The True Love
Beautiful Trophies and Medals

Dear. That word Nina hated long ago. I don't know. Maybe because he never knew it. His life had only contained his own personal and selfish sheets. Perhaps it was also because the word was too cheap for an executive woman like herself. Wasting time. Unworthless.

But nevermind. Write Nina today. She was dressed up ready to go to the office. The routine starts again this morning. Shower, breakfast, check the contents of his briefcase before leaving for the office. It was as if he was just living alone in this world. No matter what the world outside is called getting married, socializing, or loving each other. Nina lives only for herself. Stupid time with others! For Nina, living independently is better than being weak depending on fate. Destiny that took away his love from him

"I don't need the word baby!" nina's determination at one time. To this day, he remains on his old stand. His eyes flashed perfectly when he shouted that life slogan in his heart. Grimaces enveloped. Like Fire. Be ablaze.

And, today is the umpteenth day of the time Nina lived without a love. Look him. Nina was so proud to be able to scratch the history of kink in every episode of her life. Achievements for achievement without the help of others. Nina doesn't need two parents to support her life because Nina is a person with a lot of money. A great deal. Nina also does not need a sister who helps her difficulties in carrying out her work. All because Nina has a smart brain. Smart. He also doesn't need a sister to be loved because... Nina doesn't need a word baby. From anyone. As small as anything.

"You're the boy who was put in front of the door of the orphanage, Nin..." Shadow Bu Halimah Nina only knew that name as the mother of the orphanage. Sudden. Disguising Nina's focus on the presentation she was in. In fact, his presentation is very expected to be successful by the company.

Nina squeaked both temples for a moment. A little dizzy felt. Then, immediately then ask permission on the assembled forum. His legs were immediately hunted to the toilet. All the eyes of the participants present followed right up to the door.

Nina stayed there. In front of the toilet mirror. Lama Only a snarl, a bemangu. Do nothing. Nor did he fix his microphone that began to fade in time. Once upon a time, he sighed Trying to let go of the calamity that existed I don't know what it was. Nina tried to relax a little, Inhaled deep air. Plunged slowly. Little by little, people are stressed. Wash your face with water from the sink. No matter the colorful fake polish on his face, it was shed with water.

"Mom doesn't know where you're from, Nin. Your parents didn't leave much information up when they gave you to Mom. Excuse me. I couldn't ask at length. Apparently, they're in a hurry... "

Nina Perutnva's eyes twitched a little. Nina feels nauseous She's like she wants to know.

Stuck Nina chided the irony of Sinetron's life once But, this kind of incident is not new anymore in this age of the sea. In an era full of deviations from religious, social, and humanitarian norms as it is now, the reality of life as tragic as anything can be seen.

"I don't need love. I don't need anything from anyone!"

The young woman's eyes turned fierce Glow like the light of the eyes of a wounded puma who wanted to ride the forest alone Even though her legs were hit by bullets. And bloody Bloody. Flowing away Daddy, mom, sister, sister, friend.

"Bu Nina, I asked the forum to call you. Time went on and they didn't want to throw it away" Wine, Nina's staff, came to the toilet. Nina looked at Wine. Brow wrinkled. Blurred vision. His stomach is getting nauseous. Vomiting is the future.

"I'm sick, Win. Tell the forum, I'm sorry I couldn't go on. Hope you're the one representing."

"But, Mom Like Tbu knows the forum really wants Tbu to appear After all there are many more crucial strategic questions if it will be asked by the forum I think, mother is more worthy to answer."

Nina gulps. Sick, Bitter, Wine's right Nina settles. He was remembering his false oath that he would live without the affection that he would live only to work, to work!

"Come on, Nina, don't be a whiny man prove you don't need anyone else's mercy. It's just a common illness You don't have to whine for permission to go home Prove you don't need a word baby! Prove you're a strong woman!"

With her head staggered, Nina was able to resume the floating presentation of Wine breathing a sigh of relief.

"Bas on a bastard! You must have been born of immorality, Nina!"

Bruk!

Nina collapsed.

Nina disappointed the crowd But what would be said by the doctor was quite chronic. His stomach condition is acute, even his blood pressure is very low. The executives who attended the presentation also tried to be understood. However, that has not been enough of a relief for the company. In any case, a large project that is already in sight could be delayed and might even be seized by another company.

Nina opened her Dark eyes Her eyes looked up at the desolate ceiling Her skin, nose, and eyes felt this was a hospital. Yeah, just smell it cold, the smell of pain is everywhere, and white. Is not the wall of the house often dominated by the holy color? His body lying on the bed and his infused hands solidified his analysis.

Nina doesn't like this. Dropped weak helplessly. Just like a sick person!

All his life, he never wanted to be enslaved by disease. Maybe that's why Nina has not been the type of woman who likes to take drugs when it comes to disease. When the flu strikes him he is better off jogging and exercising to kill him. When asked why not take Nina's medicine just quiz there is no medicine that can cure the flu. There is only a cure. The flu will heal over time.

