
Lilian, who was afraid that something might happen to Asyifa, or even the woman herself, who was doing something reckless, quickly asked Zidan for help to check into Ashifa's room.
At first Zidan did the same thing as Lilian did, knocking on the door several times. But when the result is equally no answer as well, the man begins to run out of patience.
With all his might, Zidan broke down the door using his body. And after the third experiment, the door was only able to open wide.
The scenery inside, made the bodies of Zidan and Lilian instantly freeze, so surprised. Zidan quickly ran to Asyifa's body, and tried to save her.
"Arrgghhhh" cried Lilian hysterically.
The four young men and women who were busy doing their respective duties, were immediately shocked when they heard Lilian's screams.
Quickly, the four of them immediately came to where the source of the shout was. At first they could not see what was happening in the room, because Zidan's body was blocked
But when the body turned in the other direction, the four people also put on an expression that was not much different from Lilian. Moreover, Angel and Mira, both of them can only be silent on the spot.
Luckily Raka and Adam were able to control themselves, and went straight into the room to help Zidan deal with the terrible state of Asyifa.
Well, the poor woman just committed an attempted suicide, slicing both of her wrists. Now the blood flowing from the two wounds had been stopped by Zidan.
"Is there no first aid kit in this house? I can't keep the wound up like this, however, it must be treated immediately"
"It looks like I saw it near the living room closet earlier. Let me find it there first, be patient" Adam's friend quickly, then walk back to the living room.
"Raka, after Adam had brought the box, please take my place to hold the cloth that covered both Asyifa's wounds. Let me treat him later"
"Okay, Zidan"
"Are you two going to keep standing like that? Do you not intend to help me, by calling a doctor, to come and check on Asyifa"
"Bi_let's just mama, Zidan. Because by chance, you have a friend who became a doctor in this city.
"alright. Zidan please help from mother well, thank you mother"
"Together"
In the blink of an eye, Lilian was seen starting to become busy with the phone attached close to her teliga. Adam who went to get the first aid box also appeared.
Zidan quickly and skillfully began to treat the two wounds on Ashifa's wrist carefully, until it was finished without a single one being missed.
"Zidan, said a friend of the mother, he will come here soon. And fortunately again, the distance was to Ashifa's house, quite close"
"Thank God then. Zida had also finished giving the medicine and bandaged the wound of Asyifa well, so when the doctor came later, just check the situation"
"Is he that desperate, Zidan? He was even willing to end his own life, without feeling the slightest fear"
"According to Zidan, it is only natural that Asyifa felt all of that, especially after the many calamities that come in turns to hit her life"
"Mother knows too, Zidan. But you mean, now you become more afraid to leave Asyifa alone in a room. Mother was afraid, Asyifa would do the same to forget all the wounds she felt
Hearing Lilian's words just now, Zidan seemed to think for a moment. It was true what her mother had said, they could not leave Asyifa alone, as long as the woman could not heal the wound.
It will also remain in effect even though everyone has returned to the city where they worked, and Ashifa has returned to the apartment with her.
As Zidan was busy immersed in his own thinking, a voice heard from the front immediately made his focus sidetracked.
Turns out it was a man Lilian meant as her doctor friend. The man who looked to be the same age as Lilian, walked into the room of Ashifa politely following the steps of Raka, who escorted her.
"Thank God the doctor came. I beg the doctor to immediately check how my girlfriend is" said Zidan, seen starting to breathe a sigh of relief.
"Okay, Zidan"
After checking the state of Asyifa repeatedly, as many as 3 times, the doctor just started to stop checking it. For some reason, the doctor's expression immediately turned very serious.
"What's up, doc? Is Asyifa not doing very well right now, or is there an infection in both of her wounds from being treated wrongly by me?"
"Before I answer that question, let me first give you a question. Is this woman I just examined, having a major problem with her life?"
"It can be said that way, doc. And again not just one mass, but there are quite a lot of problems that befell his life. What's wrong, doc?"
"I'm sorry if I'm being a little presumptuous, but I think the woman I'm examining is, from the time she needs medical help, she needs more help with her soul and her mind"
Hearing the doctor's reply, all who were there immediately looked at him with puzzled looks and also filled with question marks.
"Doctor mean?"
"He needs someone to talk to about all the injuries he's been through, Lilian. He didn't need any medical help at all, maybe he could heal the wounds on both his hands that were visible now. But the medih could not heal the wounds within him, which were invisible"
"So what the doctor meant, we had to take Ashifa to go see a psychiatrist?" ask Angel to make sure.
"Yes, right. I think it was the best treatment for Asyifa in her current condition. Because with the ability I have, I can only heal both wounds. But he won't heal, following both wounds"
"I think what the doctor said is true. We must heal the soul of Asyifa that is not fine now, then wounds like this will never appear again" Adam agreed.
"But is that possible? Are we going to succeed in taking Ashifa to see a psychiatrist, as the doctor suggested?"
"What's up, Ngel? Why are you asking something, which you believe is impossible?"
"Asyifa changed, Mira. He turned cold and thin, like a stranger, and not the Asyifa we know"
"According to my knowledge that has entered and studied the field of psychology, it is a form of resistance or defense from the patient, against the surrounding people"
"But why? Why would he do all that to us? We're not other people, but we're like his own family"
"It seems I can understand this, because I have also experienced it. Asyifa is tired of feeling the pain of losing someone, and she only has two options. It is by being cold to get everyone away from him, or to eliminate himself"
*****
A few days have passed since Ashifa attempted suicide. Now the group had returned to the city where they were living.
Initially conscious, Ashifa was convinced that she would not return to the city, preferring to stay in her family home.
