The True Love

The True Love
mess with Meera's heart


I want to be your senses that always make you feel happiness, your happiness is my happiness. Your smile that always radiates from your face is like a rainbow that emits the beauty of this vibrant color.


Meet me yuda, yuda alhadi. I am an S1 Accounting student who now sits in semester 3.


Roses, yes roses. That name always graced my life. Roses are the lovers I love and love. Rose is a smart woman, always thirsty with new achievements. He has high ideals. While I am a mediocre student there is nothing striking from me.


One afternoon I sat in the park at my college to study with roses, “sayang, there is an HIV ambassador competition, join yukk!” said it.


“you're the one who came, baby, I have no talent there” reply me. Then he was silent and his face seemed to hint at disappointment towards me.


“kamu anyway, I want you to actively perform as well” he replied ketus.


“honey, I don't want to come, I see you are happy with you so yourself, the achievement is enough for me”.


Then the rose fell silent and began to understand, after we finished studying together and we went home.


The next day the rose invited me to register at the HIV ambassador she was talking about. After that we went home and prepared the needs needed for the event.


On December 2nd it turned out that the rose passed for quarantine, she was very happy and hugged me. Once again I saw the happiness that colored my world that radiated on his gentle face. My heart felt very happy when I saw that happiness.


Finally the roses were quarantined for a few days in preparation for the HIV ambassador event, one week we were cut off from communication because during quarantine no one was allowed to do other activities other than the focus of preparation.


For me one week of not communicating with roses was very boring, I went back and forth to open our last chatan hoping he would call me. Missing the sound of his normally-babel voice enticed me to pray, study and eat.


The long-awaited day where the night of the peak of the event of the HIV ambassador, on that night the rose contacted me. “sayang, come ya later tonight”. Her speech.


That night I came and saw the lover I loved so beautiful and charming while on stage. I was proud of him when his name was called. Once again the happiness on his face made me happy as if he and I were one.


The next days we spent as usual roses were always in my life and I was always there to listen to complaints and grievances when he was happy and sad, I was always a backrest for him.


In the afternoon at 17:00 we sat in a regular park. Suddenly the rose hugged me and I felt strange because she was not this ordinary.


“sayang I want to say something to you” he said.


“mau said what the hell?” my reply.


“I passed the scholarship to Australia baby, sorry I never told you if I list the scholarship. I'm afraid you don't agree because later if I graduate I'll leave you here. Now I'm graduating and I have to talk this over to you, if you don't agree I'm canceling the scholarship.” He said while hugging me.


I was surprised to hear the roses passed the scholarship abroad, my heart was happy to mix sad because the roses would leave. But this is what he had wanted for a long time to study abroad. This is his happiness, I must always support him.


Then I rubbed his hair “honey, I want you to be happy I am here always support you when I see you happy and smile that is the greatest happiness for me. Pursue your dreams, baby, because your dreams are also my dreams. I'd like to see if you take the scholarship” I said with a smile looking at his face.


“honey, I'm happy to be your girlfriend. You never complain about me, you always support all my dreams. I love so much you” he said and hugged me tighter as if he did not want to be released. And it was getting dark and the sun was falling asleep to prepare for tomorrow. We also rushed home.


After that, this is the day when roses must go to study in Australia.this is the time when we will be separated for a long time. I felt like I was losing color in my days. I drove him to the airport, some time before parting he hugged me tightly as if to eliminate the longing that would strike during our separation. A happy and sad smile flashed on his face, I felt happy to see that smile.


True happiness I get from the figure of roses, love and love that is very deep to make me understand the true meaning of happiness in my life. I am always grateful to God because I was given such an amazing woman who could make my days colorful.