siyyara was stunned when she heard Gallen's sobs. Is Gallen crying? Did Gallen cry?

"Siyya, I'm sorry. Please don't leave me. I love you so much" Gallen said, hugging Siyyara's legs.

"Delivery." Gallen shook his head loudly.

"Gallen, I hate you. Unhand me!"

"REMOVE, MOTHERFUCKER!" Bait Siyyara rough.

Gallen was forced to relax his embrace, he sobbed while looking down.

"Don't go, Siyya."

Not caring for the weeping Gallen, Siyyara stepped slowly towards the door in her room fumbling against the surrounding walls. He wanted to get out of his room immediately.

"Gallen, good-bye. You better marry Kinan. Take good care of your children. I'd be happier if you were the man in charge." After saying that sentence, Siyyara came out of her room.

Siyyara walked slowly to head to the end of the stairs, as she wanted to call her Daddy. Suddenly a soft voice came from his Daddy.

"Honey, you're done talking to Gallen?" Ask Mr. Dave was already in front of Siyyara.

"Yeah, Dad." Siyyara was afraid that her Daddy would hear her words just now to Gallen.

"Come, baby. Oh yeah, where's Gallen?" Ask Mr. Dave again.

Siyyara heaved a sigh of relief as her Daddy still cared about Gallen. That means his Daddy didn't hear what he said.

"He's still inside, Dad. Siyya has already agreed with Gallen. Come on Dad, we're going to the airport now."

"All right, come on."

******

After 2 hours pensive in Siyyara's room. Gallen finally came out of the room, but his circumstances were far away said to be fine.

Both of his eyes were swollen from crying for hours, his previously well-groomed shirt, now coming out of his pants. He walked towards his house like a dazed person. The love that he once fought with his life, has now left him disappointed in him.

Upon arriving home, Gallen shut himself in his room. He ignored the important call from his secretary, he also ignored the call from Alan. He doesn't care about his job anymore. All he wanted was Siyyara.

"Siyyara, don't go."

"I'm sorry," he said.