
With slow steps and a still limp body, Ashifa walked up one by one the stairs leading to the roof of the hospital.
Today is the third day Asyifa was hospitalized after having a miscarriage. He who still feels very hard hit by losing the prospective baby, can only be pensive at any time.
Asyifa did not understand, why her life was always full of misfortune and misfortune, which seemed endless. In addition, William's absence during Asyifa was treated, making the woman even worse.
I don't know where it went and what the man was doing, Asyifa didn't know. There was not even a single message or phone call from William asking for news and the whereabouts of Asyifa.
"ASYIFA!" mira cried out in panic, as she saw the figure of Ashifa leaning herself against the roof barrier of the hospital.
"Mira, what's wrong?" ask Asyifa limp.
"What's wrong? I have to ask you, what are you doing here? Don't you do anything stupid, Asyifa!"
"Ah, you mean like jumping off this roof? Actually, it was thought of, but it will definitely hurt once, right? I wonder, how does it feel to be more painful than I feel right now or not?"
"Ashifa, don't talk like that. I know it's not easy to let go of our loved ones forever, but even if you jump from up here, your baby won't be able to come back Asyifa!"
"I knew. I wanted to do it just to relieve this very painful pain, not to bring my baby back. My life is over, Mira"
"Who says your life is over Asyifa, even if you lose your baby, but we're all still here for you"
"You guys still exist, but my family doesn't exist. My husband didn't even come or even find out about me"
"I'm sure, if you tell William about your current situation, he would be willing to leave his business trip just to accompany you here" comforted Mira, as he slowly approached towards Asyifa.
"He never went on a business trip, Ra. The day I had a miscarriage, the first day of our marriage, William and I had a fight"
Well, Asyifa did reason if he did not want to contact William, because the man was on a business trip out of town. But in reality, the man was still in the same town as them, but Asyifa had no idea what made William no news at all.
Asyifa did not mention that she had a fight with her husband, only because she did not want to make Mira and Angel blame William. Moreover, it was just a small misunderstanding caused by himself.
"Be_argument? What made you two quarrel, Fa?" mira asked worriedly, as if afraid that Ashifa already knew what William was doing behind the woman.
"It's just a little misunderstanding, Ra. You must know how jealous William is, right? He was jealous to see the relationship between me and Mr. Zidan, because the last time he helped me was Mr. Zidan"
"He's mad at you, for jealousy?"
"Yes. Ever since I went to the hospital, he never called me again. I understand maybe he is still angry, but what I need most right now is him" said Asyifa sat down, and started sobbing.
Mira who saw that, immediately approached Ashifa and started to hug her. But Mira's heart, has a bad feeling after hearing the story of his best friend. Mira seemed to feel, that William deliberately sought a quarrel with Asyifa to get away from him.
Mira's hunch says that at this time, William must be with the woman who became his affair. But Mira could not tell Asyifa all that, she did not want to add another wound to Asyifa's heart after losing her baby.
"What should I do, god? I can't tell Asyifa everything, but I also feel guilty if I have to hide it" Mira muttered into a dilemma, in her heart.
After a while, Ashifa who had started to stop crying could only sit up on the rooftop looking at the orange red sun that had started to set in the distance.
"My life is so sad, huh, Ra? No matter how hard I try to be happy, I will eventually return to the lowest position" Ashifa muttered to Mira, who was sitting next to her.
"Luckily, I have William as my husband. Although he is not near me at this time, but I am sure when he is not angry anymore, it will still love me even though there is no baby boy in my womb" he continued.
"Ashypha. Se_se_actually, there's something I want to tell you about William" Mira said timidly.
"What happened to William? You would agree too, with what I just said about him. He's the reason I've been able to survive until now, and not jump off this building"
"Ja_so, if William left you too, would you really kill yourself?"
