The Struggle of Mr. Love. Arrogants
CHAPTER 44#Test of love#9
Alesya walked straight to her room. His mind is mixed now. Feelings of pity for the unfortunate fate experienced by Mai.and the unfortunate fate that will approach his household with the real Kenzo just entered the happy times.
In her heart Alesya thought firmly herself to ask Mai to keep going while she herself already knew the truth about Mai.
Or can she sacrifice her and Kenzo's love by letting Mai between herself and Kenzo just to help Mai feel the love of her last days? Can Alesya share Kenzo with other women even for a moment?
All those thoughts were raging inside Alesya's mind. On the one hand there is his feeling as a woman who understands the feelings of other women and on the other hand, there is a feeling as a wife who will never be willing to share a husband with other women.
Alesya took a deep breath. The first thing he should be able to do right now was that he should be able to calm himself down first. How can he think clearly if he is not calm in thinking.
Without Alesya knowing, Alesya is now right in front of the door of her room and Kenzo. He saw the big teak door. Long enough Alesya only she was fixated on staring at that door without desiring to continue her footsteps inside.
Alesya took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. In her eyes the door was once again. Then Alesya left not to go into her room and Kenzo. Now Alesya is heading to the Scales room. He hoped that he could think calmly inside his son's room. At times like this Alesya desperately needs Scale.
Actually it's not a very extraordinary thing on this earth considering besides Scale there are still some other children scattered around the world who have IQs not the same as children of the same age them. So that the way they think and the way they deal with problems even the way they speak seems wiser than the adults themselves. In fact, it is not uncommon for them to complete their SI study at the age that they should still be in elementary school. And that's the scale. It's just that Alesya as the mother did not allow Scale to perform the Acceleration class. Alesya still wants Skala to be among friends her age so that there are childhood memories that Skala can share with her children and grandchildren later.
Alesya went into the little boy's room. Then Alesya laid herself on the bed of Skala, trying to calm herself down at this moment so that whatever decision Alesya would finally make was the best decision for everyone.
Of course in his decision making later Alesya will consider Kenzo's opinion and what Kenzo feels because Kenzo is the central point in this issue.
Alesya would indeed discuss this with Kenzo but once she was completely sure which side she would stand on. Will she stand on her feelings as a fellow woman or will she stand on her feelings as a wife.
Alesya closed her eyes while continuing to regulate her breathing rhythm. Seeking to find peace even for a moment.
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