The way I love you
88 If Time Could Be Repeated
"Fio, please get me my bag."
Fio quickly searches for Dhea's bag, but she doesn't know where. Clara then grabs the bag from inside the drawer next to Dhea's gurney.
"It."
Dhea's hands trembled taking the bag. Clara then helps Dhea open her bag.
"What are you going to take?"
"Book, white."
Clara took the book and gave it to Dhea. Dhea opened it sheet by sheet, a little difficult because her hands were very weak. He finally got to the last page.
"Fi ...."
"Yes?"
"This .. design the wedding dress for you, I've made it. Hurry up to marry Sister Vean, and give me a cute niece."
Fio bit his inner lips hard. Why is it that until now, at a time like this, Dhea was still thinking about herself and Vean?
Vean turned his face away.
Slowly Dhea closed her eyes, still leaning.
"Dhe, Dhea!"
"He was asleep" said Dr. Bram.
They sighed. Their hearts just feel like they're gonna take it off. Slowly I heard a sobbing. Clara cries on Arya's arm. He couldn't see his best friend like this. It used to be Dhea who was the most powerful person withstanding drowsiness. Now, let alone hold back the drowsiness, talk is very difficult.
So did Aila and Sheila who were crying in the arms of their lover.
The tightness was not enough until Dhea opened her eyes. It turned out that it was still continuing, more frightening as they were worried that Dhea would really not last much longer.
Dr. Bram himself has said that Dhea's condition is getting worse. Only a miracle would help him stay in the middle of this condition.
Vean felt a tightness. Perhaps among others, he was the one who felt most in the dark hole. Wanted out, but it was hard. How can the burly prayer of a dark hole gaping wide like this.
Indeed, life is in the hands of God, but people who intercede for life can survive until now, even at the end of the intersection.
Vean's day flinched, when he realized that he was one of, and certainly the biggest and most frequent, hurting the girl.
Vean did not even give Dhea her last wish when the two of them were still fine.
Last date of the day!
No, not the last date. But the first and only date. When they are healthy. When Dhea hadn't left, when Vena Bekim had an accident, and when Dhea hadn't donated the kidney.
Just a small request. A request that Vean made up. The request that Vean if he complies with it will add more hurt to the girl Not wanting to betray Fio and give Dhea false hope.
The last request, which for Dhea will force the only happy memories of being with Vean. The last memory that made him feel happy.
In fact, Vean did not want to give it. Let the girl wait for the whole day. Waiting in the hope of being destroyed in the saddest way.
If time could be repeated.
But who wants time to be repeated?
Does Dhea?
Aap maybe he hoped he wouldn't have to meet Vean and Fio?
Or Fio?
Wish he didn't need to be friendly and not compete conga with Dhea? Or hope that prayer doesn't need to know Vean?
Or Vean?
I hope he doesn't have to be in the middle of those two friends. Hurt one for the sake of the other.
Or Arya?
Prohibiting Dhea from continuing to sacrifice and take care of the girl even better.
Or maybe Bram's doctor.
Because he was the one who also agreed to Dhea donated the kidney. The wrong position. Rejecting Dhea—'s kidney even though the girl begged—means it would sacrifice Vean—the son of her cousin.