The Secret Of Siyyara And Gallen's Heart
41. Feelings

"What do you want to say?" Dave looked at Gallen with a sharp look.

"About Siyyara's abduction," Gallen replied in a relaxed tone.

"Attempted?" Alvian Beo.

"Yes, almost Siyyara was kidnapped, does Uncle Dave have any enemies other than Samuel Calvert?"

Alvian glanced at Mr. Dave explained everything.

"Therefore, since long ago I never let Siyyara alone." Mr. Dave kept staring at Gallen.

"But how do you know about that Calvert?" Ask Dave suspiciously.

"Because he was the first person to overtly invite me to cooperate with his company, but on condition that I should help him destroy the Damares Corp," Gallen replied truthfully. Gallen reveals his talks with Samuel are sure to make Mr. Dave is getting angry, but such a thing must be said, even though it must make Calvert and Damares clash blatantly. From this information, Mr. Dave can also avoid the disaster that will be caused by Mr. Samuel. A real enemy is better than an invisible enemy.

"Why did you tell me? Aren't you afraid, if I think you're working together to destroy me?" Ask Mr. Dave cynical.

Gallen shook his head slowly. He knows if the anger is in Mr.'s heart. Dave is still there. Gallen was aware of it, because he was outrageous in saying, moreover what he was ugly at that time was Siyyara, of course Mr. Dave's gonna be pissed at her.

"If uncle thinks so, I can't beat uncle, because I was wrong. Forgive me, uncle," said Gallen.

Alvian looked at Gallen with a lazy and also handsome gaze. Lazy because Gallen spoke without thinking first, and kasian because his father would be difficult to forgive him. Because in Gallen's sentence at that time, it was clear that Gallen could not accept Siyyara.

"Listen, young man. I'm not a forgiving person, so you have to do something if you want me to forgive."

Gallen looked up, looking into Mr.'s eyes. Dave.

"Okay uncle, I understand. I'll do my best to prove if-" Gallen's words came to a halt. He deliberately stopped his sentence, because Gallen felt he was inappropriate to say that.

"Why stop?" Ask Mr. Dave probing.

Gallen turned his face and slightly lowered his head.

"Honestly, I don't understand the way young people think today. But, you should know that now I do not approve of your relationship with Siyyara. You've made me take away my beliefs about you," Dave said softly.

Gallen nodded in understanding.

"Gallen?"

Gallen looked towards Mr. Dave, because Mr. Dave called him.

"Right now, what's your relationship with Calvert?"

"I rejected that cooperation blatantly."

"You turned it down because of me?"

"No, uncle. I refuse because of my humanity, I cannot make myself an enemy to Papa's friends. But I accidentally made your friendship stretch. Please, forgive me again." Gallen looked at Mr. Dave with complete confidence.

"And I rejected Samuel Calvert's offer, because I believed, if I could myself meet Damestria to greatness without cunning as Calvert did," Gallen added.

Mr. Dave mangut-mangut understood.

"Well, I thank you for bringing Siyyara home safe. But I won't forgive you that easily."

Gallen nodded again. "I understand, if uncle allows, can I go home now?"

"Please," answered Dave flatly.

*****

Tok tok tok tok

"Yes, just a minute" Amanda shouted from inside.

Cclek

"Siyyara?"

"Good morning, Auntie."

"August, baby. What's the matter early in the morning? Why not tell Auntie? Auntie hasn't even cooked anything for you, son." Amanda walked quickly to her kitchen after letting Siyyara inside.

"Tante does not need to be like that, Siyya has breakfast Aunt, and Siyya brings this food for Auntie," said Siyyara while pointing at the food in the paper bag.

Amanda turned around and looked at Siyyara's right hand holding the paper bag.

Siyyara took out the food she had brought from home to serve in the dining room.

"Well, is this you cooking, Siyya? It seems delicious, " Amanda commented with sparkling eyes.

Siyyara smiled stiffly and misbehaved.

"Then"

"She can cook, Ma."

Siyyara's sentence was cut off when someone presumptuously boasted of her flaws in front of Amanda. Siyyara just grimaced and was upset with that person.

Siyyara gave a deathly look to someone who was casually sitting in the family dining room, and began to take food that had been served by Siyyara.

"It's impossible that this particular meal is the result of your hand."

Siyyara rolled her eyes lazily, she was really careless with that annoying guy named Gallen Damestria.

"Gallen, don't say that, it could be that the food you're eating right now is Siyyara's cooking, you don't know" Amanda said.

"Siyya, don't listen to Gallen, he is like that" Amanda told Siyyara.

"Yes Aunty," Siyyara replied with a warm smile.

"If Mama doesn't believe me, just try to get her to cook now, maybe she'll just cook some water." Gallen restrained himself with all his might not to laugh. She was so happy when she saw Siyyara's panicked face upon hearing her words.

"What if Siyyara can't cook? Mama herself will teach him later, after all you have no right to comment on Siyyara who can not cook, because you have refused the match," said Amanda did not want to lose.

"So, my dear son. Whether Siyya can cook or not, it's not a problem for you, isn't it Siyya?" Amanda glanced at Siyyara and blinked one eye.

Siyyara forced herself to smile, and her smile clearly looked strange in Amanda's eyes.

