The way I love you
112 Choosing a Balloon (The Words That Finally Speak)
"Let's go home ...."
Dhea just smiled, still looking at Vean with a warm look.
Dhea just shook her head, she won't be coming with Vean.
"Dhea, I beg you. Come back."
"Dhea ... Dhea ... Dhea ...." Vean continued to mutter.
"Vean, Vean."
Vean flinched, Juna shook the body of the man who was asleep next to Dhea's gurney.
"Don't sleep here."
Vean immediately stood up, carrying the book that was still in his hand. Vean threw his body onto the sofa, and was astonished to see both his parents, Fio and both of Fio's parents who were also there.
The man said nothing.
Inside there, Dhea began to move her hands. Just for a moment, and the hand that had always been held by Vean was silent again.
There, Dhea felt a void in her hand, but before she felt warm, as if someone was grasping her tightly.
Dhea looked at the two balloons that were still moving wildly on top of her, as if calling her to touch one of them.
White, like snow ....
He grabbed the rope of the white balloon ....
And ....
The sound of alarm from inside the ICU room made Dr Bram enter the room in a hurry. The monitor shows a weakened line of diagrams.
Vean wanted to enter, but was prevented by Arya. Again they had to wait outside, waiting for Dejan to feel anxious. Although doctors have said many times that Dhea is difficult to last longer.
Vean held the book tightly in his hand. Felt fucked. While sleeping next to Dhea's gurney, she remembers her dream, but it wasn't a pleasant dream.
It hurts, that's how he feels. Vean held his chest.
There's a feeling of fear.
Fear as before. Afraid that his dream will come true. No, he was not prepared to be left this way, never even ready until at any time.
Bram pumps Dhea's heart, glancing at the monitor, hoping everything will return to normal.
But no ....
Tittt
"Dhea, Dhea!"
He failed, he failed.
The pain was more than anything, more pain than any patient he had ever dealt with.
Why did you give up?
Vean who heard the voice of doctor Bram who shouted, immediately opened the door.
A monitor showing a dotted line.
"They! Dhea, wake. Wake up!"
Vean shook Dhea's body tightly, hoping that by doing so, she would open her eyes.
"No, no. This must be a dream. Just like before. You can't just leave me alone, can you, Dhe?"
"Wake up, wake up."
They can only cry.
No, this time Vean wasn't dreaming.
It's all real, Dhea's gone. Leave your body and all the memories that were created.
Fio smothered his mouth, approaching Dhea.
"Dhea, wakeup!" his yell. Her tears came out, giving her a pain she never felt.
Fio wanted to hug Dhea, but her body was immediately pushed by Vean.
"Surge!" his yell.
Vean hugged Dhea tightly. Hugging that cold body. His heart ached, more hurt than when he had dreamed.
They attempt to release Vean from Dhea, but Vean pushes them. No one can separate himself from Dhea.
No one can, no matter what happens.
"Dhea, wakeup. Please forgive me. I beg you to forgive me." Vean hugged the body even tighter, hoping that Dhea would wake up.
"Open your eyes. Don't leave me like this. I beg. Awake, awake!" his sobs screamed.
"Dear, wake up, baby. I love you, I love you. Did you hear? I love you, really ...."
Fio lowered his head, crying as he heard Vean say those words. He wiped his tears.
Finally, the words were spoken also from Vean's mouth ....