Hah, Nina panted constantly in the room She wanted to go out to meet the crickets that rattled all night With the wayward she got up from her bed Nina let go of all the huts. Infusion cables and blankets smell of drugs... Nina really hates! All the things that smelled of indulgence he hated so much! Even as much as she hates the silence tonight Silent for Nina is a life-savvy killer the life she should be living, should be full of freedom. Free to work and work.

A body that would have collapsed without energy was forced to tread the cold floors of the hospital. However, that was nothing meaningful to a Nina. He's like a fireball tonight.

Be ablaze. The fire is called the life force. "I'm strong!" so in his heart. Nina wants to prove that low blood pressure, chronic ulcers, are all the same as the flu. No one can block his steps! That on this night, he has shown his power to the world.

Door handle turned. Door leaf creaking. Open-ended. Immediately the cold was welcomed, whacking Nina's hot body. Shivering joints.

No one, no one's staying tonight with Nina. Not like on television in a soap opera. A sick beautiful girl is always accompanied by her father, mother, family, friends. They stay overnight and fall asleep on a waiting bench in front of the room or more romantically fall asleep next to the patient's bed.

"Don't be like a little boy, Nina. Life is hard. I You will get nothing with your taste. Love belongs only to the weak. They fall asleep in smiles, laughter, longs..for what?! In vain, Nina! It's futile!"

Nina knows a lot of people. However, no acquaintances familiarized themselves with him. Everything just takes advantage of business introductions, doesn't it? Most young executives like her don't care who Nina is. The same thing happened to Nina to them. Who are they, who cares!?

In the office, Nina also had acquaintances. Many people are known for being ruled. There were at least dozens of people under his rule. Assorted, yelled at, scolded. Bu Nina was so ordinary they called out always to be a feared figure. Full of aggression, obsession. Nina who doesn't care how sometimes her mouth hurts her heart. Beware that is humbled only because the office is named

"subordinate"

"I don't think you have any more family, Nin. Your parents seem like they're just daring to do something, but irresponsible"

It's disgusting! Blind love hurts many people. The belly of women who soar before marriage, frail babies are loosened in the rivers of the deckil and in the jute sacks, venereal diseases gnaw the body from the harike of the day. Huh, just die as human beings.

"Fucking old man!"

Was that a mistake? Nina was stupid. Care what? Nina doesn't need them. Go to hell!

Today, Nina can go home. The doctor who treated her stated that Nina's condition had improved. All Nina needs to pay attention to is getting plenty of rest and taking regular medication. Uh, stale!

Nina cursed to be upset. She is like a baby should be treated with care. Like glassware, you know!

"I am a strong woman! Strong!"

Nina walked through the long corridors of the hospital. By ourselves. No one's picking up. No one accompanied her to the house, Nina was alone. Just meeting unknown people. The foreigners. Nina feels foreign.

Should he lose this time?

"Nina.., thank goodness you're healthy, son. Mr pleased"

"Mother is happy, your stomach ache is healed. Other times, as busy as you work, don't eat late, yeah."

"Sister Nina.., sister Nina, don't get sick anymore, yeah. Sarah is lonely. Uh, sister Nina, tomorrow we take a walk to Ancol, yuk. Holiday, nihh!"

"Hus. already, Sarah. His sister Nine has just healed. It hurts again, you know!"

"Horee, we're back again, huh. Complete with our gang! Nina, we miss u so much!"

The shadows began to appear. A beautiful delusion belonging to a Nina who has been hiding behind a haughty face. Even if it had to lie to his own heart. Don't blame. Nina had tried to kill him many times. But, always fail. All Nina could do was hold her in a dark room. Self esteem.

Nina took a breath. Stuffy. His eyes blurred. I Want to drown the sadness that began to burst. It feels like it can't be contained anymore. Nina's defense is breaking down. Nina just wanted those tears to flow. For the sake of relief and surrender.

"Then you, Nina! You have broken your own promise!"

"Where is Nina who proclaims herself the hateful love? Where is the tough Nina? Where is Nina who promised to always dump every affection that would come to her heart?"

"They all hate you, Nina. You have no father, mother, sister, brother, let alone friend. They all don't want you and don't need you. Then, why would you weaken yourself by saying, 'I need them?"

"Nina, say your life slogan once again. Shouts loudly. I don't need it, baby! I don't need love!"

The face turned back stiff. Imperious. The face turned fierce again. Nina, the career woman with brilliant achievements, has risen again. Rise from the grave of sorrow and delusion. Nina got up with all her strength. Trying to shake off indulgence and weakness. Nina is strong. A strong woman. Steelwork.

Nina looked her face up. The sky was rising as usual. Bluest. Broad-gauge. The earth is as usual. Blue, clouds, birds. Winds. Blowing breezes rocking Nina's haircut.

"I don't need love.. "

Then, Nina cried. Be honest.