The Struggle of Mr. Love. Arrogants
CHAPTER 24 #Full heartless love #5
“Alesya is here?” Kenzo murmured in his heart and immediately turned his face to the glass wall next to him. “Is he behind this glass wall?”
As Kenzo turned his face towards the glass wall, the glass door opened and Alesya stood clenching her trembling hands. Kenzo can also see the beautiful round of tears still coming down his cheeks.
“Alesya I-“ Kenzo's greeting while standing. His words stopped as soon as he saw the tears turned out to wet his wife's beautiful face more and more. “forgive me Alesya.” Kenzo muttered softly.
Aldion smiled looking at the dashed look in Kenzo's eyes. Aldion felt it was enough for him to burn Alesya's hatred for Kenzo. Now it is just waiting for the flames of hatred to grow and burn the relationship between Kenzo and Alesya.
“Dad. Can you leave us both?” alesya said with her voice that sounded trembling.
“Are you sure you just want to talk to her alone? I don't mind accompanying you to face this jerk guy.” Aldion answered with a satisfied face.
“I just want to talk to Kenzo by myself.” Alesya answered with confidence.
“please if that's what you want. You don't have to worry about my daughter. I will always support your decision. And you still have ku”, Aldion said, because he believes that Aleysa will definitely leave Kenzo after knowing all that. Then Adlion began directing his wheelchair to leave the park. “
Alesya stepped her feet out of the reading room towards the chair that was in front of Kenzo.
“sit.” Alesya asked Kenzo to sit down.
But Kenzo remained unmoved, just standing up and staring at Alesya with his guilt-ridden gaze.
“Mr Kenzo Dayson-“ Alesya said, disconnected.
“Alesya,please! Don't call me that! You make me feel - feel I am a stranger to you.” Kenzo directly cut Alesya's words. His heart ached when Alesya called him out as usual.
At the very least allow him to explain all the things that happened first and then judge him. Do not keep your distance like this.
Maybe people wouldn't expect a hard man like Kenzo to be at the lowest point in his life like tonight. He felt he had lost everything just by hearing Aleysa call master Kenzo Dayson. Kenzo's tears finally fell on that handsome face just because of the three words mentioned by Alesya earlier.
Aleysa does not speak Kenzo.
Alesya took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. He sat down in front of Kenzo.
The various mixed feelings in Alesya's mind at this time seemed to be racing against each other impatiently for each of them to ask Kenzo. But Alesya tried to calm down. She tried not to let any of the feelings that were now wiri in her heart and head dominate her self.
“Alesya I beg-“
Kenzo's words again broke this time. Alesya's gaze made Kenzo swallow the saliva and immediately sit quietly in front of Alesya.
“Kenz... tell me, are you really that guy?” alesya asked as she stared intently at Kenzo's eyes, trying to dive in search of the truth in those gazes.
Kenzo looked back at his wife's beautiful eyes even though they still had the remains of a puddle of tears in every corner.
“True.” Answer Kenzo slowly. There's nothing else Kenzo should hide. Everything's open tonight.
"pardon me for covering up the truth from you dear." - Kenzo.
Alesya took a deep breath and exhaled her back.
“When did you find out about this?” Alesya asked, without taking her eyes off Kenzo.
"Alesya, calm down, baby. I promise I'll tell you everything. But we'll talk after you've calmed down." Kenzo asked his wife. He knew it was useless to explain it to Alesya now. Alesya's current emotions were definitely unstable. The logic must have been bounced out once Kenzo was the real father of Scale.
Alesya looked at Kenzo coldly and repeated her question. "when did you find out all these truths, Mr. Kenzo Dayson? Did you donate your blood on the Scale? hah. I forgot when it was deliberately asking about the existence of Skala's father. Surely by then you already knew about all this." said Alesya, with a look between resentful sadness and disappointment.
But Kenzo was silent. Not answering.
"Or don't you know about this long before that? did you marry me because you knew I was the girl that night?" Alesya began to suspect the possibility.
"Russia please!! calm down first." said Kenzo, could not bear to see the way Alesya looked at him.
"Please answer my question Mr. Kenzo Dayson. If you don't answer my question then I'll leave and you won't be able to see me again." Alesya threatened.
Kenzo took a deep breath and finally gave up. He would not be able to ask Alesya to calm down.
“Since the incident at the resort when you came to the room to save me from the influence of the medicine given by Agnez and her mother. I saw an asterisk on your back. Since then I'm sure you're the girl I've been looking for all those years of her existence.”
"Couldn't you?" ask Alesya, cynical. "Where do I know that you, Mr Kenzo Dayson, are really looking for the whereabouts of that girl nine years ago? while deciding to marry a contract with a woman you just met? Your whole explanation is contradictory."
“Alesya please! Give me time to explore all!”Kenzo cried while pleading with Alesya.
Alesya laughed in horror at Kenzo's plea.
“if you really want to explain everything to me, Mr Kenzo Dayson, why haven't you done it since you first learned about it? Why just now do you ask me to explain all this, Kenz!!” Alesya half shouted. His emotions began to lured out. He realized Kenzo wasn't entirely wrong. But just like the nature of a woman, Alesya feels Kenzo is very selfish by hiding all these truths from this.
Alesya's tears are back down. Wet the cheeks that had started to dry.
“You really put me in a difficult position Mr Kenzo Dayson!!” Alesya Rintih.