"Here you go, quickly finish your meal and go to the office." Amanda was still struggling with the dishes neatly arranged on the dining table.

"Mama ngusir Gallen?" Gallen frowned.

"Yes, because if you're still at home, you'll definitely interrupt your time with your future daughter-in-law."

Siyyara rounded her eyes when she heard Amanda's words.

"Prospective son-in-law?" Beo Gall.

"Who does she want to marry, Ma?" Gallen shook his head to hear what Mama said that she thought was strange. If he did not marry Siyyara, how could that girl be his daughter-in-law?

"Is this house really just you? There is still Tristan. Mama just ask him to marry Siyyara. Easy right?" Amanda Eject.

Gallen chokes on food when he hears Tristan's name, he forgets something if his sister can become his rival. A rival? Ah, nevermind. Thinking about it made his head break.

"Siyyara, what do you think of Tristan?" Ask Amanda, and Amanda codes Siyyara to answer.

"Ah, Aunt. I think he is good," Siyyara said innocently. Since he did not know what Tristan was like, Siyyara simply answered accordingly. How can he answer if he met Tristan just yesterday morning.

Hearing Siyyara's sentence, Gallen immediately put on his suit and took his bag which he put on the seat beside him to sit down.

"Gallen go, assalamualaikum."

Without waiting for his Mama's reply, Gallen immediately walked out of the room that set his head on fire. Not only his head, but his heart also heated up.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," replied Amanda slowly.

Siyyara silently watched Gallen leave, even though his intention today was to thank him for helping him from the kidnapper gang. But he did not expect that he would make a fuss again with the man.

Seeing the depression on Siyyara's face, Amanda gently approached and stroked Siyyara's head.

"Don't be sad, he's been a little weird lately. Aunty alone is confused by his behavior," said Amanda.

Siyyara just nodded.

"Don't put it to heart also about Tristan's problem, Siyya. Aunty was just joking, as well as making Gallen aware that he would regret having rejected you," Amanda said with a warm smile.

Siyyara smiled awkwardly.

Dret dret

"Stay, Tan." Siyyara immediately picked up the phone after finding out if the one who called him was Brian.

Amanda nodded and continued to observe Siyyara.

"Yes, Bri?"

"Siyya, I'm going back to Germany today, can you meet me for a minute?"

"W-what? That quick? All right, where can I see you?"

"At the Cafe near the International Medical Hospital, I happened to have to see my friend who was there."

"All right, I'll come over there."

"Yes, I'm waiting. Bye."

"Bye, Brian."

Tut's.

"What's up, Siyya?"

"Siyya's friend wants to meet before she flies to Germany, Auntie."

"Yes, now you go. Don't make your friends wait long" Amanda said gently.

"Good Aunt. Siyyara go first. Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikumsalam, be careful Siyya."

*****

"Brian?"

"Oh, hello Siyya."

"Have you waited a long time?"

"Not too long."

Siyyara nodded in relief.

"I want to ask for clarity from our relationship, Siyya."

Siyyara looked up at Brian's two eyes that were staring at him with wounds.

"You mean?"

"I know your family doesn't like it when I'm in a relationship with you. And I ask for certainty of your feelings for me. You know that I love you so much, and even just once, you never express your feelings to me. I'm just scared if I just fight myself here, Siyya."

"I-i-i"

"I love you, Brian."

"Honey and Love are different, Siyya. Your affection for me must be the same as your affection for Brother Alvian. I want more than that Siyya. All this time you've always accepted my feelings, but you've always kept quiet if I ask about your feelings. Did you accept me because you feel sorry for me, Siyya?" Brian's eyes showed a deep wound.

"No-no Brian. I love you so much. I don't love you yet, but I'm sure my feelings will grow into love" Siyyara replied, not having the heart to see the wounds in Brian's eyes.

"You've always said that, Siyya. You say baby, you say love, but it's not all from your heart. You just want to please me, don't you?"

Siyyara was silent and lowered her head.

"I love you so much, if you love me too, I will struggle to convince your family, if I approach you not for business. Except because I want you to be mine, Siyya. If you don't have any feelings for me, I'll back off. I can't keep people's soul mates." Brian's gaze made Siyyara's heart rebel.

Siyyara did not know what to answer now. He doesn't love Brian, he just loves Brian like a brother. Although all this time he tried his best to love Brian, but his heart always refused.

"Brian-"

Siyyara steeled her heart to look Brian in the eye.

"I love you, and I don't want you to get hurt because of me. But I can't be selfish. You deserve a girl who truly loves you sincerely. I-"

"I'm not a good girl to you. You are a young man who is well established and handsome, you are even much valued by women. You can definitely get my replacement," said Siyyara who held back her tears.

"So this is the end of our story, Siyya?" The sad look kept Brian lay for Siyyara.

"I think we'll take a road like Romeo and Juliet to unite our love. But it turns out you can't love me yet" said Brian Lirih.

"All right, I'll let you go. I want you to laugh without feeling burdened. Thank you for 2 years, Siyya. I will always remember our memories."

Siyyara could no longer hold back her tears. She was hurt by making the person who had always been there for her all this time feel sad.

"Sorry."