THE UNMISSED PEBINOR
Chapter Fifteen. PYTDS.

Hanif walked hurriedly closer to Naya, Hanif wanted to hug Naya. But his wife stepped back not wanting Hanif to hug.

"Darling, what's going on? Why are you following me."

"Explain what I mean by everything I saw!"

"You sit down, honey. I can explain everything."

"I want to explain right now!"

"Honey, soon it's Mas's turn to shoot. We'll talk after this. Now you sit down."

"If Mas can't explain now, we better end our marriage here. I don't want to be haunted every day with suspicion."

"Naya, don't say that. The sins! You know, if divorce is so hated by God."

"Explain it now!" naya said with a high-starting voice.

As the film crew and other cast members begin to gather, Kenzo begs the director to give Hanif time to resolve his issues with Naya.

Kenzo and the rest of the crew left the room and gave time for the three of them to talk.

"If divorce is hated by God, have you forgotten that lying is also a sin. What else does zina. Did you forget that Citra is not a mahrom for you?"

Naya held onto her chest which felt tight from holding back the crying. Naya did not want to look weak in front of Hanif and Citra.

Naya walked over to Citra who was still sitting in her place. Naya took a deep breath, before saying anything. At the moment it feels like Naya wants to hit Citra, but Naya realizes all this is not just the woman's fault. Hanif is the one who's more guilty of all this.

"Tell me honestly, what is the relationship between Ms Citra and Mas Hanif? Ms. Citra knows that Mas Hanif is my husband. Supposedly as an honorable woman, Ma'am doesn't approach a married man."

"Sorry Naya. I had tried to throw off my feelings of admiration for Mas Hanif, but the more I tried, the greater it became. I know if this is wrong, but I can't resist it. Is not love a gift, and also comes with God's permission. Love is never wrong."

Naya's body felt weak to hear Citra's words. Naya held on to the seat on the side. Naya sat there. Hanif approached Naya and knelt down before the woman.

"Naya forgive Mas. This is all wrong. You can be angry."

"What is the meaning of the words of Mbak Citra? Does that mean there is a special relationship between Mas and Mbak Citra?"

Hearing Citra's words Naya's body grew weaker. The woman leaned against the sofa. Tears could no longer be held back.

"Is that true, Mom? Why are you lying to me?"

"Naya, I want to say this to you. But I can't bear it because you're grieving the passing of your Father and Mother."

"Do you think this lie that you're doing doesn't make my heart hurt? It hurts more than losing both my parents. Not dry yet these tears at the departure of my parents, Mas added this heart wound with betrayal."

Naya tried to stand up even though her body felt weak. Hanif held back by holding both of his wife's hands.

"Naya, Mas did all this so that Mas would not sin. All to avoid adultery."

"That's not the reason. If you want to avoid sin, leave this job. That's the best. Not marrying the opposite sex." Naya took a deep breath before continuing her words again.

"If your reason to avoid sin by marrying a co-star, will each playmate you will marry as well. How many women are you going to marry, Mom?" asked Naya in a slightly high voice.

"Naya, forgive Mas. It's all wrong."

"From the beginning I told you, leave this job. I didn't expect much money, because I knew a world like this wasn't right for you."

Naya stood up from her seat. He wiped away the tears that had spilled on his face violently.

"I realized cheating was wrong. But I'm sorry, I can't forgive your mistake, Mas.I hate betrayal. Abandon me. I'm sorry I can't keep pace with you anymore" Naya said.

Naya walked out of the room. Hanif chased after Naya and held her hand.

"Naya, I don't want us to be apart. I promise it'll be fair to you and Citra."

"Once in a while I want you to look in the mirror and see someone who deserves to be with you. Am I, the one who is willing to live with you, or is he, the one you find attractive despite being a bully. Men who are looking for another woman after success, do not realize that another woman is most likely to be the path to bankruptcy."

Naya releases Hanif's handrails and runs towards the highway and directly into the taxi that happened to be parked in front of the shooting location. Hanif was only stunned to see his wife's departure.

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