“I admit I'm guilty of having hidden this fact from you dear! But I never meant to lie to you! I-I was just looking for the right time and opportunity to explain this in the right way on you!” obviously Kenzo while holding onto Alesya's trembling hand.
Alesya shook off Kenzo's hand and said, "1time and opportunity right? When's Kenz?? Wheny?? Is this the right time and opportunity you're looking forward to??” Alesya continued to corner Kenzo.
Alesya's heart was completely devastated to know this truth in this condition.
There were many nights they spent together and there were many mornings they went through with jokes and laughter but why should it be tonight, should in a moment like this Alesya know this great thing!!
Maybe if Kenzo could be a little brave to be honest earlier, Alesya would definitely welcome this news because the man turned out to be the man he loved.
“Tell me Kenz, what should I do right now with you? Should I hate you? If not then please tell me how can I continue to love you? I'm – I'm disappointed in you Mr. Kenzo Dayson.” Alesya pulled her hand which was again held by Kenzo.
Kenzo stood up and hugged his wife. “You may hate me Alesya, but allow me to continue to pay for your every hatred with my love."
"I beg you never to leave me again Alesya. I beg!” Kenzo cried while hugging his wife tightly.
" why must you hide this truth from me Kenz! Why?" Alesya in Kenzo's arms.
"I'm sorry, honey. I'm guilty. I'm sorry for me!!" Kenzo continued to apologize to his wife until nothing came out of Alesya's mouth.
Now they just shut up. Alesya no longer wanted to say anything. As for Kenzo he was too afraid to say something even though it was the explanation Alesya was actually waiting for.
“Kenz.. go home first to A.” city Alesya said, after thinking about what he should do. “I want to calm down here.” Alesya.
“No!! I'm not going anywhere without you!” Kenzo exclaimed, with sadness and pain in his heart.
“While you hate me even once, I will not allow you to be lost from my sight Alesya.” Kenzo continued, with great conviction. He will accept every hatred of Alesya and repay every hatred with love.
“I need time to think things through with Kenz's calm mind. Seeing you - seeing you only makes my heart sad.” Alesya said, slowly.
It was really painful to say that to Kenzo. But right now, that's the best. He needed time to calm down and accept all of this.
“No!! And my answer will still be no!!!” Kenzo held tightly onto Alesya's shoulders and looked at her face.
“I can go crazy away from you Alesya Dayson! If you want to see your husband become a madman then throw me out with your hands!” yelled Kenzo while holding both hands of Alesya.
Alesya turned her face away. Maybe he could let that happen to Kenzo. Kenzo is like the oxygen he needs to breathe every day. But on the other hand, his heart hurts. Sick because Kenzo wasn't honest with her. If her father had not arranged all of these things then I don't know when Alesya would have known about the truth.
“See me Alesya and say you are able to drive me away from your life.” Press Kenzo. He looked into his wife's eyes.
“I never said that I would throw you out of my life Kenz! I just want you to go home to city A and give me time to think clearly about all the shock you gave me in this J.” city Reply Alesya, but still with her face turned away.
“No!! Not even one day!!! I'll never leave you to think for yourself about this. No!! I won't let you think of leaving me!” Kenzo resolute. Although Alesya will think Kenzo is very selfish but Kenzo still will not grant Alesya's request.
"I'm saying I just need time to calm myself down Kenz! I never thought of leaving you!!" Alesya who became even more irritated because of Kenzo's selfish attitude.
Maybe Alesya sees Kenzo's attitude as selfishness of a man filled with arrogance but in Kenzo's opinion in the crucial moments of marriage like this the couple must strengthen each other, not even far away from each other to give an opportunity to think together.
So Kenzo will stick to his decision that Alesya will hate to see his face at all times, which is much better than giving Alesya a chance to struggle with her own thoughts and end up in divorce.
“you're selfish Kenz!” Excitement Alesya. “you want to drive all her.”tukas Alesya. angry.
“ya! I am selfish! And I will always be selfish to defend yourself and your love for me."
"Hate me Alesya if it can make the heart relieved.” Kenzo.
“I don't want to talk to you anymore. Tonight I'll sleep in the room Skala.” Alesya said and released herself from Kenzo.
“No!! None of us will sleep outside our room.” Kenzo Assertive.
“Kenz! You're outrageous!” alesya. Kenzo really has gone too far this time.
“Alesya, do you know the meaning of marriage?” Kenzo. “Marriage is not a game that if you don't like it, if you can't play it or if you have problems playing it you can stop at any time and just quit the game.” Kenzo exclaimed with great emphasis in every sentence.
Alesya just silently heard all the analogies that came out of the mouth of a selfish man.
“I beg Alesya, give me and yourself a chance to go through this problem.” Please Kenzo on Alesya.
“I never considered this marriage a game of Mr. Kenzo Dayson. I always thought of it as a sacred bond. It's you who think of it as a game until you have the heart just to make this game go on, you cover it with lies.” Alesya took off Kenzo's hand and ran into her room.
Kenzo rubbed his face rough. Actually Kenzo wants to run and chase Alesya. Kenzo knows he's wrong. Kenzo also realized he was very dominant and selfish in decision-making but to give Alesya the quiet time, which Kenzo said was nothing more than a fool's time, he would never grant.
Because in Kenzo's view, every couple who went through a period of calm by keeping distance always ended in divorce. Kenzo did not want that to happen at his marriage to Alesya.
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