The True Love
CHAPTERS. 210. Worry and Fear
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Delisha was unable to say a word. To him what happened during the day was a very unreasonable thing for him.
The man he had been looking for was not to account for his actions but because of the request of his only son who wanted the presence of his Papi. The cry and whining of his son that made him to dampen his ego and anger to immediately make peace with his past at that time.
For the sake of his son he decided to secretly search for the whereabouts of his son's biological father.
Although she was very unwilling to meet the man who had taken her chastity in a drunk and unconscious state. However, her little heart was sad and helpless to see and hear the words of her son.
Lee was bullied by his friends at school. Lee insulted the same people if he was an illegitimate child, a child who did not want his presence in this world. That's what makes Lee often move schools.
And one night he overheard the words of his son. Lee was crying in his room by bending his knees.
"What's wrong, Lee? Why doesn't Lee have Papi like them, doesn't Lee deserve to be happy with Papi Lee?"
From that day on Delisha tried to throw away and disappear her anger, resentment and hatred towards the man and Liora who had caused her future destruction that time.
For days Delisha thought about and considered her options carefully, until his tears Lee again dripped when he heard the words of someone who said if his Papi was an irresponsible and evil man it made Lee sick for several days because he did not want to eat and go to school.
Delisha finally decided to lose her ego for the sake of her son's happiness. So even when he was invited by Abi to fulfill the request of his son he received a proposal from the unknown man.
"Adek Abang will prove all the words of Brother, if Adek does not forgive Brother until whenever Brother will continue to kneel in this place."
Abi did not hesitate to shed his tears. Collapsed already his arrival as a Young CEO is famous for his ferocity and cruelty in confronting his business opponents.
But for Abi it is not an important matter that the woman who has given birth to a son for him can accept his apology.
Delisha was just dumbstruck and didn't know what to do. It's too soon what happened today. It's like he's on a rollcoster.
Everything changed in the blink of an eye. It never occurred to him, if Abhimanyu was the man who planted the seed in his womb. The man who had slowly begun to care for him, the man who dared to accept all his shortcomings, the man who dared to come before his two parents to propose to him.
Delisha stood up from her seat and walked towards where her son was. He could not see Abi Thalib kneeling and became a free spectacle for all restaurant visitors.
"Oh God, how should I? What am I supposed to do?"
He walked and continued walking without even looking back. Abi was still kneeling in his place.
"God open the door of Delisha's heart to forgive me immediately, I cannot see God's tears."
Delisha goes to her son and asks Aisyah to pick Lee up soon. He didn't want Lee to know about his argument with Abi. He did not want his son to know that Abi was his birth Papi. Later Lee thought a lot about Abi.
It was too soon for him all this to make him unable to think well.
Aisyah did not want to pry or ask Delisha what had happened. He was always like that, he would wait for those who opened up on their own to tell him about his life and personal problems.
Although Delisha did not speak, she already knew what they had experienced. His spies were always watching all the motions of the great Lord Luis' grandson. For him the safety and security of them is the main thing.
"Aisyah please take Lee home" he said to Aisyah who had just arrived.
Lee looked at his mother and knew what was happening to her. The tears in Delisha's eyes told Lee about the inner upheaval experienced by the woman who gave birth to her.
"Mommy be careful and don't go home last night" Lee said, then kissed her mama's cheek and didn't forget to kiss Delisha's back.
"Assalamualaikum" they said simultaneously.
Aisyah and Lee went home first while Delisha did not know where to step her foot. He was still standing at his last place he parted with his son.
The sound of Ashar's voice rumbles his daydream. He followed the source of the Adhan's voice. He decided to pray ashar and then pray sunnah istiharah to ask for guidance to Allah SWT the choice that he must decide for his future.
Disappointed, sad and shocked when he heard the new fact revealed, if Abi is the man who was with him through a night so hot that it bore fruit that Lee was born into this world.
Almost a year he was defressed and traumatized but did not make it to bring up and remember the event. For him, every human being has a different way of life.
Delisha is only a dilemma with what she should have chosen as well as her fears that dominate her mind and heart.
He did not want Abi to fulfill his responsibilities as his Papi Lee so he dared to propose to him.
He was too afraid to be disappointed that he did not accept all this reality. Fear always covers his whole heart and his feelings.
Delisha opened her sandals that had wrapped her legs earlier. He stepped into the place to take water. His face was getting brighter and ayu was exposed to the water of ablution.
He joined the other Mushollah congregation. The voice of the priest in reciting the holy verses of the Qur'an makes his heart instantly calm, peaceful and dispels his ugly thoughts.
Her tears kept dripping down her cheeks as movement after movement of prayer she did until her last moment as she finished all the raka'at until she put her hands up. Her tears flooded her face. He was unceasingly praying to choose and decide the best path he should choose.
While inside the Resto, Abi was still kneeling like before. Tired, tired must have felt so much. However, for the sake of receiving and hearing directly from Delisha's mouth if she was forgiven she did not care at all about the pain she felt.
"O Allah, I beg you not to forgive Delisha for me, and be aware of her if I love her so much and am ready to be a priest in her life and accompany her under any circumstances."
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Makassar, Sunday, July 17, 2022