THE UNMISSED PEBINOR
Chapter Thirty Two. PYTDS.

After driving Naya home, Kenzo returns to the apartment. Arriving at the room, Kenzo immediately opened the gift that Naya gave. Kenzo smiles at the bag Naya gave him as her birthday present.

"I will definitely wear it every day" Kenzo said with a smile.

"Two months from now Naya's iddah is over. It wasn't a long time. I'll wait for that moment to arrive. Until you and I become one, in marriage."

Kenzo laid his body down while smiling. Naya's handbag was held in her arms until Kenzo fell asleep. Meanwhile, at the boarding house, Naya still imagined when Kenzo proposed to her.

"I know, you're a good guy. However, this heart was still afraid of stepping this fast. It used to be that Mas Hanif was also very kind and considerate, all eventually changing with time. I wish marriage was only once in a lifetime, but the truth is the separation I've been through. I never imagined and longed for another man to be present in my household, but fate said another. The other man's presence is actually in my life."

Naya changed her clothes and took the wudu. Performing evening prayer Salat Istikharah. Naya wanted to ask God for guidance, whether to refuse or accept Kenzo's proposal. After the prayer, Naya laid her body down.

(Salat Istikharah (Arabic: ⁇ .thrizht.thr.Hitts.com) is a Sunnah prayer performed to ask Allah for guidance by those who are among the few options and are hesitant to choose or decide.).

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Kenzo is currently on set. Citra and Hanif walked in slowly. Since the incident at Kenzo's cousin's party a month ago, it was not until today that Kenzo met again with Citra. Usually, they have different times and locations.

The image looked at Kenzo with sharp eyes as it passed by the man. Kenzo simply replied with a wry smile. Kenzo did not care about the presence of the two men.

"That feels most sacred, accusing people of actors, does not know themselves as a player," Citra said in a loud voice.

"Partner, what are you talking about. You promised you wouldn't look for things and problems. Try to be calm. Control yourself" said Hanif.

"I don't like pretentious and hypocritical people. Pretend good and accuse the depraved, do not know yourself better*ji*ngan."

Hearing Citra's outrageous remarks, Kenzo stood up and approached the woman. Hanif also stood up to see Kenzo walking towards them.

"Kenzo, forgive the image. I beg you, don't payeni Citra. News about the image has just disappeared, lest there be any new news."

Kenzo's assistant hugged and stroked the man's arm to be calm and unemotionally carried away.

"Don't compare me and you. If you snatch her husband Naya, when she is happy, I come and want to heal her heart from the wounds when she has been dumped. Is it the same?" asked Kenzo in a high voice.

"Hanif, take care of your woman this time. Don't make your woman cry again, because it'll be more painful when someone else helps wipe her tears."

"I've learned from experience, Kenzo. I regretted being too quick to make a decision without thinking about the consequences. God should have created a two-way walk so I could go back in time to erase all my regrets and mistakes."

"Remember Hanif, when you waste someone, it will definitely leave a scar on the deepest heart. When the person disappears, you will feel the loss and regret that will come."

"That's how I feel right now. However, regret is useless. Better just let go of everything that has happened. I will learn from experience, never make hasty decisions. I should have told you everything honestly."

The image seemed to frown upon hearing the conversation of the two men. Especially when Hanif said that he was very sorry to take the decision to separate from Naya.

"Kenzo, if you really like and love Naya. I just want to say, don't ever hurt him again. It was enough that I had ever incised the wound in his heart. Love Naya as sincere as your heart. Don't ever fuck himself."

"Don't be afraid, Hanif. I would never hurt him. There will be no more tears on her cheeks."

After being satisfied talking, Hanif and Kenzo returned to their original place.

Regrets always come at the end of a journey. This can be triggered by the wrong decision to trigger feelings of regret and guilt. But what is the power, when regret has occurred, we may not be able to fix it as before.

As the saying goes, rice has become porridge. That is, what has happened sometimes can not be repaired again as before. Accepting reality with sincerity and heart is the best way if your deepest regrets are experienced.

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