But because everyone continues to force himself to come home together, he can only obey their wishes by force.
After arriving at the apartment belonging to the three of them, all Ashifa did was continue to be in the room and busy with her own world.
The woman only wants to go out of the room if she feels hungry or thirsty, other than that she does everything in the room. Even Asyifa never came to work again in Zidan's company.
And Zidan, who knew the state of Asyifa, and understood that all she did was her resistance to keep everyone away from her side, tried to understand.
"Where are you now? Is it still in the apartment?"
"Yes, Angel and I are still in the apartment. We were both waiting for Asyifa to get ready in her room, because just now when Angel took her away, she unexpectedly replied that she had agreed to come"
"really? That's great news, but why does your voice sound like it's not in a good mood? Is something wrong?"
"Oh, this is something wrong or not. But it had been almost an hour since Asyiga asked the two of us to wait for her to get ready"
"Ah, so. It was possible that while he was preparing, he accidentally got into trouble with something, and that was what took him a long time. Me and the others also don't matter if the three of you come a little late"
"But we're the ones Zidan! However, this is an event to celebrate your birthday, the anniversary comes first" protested Mira.
"No need to feel guilty like that Mira, no matter what your mother does. So you can slow down, the important thing is that Asyifa can come too"
"Huh, it's up to you"
"Hehehe. Sorry to bother Mira, but I beg your help and Angel well for Asyifa. Thank you" Zidan replied, chuckling softly.
"Emmm. Well already then, I turn it off first well, later if it's going to leave I will call"
"Good, Ra"
After hearing Zidan's request and also getting understanding from Lilian, Angel and Mira decided to wait for Asyifa to return in a grand time.
But if until that time, Asyida did not come out of her room, then Mira will go in there herself to check what the woman did earlier.
And sure enough Mira's estimate, after the time given both ended up passing a few minutes, Asyifa did not also go out of the room. Mira immediately became angry, and then stood up.
"Where are you going Ra?"
"Where else are you going, brother, not into Asyifa's room? We've been waiting for him for too long like fools here, and it's time to see for ourselves what she's doing inside!"
"Wouldn't we give him a little more time, and keep waiting? It's possible that Zidan said there was a point, if he was having trouble with something while preparing"
"In that case, I will go in and help him with the difficulty. Isn't that much more effective? And we can also be faster going to the event venue know mommy, how?"
"alright. But you have to promise me that you will not use your strength and anger when dealing with Asyifa"
"Promise? Do I need to do it like that?" ask Mira not so good.
"Of course you have to do it, because I know best what your nature is like. If you don't want to promise, then you can't go into Asyifa's room"
"All right, I promise. Am I allowed in now?" mira replied half-heartedly.
"Of course, please"
When Mira impatiently pushed open the door of Asyifa's room, they found no one there.
Angel and Mira, who were confused, began to search all corners of the room until they went out again to the living room, and also to the balcony. But after some time searching, Mira's ears faintly heard a voice
It was the sound of singing coming from Asyifa. Quickly, Mira signals Angel to follow her footsteps.
The voice came from inside the room of Ashifa, and more precisely from inside the woman's bathroom. And sure enough, after Mira attached her ear to the door leaf, the voice was more and more clearly heard.
Geck.. Geck... Geck..
Tap Mira who is already filled with emotions, repeatedly. The woman looked even more as she pushed through the bathroom door than knocked on it
"Ashypha! Asyifa, are you inside? If you're inside, please answer me and come out right now!"
"Yes, I'm inside. What's the matter, why are you knocking around someone else's bathroom door?" asyifa replied sounding relaxed.
"Don't ask too many questions, just get out now, and we'll talk to each other in person!"
"All right, wait a minute"
After that, the splashing sound of water slowly began to disappear Not long after, the figure of Asyifa walked out with the body only wrapped in a towel.
Casually, he rubbed his long hair into another towel, and ignored the gaze of Mira who now seemed ready with all the vain vows that would come out of his mouth.
"What's wrong?"
"What's wrong? You ask what's up? Do you really not know, or your brain is already selfish for being too obsessed with suicide! We've been waiting for you for almost two hours in the guest room, and with the rest you linger bathing in there and while singing ria"
"Well, what if I wanted to do all that? Is something wrong, or are you bothered that you can't do the same thing as me?"
"Huh, you crazy lady!"
"Enough Mira, let me just talk to Asyifa. Asyifa, why are you doing all this to me and Mira too? Did you do it on purpose, so that we would get angry and stay away from you?"
"intentionally? Well if you can say, there is an element of intentional. But don't get me wrong, that's all I do because I'm tired of being home all day"
"Then, do you think the two of us are your boredom-relieving toys? If you feel bored, why not just go back to work at Zidan's company again, why bother others?!" amuk Mira is not preventable.
"I cape with a stiff job like that, so I want to do another easier job"
"I'm sure your father, mother, and son are sorry for having you as one of their families. You know why? Because you are a weak woman, just like that you have pretended to change your nature!
"Shut up! Don't bring my family members in on this, you fucking asshole!"7
"If I don't want to why? I think it is my habit to get rid of the boredom that is in me. How, cool right?" mira replied, mimicking Asyifa's style of speech.
"Basic follow-up!"
"Here is Mira, stop it. I'll ask you the last question, are you going to come with us to your birthday party?"
"No, I'm lazy"
"Alright, then we'll both go alone. But before I go I want to tell you something, I'm so disappointed to see you pushing yourself to change so far. Let's go, Ra"
"All right"
The two women came out of the room and without looking again, left Asyifa alone in there. But unbeknownst to the two, Asyifa was now looking at them with a sad look full of wounds.
Seriate..