THE UNMISSED PEBINOR
Chapter Fifty Two. PYTDS.

"If you're honest, right now I still love Mas Hanif. Don't get me wrong, I just love him. Not expecting back. If we are paired, we will definitely be reunited," Citra said with great emphasis.

"Mbak Citra knows, if I receive an engagement from Mas Hanif, it means Mbak must forget all about Mas Hanif. I don't want my husband to be loved by another woman."

"Why? Love is not forbidden. I also just love not want to snatch. I'm quite on the cast cap."

"If you only love. I'm not allowing. I'm jealous!"

"What about Hanif. Why are you just asking me. Ask her how she feels about me and Naya. Is it true he has forgotten all about the two of us. So don't just blame the women."

"What Ms Citra said was right. Is Mas Hanif emang no longer have any feelings with Mbak Citra or Naya. I don't want to get married, but I'm still loved and haunted by the shadows of Mas Hanif's ex-wife."

"I have no feelings for Citra, trust Syifa."

"What about Naya? Have you forgotten him? Our household is destroyed because you still remember Naya. You always compare me to Naya. I realize that all my faults have entered into your home life. But I'm still a regular human being. Pain when compared to other women."

"Sorry, Citra. I don't mean to make you sad and hurt. I don't mean to compare you to Naya either. I just want you to change."

"Enough! I have understood and can decide to accept or reject Mas Hanif's proposal."

Their conversation stopped and Syifa returned home.

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At this moment both Hanif's parents came back to ask about their proposal.

"What do you mean, Syifa? Whose shadow of the past? Umi doesn't understand" said Umi Hanif. The man just sat down and played his finger. Two times, both were rejected. Hanif did not expect, if this time his proposal still remains rejected.

"I know now, in Mas Hanif's heart there is still Naya. When they got divorced and Mas Hanif was with Ms Citra, all she had in her heart was that woman who wanted her wife to change like Naya."

The two Hanif parents looked at each other, after which they simultaneously looked at the nervous looking Hanif while still playing his finger.

"Is everything Syifa said true, Hanif? You haven't forgotten Naya?" ask Abi Hanif.

"I haven't forgotten Naya, and I don't mean to compare my wife at that time Citra, with Naya my ex-wife. I just want Citra to change better by setting an example like Naya. I can't possibly still love Naya. She has a husband. I won't snatch it, seeing it happy for me is already happiness too."

"You can't compare someone. After all, the nature of a person is different. You can't force people to change the way you want them to" Abi said.

"Abi, Umi, Father and Mother, I realized, Syifa must have hesitated to step with me who has failed to marry twice. No problem for me. I realize that everything cannot be forced. I can make sure if I never want Naya again, For me love doesn't have to have, letting her go was probably the best way back then. Love does not have to have each other, just see you smile happily. My heart is so happy. Love does not have to have. Simply seeing the people we love happy is enough. That's how I feel right now for Naya."

Hanif paused his words, and took a deep breath before continuing, "Maybe we are not meant to be together. Let's go first, each other's lives. If we are a match, we will be reunited. Thank you for getting to know me. I accept all of this with sincerity" Hanif said again.

After dinner, Hanif and his parents leave. If one day Syifa changes her mind and Hanif is still alone, they still open their hands to welcome Syifa.

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Good afternoon. May all be healthy always. This novel is almost finished. Naya has found happiness. Hanif remained with solitude. So is Citra. Maybe mom can't update every day anymore. Mama wants to pursue the update of the replacement lover of the ceo. Hope everyone understands. Lope - lope sekebon. 💓💓💓💓