"great possibilities. I do have you and Angel, and Mr. Zidan who is always there to help me. But someday you will also have your own family, and when that comes, there is only William beside me"
"What if Angel and I promise not to get married and have a family of their own? Would you still kill yourself if you lost William?"
"Why is your question like that, Ra? Do you not like William that much? He promised he wouldn't let me down again, Mira"
"It's all a lie, Ashifa! The proof is that right now, he's having an affair with another woman behind you!" mira shouted in her heart.
"Gosh, I didn't realize it was starting at night. The air is also very cold, shouldn't we just go back to your room immediately?" tanya Mira shifted the topic of conversation.
Mira feels unable to keep hearing how Ashifa is confusing William, without knowing the true color of the man.
Asyifa who felt her body also began to feel bad and shiver slightly in the night wind, could only obey Mira's words. Slowly, the two friends walked back down.
"Where are you from?" ask Angel who seems to have been looking for the two women since.
"We just got off the roof"
"From roof? Are you crazy, why bring a sick Asyifa to the roof? If anything happens to her how?"
"Don't scold Mira, Ngel. I was the one who went to the roof to get some fresh air, and Mira followed me because I was worried that I might do something harmful to myself" Asyifa explained at length.
"But you're still sick, Fa. You should be in your room until you fully recover. Look now, your face has become much paler than before"
"I'm fine Angel, so don't worry. I went into my room firstwell, thank you for worrying about me" said Asyifa, then passed from the presence of Angel and Mira.
"Together"
"Where's Zidan?" asked Mira after realizing that there was no Zidan figure there.
"Come on, where is he. We were both waiting for you and Asyifa here, but she suddenly left somewhere"
"Cock, tumben. Usually he would remain near Asyifa, when Asyifa was in trouble as it is now"
"I'm confused too. But I accidentally saw, it looks like Zidan is following a figure who seems to be his father and also Kinara"
"What's? They're both in this hospital too, who's being treated here?" ask Mira curiously.
"That's what makes me curious, too. But I think the one who's sick is Kinara. You see, I just saw him use a wheelchair driven by his father Zidan"
"Wheel chair? Did he just have an accident, Ngel?"
"It could be, too, anyway"
On the other hand, Zidan who was seen following the figure of Marcel and also Kinara, had arrived at a doctor's room that read specialist radiology.
The two couples were warmly welcomed by the doctor who opened the door. When he saw the doctet's face, Zidan recognized him as an old friend of his father's.
The handsome man decided to wait until the two of them came out of the doctor's room. For some reason, in Zidan's heart was troubled by the intention to find out more.
After a while, Marcel and Kinara walked out to the doctor. Zidan, who saw that, went straight into the doctor's room after making sure they had actually left.
"Zidan's? Right, you're Zidan, right?"
"Yes doc, I'm Zidan who is the son of Mr. Marcel who just came out"
"Gosh, you're this big. Om kind of forgot, because the last time we met was when you were in High School. But, what's the matter you came to the room?"
"Look, I want to ask you something but I hope you don't tell me if I ever ask"
"What do you ask about? Please sit down first Zidan, let's be more comfortable talking"
"good. So what I want to ask om, is about the reason my father and stepmother came to om"
"Oh, about that. That's because Kinara has a condition that requires to be X-rayed several parts of his body"
"Rontgen? What happened to him, um?" zidan asked became increasingly curious.
"If for that, om can't tell you Zidan. However, you should be able to maintain the results of the patient examination om. Please understand, dad"
"Well, Zidan won't force it. Then Zidan leaves, thanks for the info and sorry to interrupt the time"
"Together, Zidan"
*****
A white car with the inscription Asyifa on its plate was seen entering the hospital parking lot. Soon came out the figure of William who supported the body of a beautiful woman who was Aliya, heading into the hospital.
The woman looked limp and very pale. At times the woman was also seen grimacing in pain and complaining to William, who affectionately comforted her.
