
Amanda cried as she tried not to cry hysterically, because she realized that she was still in the hospital area.
Jasmine looked at Amanda with pity, as she knew very well, the struggles Amanda was facing. While Aby, just stunned, shook with a blank look.From the corner of her eyes, dripped the crystal-shaped grains, which were quickly followed. He was reluctant when anyone else saw him cry.
"I'm going to look for my papa's whereabouts, for Anin's sake. Whether or not there is permission from my mother, I will keep looking for her." - Aby, with a strong determination.
"But how am I going to find him? his name I don't know, mama never even told me anything about my papa. But I think I should find out for myself." Aby just kept on, taking her heart out to talk.
Aby, swinging her steps, approaches her mother Amanda.Then she embraces Amanda tightly.
"Ma, please don't cry anymore. Mama must be strong. Anin's a strong boy, Ma. Aby was sure that she would recover. If Anin sees mom sad like this, Anin will be sadder Ma." said Aby, comforting Amanda, as well as comforting herself.
"Now you tell me, where is your ex-husband? let me drag him here myself!" chirped Ardan with clenched hands, furious.
Amanda looked at Ardan. He wanted to tell her what was really going on, but his lips felt faint. There were many considerations and fears that he had in mind, if he were to tell the truth. Amanda was afraid that if the Bagaskara family knew the truth, the family would label her as a cheap woman, so she could have been kicked out of the Bagaskara company. If that happens, how will he be able to finance Anin's treatment which is certainly very large.
"Why are you silent? don't you want our daughter to be healed?" ardan's increasingly desperate behavior makes Amanda feel desperate.
"Ardan, don't talk too hard to Amanda! wait for him to calm down, just talk well. Now his mind is in a state of turmoil, so please don't push him!" Rudi who from earlier was silent opened the voice with a voice that was not too loud, but tucked firmness in his speech.
Ardan fell silent, not daring to refute his papa's words. Only the look in his eyes was still staring intently at Amanda.
"Om, didn't I tell you, don't you ever scare my mom?" Aby returned Ardan's sharp gaze no less sharp.
"I'm like seeing two Ardan here." whispered Rio right in Jasmine's ear which gave rise to the sharp glances of his wife. However, deep inside Jasmine's heart, it perfectly justified Rio's remark.
Amanda tries to stand up, as she intends to see Anin's condition. However, he suddenly felt the floor he was on, as if swaying, and his eyes were like twitching. As soon as his gaze felt dark and without warning, he fell unconscious. Fortunately, Ardan, whose gaze never escaped Amanda, saw what was about to happen, and hurriedly caught Amanda's body, so as not to fall to the floor.
"Amanda, wake up .. wake up! " Ardan patted Amanda's cheeks which now looked very pale.
"Rio, why are you just staying there! get the doctor!" snapped Ardan, who made Rio instantly run to call the doctor. While Ardan with a very panicked face, still trying to resuscitate Amanda.
Meanwhile, Amara and Rudi, looking at each other, stared in surprise at Ardan's exaggerated panic reaction. Ardan, who is usually apathetic, suddenly shows his concern for Amanda.
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Amanda's eyelids twitched a sign that she'll soon be awake. Slowly, Amanda opened her eyes, and instantly closed them back, due to the glare from the light that had just been caught by her 'pupil' eyes.
After her eyes adapted to the light, Amanda tried to sit up, with her hands massaging her head, due to the dizziness she still felt.
"Amanda are you conscious?!" jasmine exclaimed with a face that felt a little calm.
Amanda did not answer. He was busy circulating his gaze in all directions, trying to remember what had happened to him.
"Jas, why am I here? what's going on?" ask Amanda lirih.
"So you passed out, and Ardan was very panicked and Ardan was holding you here."
Amanda instantly frowned, staring in disbelief at the remark Jasmine had just made.
"Ardan?__ carrying me?" Jasmine nodded her head, in response to Amanda's doubt.
"Why would he carry me? doesn't he like me?"
"I was also astonished, seeing the cold, so panicked, when you fainted. He even snapped at Rio, in order to immediately call the doctor. Just so you know, when the doctor wanted to help him lift you up, he looked at the doctor sharply, and said that he could carry you himself. Weird right?" jasmine's answer, made Amanda's forehead wrinkle and feel less trusting.
"Where is he now? have they gone home yet? and how's Anin now?" Amanda wanted to get out of bed, to go to see her daughter.
"You calm down, Nda! now Ardan is accompanying Anin.You know for yourself that the room PICU (Pediatric intensive care unit), must always be calm and should not be visited by many people. So, let Ardan be there to accompany. Later when Ardan is out, you take turns" said Jasmine while helping Amanda to lie back down.
Amanda, looked at Jasmine with a sad look on her face. "Jas, I thought I thought I was just a dream. It turns out all this really happened. I don't know anymore, can I be strong against all this? Jas, I've never done anything bad to anyone, but why do I have to go through all this?" tears that had dried up now re-seep wet Amanda's face.
Jasmine Trendyuh saw Amanda's sad face. She knew full well, the suffering Amanda had suffered since they met in college. Amanda who had to work after going home from college, in order to be able to pay for her college, because since the late father married her stepmother, Amanda no longer felt the affection of her father. Amanda's happiness is to be married to Radit, her first love is lost due to slander from Lora, who could trap her, until finally Amanda pregnant and gave birth to twins. Now Amanda is again faced with the condition of Anin's disease that can not be said to be ordinary disease. Jasmine thinks that if she were Amanda, she would not be as strong as Amanda. Maybe he's crazy now.
"Amanda, it looks like we should find the man who impregnated you first."
"How do I find him, Jas? I don't know who he is. Even his face I don't know." lamented Amanda full of regrets.
"Didn't you remember something we could use to get to know the man?" Amanda shook her head, in response to Jasmine's question.
" I just left behind a piece of paper, containing the word 'sorry'. And I'm sure that man would've thrown it away."
"Wait first! how about we ask Ardan and Rio for help? isn't what happened to you at Bagaskara Company's X hotel? I think, with their help we can find out who the person who inhabited the room was. Do you remember the date of the incident?" jasmine and Amanda nodded their heads.
"Yes, I won't be able to forget it. The incident was dated ...." Amanda mentioned the date of the month and year of the incident as well as what time and room number. "That idea was very clearly recorded in my mind, Jas," Amanda said.
"But Jas, I'm afraid that if I ask Ardan for help, later his family even, call me a cheap woman and assume I'm lying. If that's the case, there, I'll be fired from my job.Then I can't afford Anin's treatment later."
Jasmine was stunned to think of Amanda's words. Had his relationship gotten along with his papa, maybe Jasmine could still help. Now indeed Jasmine was not lacking, but Rio was also Ardan's personal assistant.
"Hmmm, then you calm down. I'll try to find it myself. Hopefully the guest data that night is still stored, and there should be." Jasmine concluded.
Without the two of them realizing, Aby's ears intended to see the state of her mother hear all their talk.
"It turns out that's the story? all right, now I'm the one who's going to look for papa's whereabouts.And I'm sure I can."