The Struggle of Mr. Love. Arrogants
CHAPTER 50# towards marriage#9
Marcus and Dyana continued to read the next line of Frans' long letter.
I KNOW YOU GUYS MUST BE CONFUSED RIGHT NOW. JUST RELAX.. ENJOY THE TOGETHERNESS THAT I AM CURRENTLY GIVING YOU BOTH. DON'T KEEP LOOKING AT EACH OTHER LIKE THAT, YOU REALLY MAKE ME FEEL JEALOUS.
After reading a piece of the contents of the first letter, Marcus immediately threw his gaze at every corner of the room. He wanted to make sure Frans wasn't setting him up right now. It could be, all of this is Frans' wits. Marcus doesn't want to lose Dyana just because he's too stupid to follow Frans' game.
"He must be hiding somewhere in this room." - Marcus.
But after scanning all the corners of the room, Marcus still did not find Frans.
"Where is he?" Marcus muttered softly.
"What's wrong?" Dyana asked who was astonished to see Marcus looking like he was looking for something.
"It's nothing..." Marcus answered and looked back at the letter in his hand.
YOU MUST BE WONDERING BECAUSE I'M NOT IN THAT ROOM. AND YOU'RE MARCUS, YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO AROUND LOOKING FOR WHERE I AM, I'M REALLY NOT IN THAT ROOM.
TRUST ME, EVEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE THE HARDEST THING IN THE WORLD IS TRUSTING YOUR RIVAL. AT THE END OF MY LETTER, I ENTRUST HALF OF MY HEART TO YOU. FOR YOU TO TAKE CARE OF AND PROTECT.
Marcus glanced at Dyana who seemed to focus on reading sentence by sentence inside the letter.
WELL, TO BE HONEST, I DELIBERATELY DESIGNED ALL THESE CRAZY THINGS WITH ALESYA. NOT BECAUSE I DIDN'T LOVE DYANA BUT BECAUSE I KNEW HER LOVE NEVER LEANED ON MY PIER. UNTIL FINALLY I DECIDED TO ASK ALESYA FOR HELP SO THAT I CAN MEET YOU TODAY.
YES, YOUR NEPHEW'S WIFE IS ALREADY WORKING WITH ME. OTHERWISE HOW CAN I MAKE YOU COME TO THIS BOUTIQUE WITHOUT COMPULSION.
"I should have realized that!!" Marcus murmured in his little heart.
AS A MAN, I KNEW VERY WELL THE MEANING OF THE GAZE DYANA GAVE WHEN SHE SAW MU MARCUS. A LOOK I NEVER SAW IN HER EYES AS SHE LOOKED AT ME.
MIRIS INDEED, AFTER KNOWING ALL THOSE THINGS I WAS STILL PERSISTENT IN MY EFFORTS TO PULL IT TOWARDS ME. THOUGH I SAW CLEARLY THE DIRECTION DYANA WANTED TO GO.
BUT SUCH IS THE HEART OF A PERSON WHO IS IN LOVE, ALWAYS REJECTING REALITY AND LIVING IN DELUSION.
AND MY HEART IS LIKE THAT TOO. WITH ALL MY MIGHT AND EFFORT, MY HEART ALWAYS TRIES TO DENY THE FACTS THAT ARE IN PLAIN SIGHT. TRYING TO KEEP GROWING THE HOPE THAT IT IS NOT A BIG PROBLEM. IT WAS JUST A TRIVIAL MATTER THAT I WAS ABLE TO DEAL WITH AS SOON AS DYANA AND I GOT MARRIED.
BUT THE CLOSER I GOT TO THE WEDDING DAY, THE MORE I SAW THE LOOK IN THE BEAUTIFUL EYES OF THE WOMAN I LOVED TURNED BLANK.
THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES ARE INCREASINGLY LOSING THEIR BEAUTY CHARM. AND THIS MADE ME ASK, IS IT ONLY BY SHADOWING MY LIFE WITH ME THAT HE HAS SUFFERED SO MUCH?