"I feel like I'm gonna faint, Will"
"You're patient, baby. I'll sign up to the receptionist to take you to the room to be treated"
Both of them went to the reception desk, after doing some procedures that have been interviewed, Aliya was taken to a special room that has been prepared.
It was as if fate wanted to bring the two of them together with Asyifa, so that the hospital they entered was the same hospital as occupied by Asyifa. Even the room occupied by Aliya, next to Ashifa's.
After William finished accompanying Aliya who was examined by a doctor, then went out of the room to buy some items that if needed by the woman he loved.
Unexpectedly, William passed Zidan who had just returned from the doctor's room in front of Asyifa's room. Both of them became equally surprised and threw hostile gazes at each other.
"What are you doing here?" william asked, trying to hide his surprise.
"Aren't I the one who should ask you that? What are you doing in front of Asyifa's room, having disappeared without news for three days of her being treated in this hospital?!"
"Ka_ka_asyifa's room? What do you mean by Asyifa's room? I don't understand" asked William confused.
"You don't know if Asyifa was admitted to this hospital, then why are you here now? Did you come to meet your acquaintance who was also treated here?"
"I_i_it, that, yeah. But where's Ashifa's room being treated?"
"In this room"
William became very nervous when he saw Zidan's finger pointing to the door of the room next to Aliya's room. The man instantly became nervous and nervous.
Zidan, who caught William's movements, realized that something was being hidden. Zidan immediately walked to the side room to see who was inside.
"A_what are you doing?" ask William, block Zidan's move.
"I just want to check on the patient in the next room. As far as I was in the room it wasn't filled, and now it seems to be filled with someone"
"For what? You do not know the patient inside, why would you want to check everything?"
"Why indeed? Step aside" Zidan asked as he pushed William's body away to the side.
When Zidan's steps reached the front of Aliya's room, suddenly the door of the room Asyifa opened and appeared the figure of Asyifa with her two friends.
"William's? You came to see me? You're not angry with me anymore, Dad. Thank you" said Asyifa immediately embraced the body of her husband.
"Ah, yes. You welcome"
William who did not know how, could only say asyifa speech without expression. But a second later, William realized there was a change in the body of Asyifa.
"Asyifa, what happened to your stomach, why is it shaped like that?"
"I_it, I_I_I miscarried. Our baby boy candidate has gone for his taste" explained Asyifa began to sob, recalling the things that some then happened to him.
"Whatdidyou say? You miscarried? Why can you be that reckless, Asyifa? It's all because of your desire to keep working, see now what happens!" mary William.
The man looked sad to hear the news delivered by Ashifa, but his mind remained filled with Aliya. He scolded Asyifa more, because he wanted to prevent Zidan from opening the door to Aliya's room.
Seeing Asyifa being scolded, Mira becomes unwilling to come forward to face William. But quickly, Angel held Mira's hand. Angel could understand if William became angry and also sad, but he did regret the man's anger was vented on Asyifa.
"Sorry William. It's all my fault, I won't deny or reason. I feel guilty for you, but I also feel very lost, Will"
"Enough! Don't say anything anymore, I'm sick of seeing and hearing every word you say! Look, Asyifa, I'm sorry I married you!"
"William's? Why do you have the heart to talk to me like that, I am your wife" asked Asyifa in shock, trying to hold her husband's arm but was brushed aside violently.
"What the fuck! Why is that so harsh on Asyifa?" yelled Zidan emotion.
Zidan, who did not accept Ashifa being treated as such, pulled William's collar to challenge the man to a fight. William who also began to be ignited emotions immediately serve the challenge of William.
Aliya who was in the next room and heard the noise from outside, became curious. The woman trudged to the door to see what was going on. Moreover, the voice of the person who was in a storm, one of which was William's.
"William, honey? What was going on, I heard there was a commotion" Aliya asked as she opened the door of the room, making everyone there look at her in surprise.
"Who is he? Why would he call you sweetheart, Will?"
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