THE UNMISSED PEBINOR
Chapter Forty Nine. PYTDS.

Hanif and Citra sat facing each other in a cafe. There's something Citra wants to say to her ex-husband.

"Say quick, what do you want Citra?"

"I just want us to get back into a relationship like we used to."

"Remember Citra, we're divorced. I've dropped talaq for you."

"We are legally married again."

"Partner, I don't think our relationship can be more than just friends. We fit this better than we have to be in a relationship as husband and wife."

"Hanif, I love you so much. I promise I will obey whatever you say. I also promise to change my appearance."

"Don't change just for someone, but aim from your heart. Sorry, Citra. We can't be together anymore. I have a future wife. I hope you get a better replacement guy. Try to change both your attitude and appearance. There's gonna be someone else asking for you."

"Hanif, I love you. This time I was really far away from love. I'll go wherever you go and take me. I promise I won't embarrass you again."

"Partner, that love cannot be forced. Believe me love knows the place where it will dock. You will definitely get a companion who can accept you as you are. Be patient while making yourself a better person."

"I understand Hanif. Maybe I was meant to be like this forever. I married you hoping to get happiness and be guided to be a better person because of you who understand religion. But maybe you and I aren't the couple destined to be together until old age. Just stop by" Citra said.

"I'm sorry. I think our conversation was enough. I don't want my future wife or prospective in-laws to see us and misunderstand us. May you have happiness, even if you are not with me."

A woman like me doesn't deserve to be happy. Does a sinner like me have no chance to change himself for good? Why doesn't anyone believe I want to change. I want to be loved like any other woman. I was determined to change, but still no one could accept my change.

People will definitely choose the most beautiful, and most fragrant flowers. The thorny flowers will always be left behind. (Nenia Campbell)

Love does not have to be. Sometimes we have to love someone not because that person stopped loving us, but because we realize that person will be happier if we let go.

We will never be happy if we are alone fighting for love. It's free to fight if he doesn't have the same feelings, you'll end up hurt and disappointed. It is better not to hope let alone pursue enough to improve the quality of yourself so that later it deserves the love that deserves.

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While at her parents' residence, Syifa was figuring out all about Hanif. Until the woman saw and read the news of Hanif and Naya's separation due to her affair.

"So Mas Hanif had an affair with his co-star, so Naya asked for a split. And Kenzo's closeness to Naya is because the woman was accompanying him while Mas Hanif was shooting. Naya didn't want to say where Kenzo was shooting when I asked him yesterday, apparently she was afraid that what happened to her would happen again. Fear Kenzo fell in love with the woman who came to the shooting location like she used to be" Syifa muttered.

"Am I not wrong to marry Mas Hanif? I'm afraid he'll cheat again. What am I supposed to do? Refuse or accept the proposal tomorrow?"

Syifa became indecisive after seeing all the news of Hanif. Tomorrow Hanif's family will come to propose.

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