HIS EYES LOOKED SILENT AS IF THERE WAS A HEAVY BURDEN WEIGHING HIM AT THAT MOMENT. AND OF COURSE I KNOW, I AM THAT HEAVY BURDEN. ME AND MY LOVE FORCING IN BETWEEN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS CERTAINLY FREEZES THE WOUNDS IN HER HEART.
I COULD NO LONGER SEE HIS FIGURE WHO KEPT STARING AT THE DAY WITH DIMMING EYES. I ALSO CAN NO LONGER AFFORD TO KEEP SEEING HIM JUST A THIN SMILE FULL OF COMPULSION IN EVERY CONVERSATION WE HAVE.
IN THE LAST FEW NIGHTS I KEPT THINKING AND ASKING GOD,
IF HE IS NOT FOR ME, WHY DOES GOD BUILD A MAGNIFICENT LOVE IN MY HEART ?
DONG SMILED AS HE READ THIS LETTER.
"They were all funny in this letter..!!" murmured Marcus in the heart.
WHERE AM I .. I CAME TO MYSELF WHO ASKED THE LORD EVERY NIGHT.
UNTIL AT SOME POINT I REALIZED THAT GOD ONLY ALLOWED ME TO KNOW YOU DYANA, NOT TO HAVE YOU.
THE UNIVERSE FORCED ME TO RELEASE YOU WHEN I HAD NEVER HELD YOUR HAND.
I HAD TRULY BECOME FRIENDS WITH MY IMAGINARY REALM BEFORE I FINALLY REALIZED MY FEET COULD NOT POSSIBLY CONTINUE TO REST ON SUCH A PSEUDO THING.
AFTER CONTEMPLATING ALL OF HER I REALIZED NOT ALL WHO WERE PRESENT IN MY LIFE WOULD BE A PART OF MY LIFE. THE PROOF IS THAT YOU DYANA, YOUR PRESENCE IS JUST THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MEMORY FOR ME.
FINALLY I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO SAY TO MY HEART, THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF LOVE IS TO CHANT.
AND HERE I AM, DECLARING MY LOVE FOR BOTH OF YOU.
HAPPY LIFE IS ALWAYS. THINK OF MY PRESENCE AS A TEST OF YOUR LOVE TO BECOME STRONGER IN THE FUTURE.
DYANA, MARCUS LOVES YOU VERY MUCH. HE NEVER FORGOT YOU FOR A SECOND. SO YOU CAN CALM DOWN.
THE ANSWER YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN ME AT THE TIME, I ACTUALLY KNOW THE ANSWER. I JUST WANT TO HEAR IT FROM YOUR MOUTH.
AND AS FOR OUR FAMILY BUSINESS, I'LL TAKE CARE OF IT. YOU JUST SIT QUIETLY AND TRY TO DRESS YOUR BRIDE WITH A SMILE. CONSIDER THIS MY FIRST GIFT TO YOU TWO.
DO NOT READ THIS LETTER WITH SUCH FIERCE EYES. THIS IS JUST A LETTER OF SINCERITY FOR BOTH OF YOU. AND THIS IS REALLY NOT MY WILL TO YOU BECAUSE I STILL WANT TO LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE YOUR CHILDREN BORN.
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"French..." Said Dyana while wiping her tears. Without tears from earlier dripping on his cheek.
"I have to apologize to her." Marcus. " I had a bad prejudice against him. But he really is a shitty guy." Continue Marcus while taking a slow breath and exhaling slowly.
Dyana and Marcus looked at each other.
"I'm sorry, because I can't express my feelings as well as Frans wrote in this letter. But trust Dyana, I love you so much and want you to always be by my side as Miss Dayson.
"Will you marry me Miss Dyana Romano?" Marcus said as he took Dyana's hand and kissed her softly.
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