The way I love you
129 The Aroma of the Cure
Every day, Vean would take himself to the Dhea boarding house. Stayed in that room for hours.
As today ....
Since morning Vean has arrived. Go into Dhea's room. Hugging that bolster pillow, even sleeping on Dhea's floor mattress. The boarding mother let it go, she knew who Vean was, the man who once drove Dhea when the girl was in first grade Junior High School. The man who became the source of the smiles and cries of his boarding boy, whom he already considered to be his own son.
Even sometimes Vean will spend the night in the room, not stocky from the room, and immediately leave if it is time to work.
Just come alone, no one knows. Hope the owner of the room will come home and they will meet here.
Vean looked at Dhea's wooden table, where the girl used to place her books.
Brother Vean, I love you
Write the girl.
I love you too
Reply Vean at the table, which he had written since he first returned to this room after illness.
Inside this boarding room, Vean increasingly felt how Dhea's life used to be. Lying on the floor. Vean even brought some of his clothes to this boarding house.
This room is indeed in the corner, aloof from other boarding rooms.
Vean feels comfortable sleeping here. It was much more comfortable than the room in the house of his parents. Much quieter than the rooms in his condo.
Vean will eat in this room. Sometimes only eat noodles, sometimes eat bread and a glass of water, or warm tea. Just like Dhea used to do.
In fact, the Vean Child spoke to himself inside this room, as if he was telling the girl a lot of things. The girl he saw was only in his shadow.
Just being in this room, Vean could remove a bit of his emptiness.
A little, just a little, because there was still no Dhea by his side.
"What are you again? Already eaten? Are you eating chocolate now?"
Since the last chocolate Dhea gave out, Vean never ate chocolate again.
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Honey, I'm coming.
Today Vean and Arya to America.
Here, Vean suddenly felt indecisive. There was an indistinct fear within him. She wanted to find Dhea, but she was also scared. Afraid that Dhea would reject him.
In her little heart, she felt guilty for accepting the donor kidney.
In her little heart, she still felt that she was not as perfect as before.
"Master wants to see the students from Indonesia?"
"No" he said hesitantly, but his face kept looking everywhere, trying to see if there was Dhea.
Vean was agitated, for some reason, he himself was not too sure that Dhea was on this campus.
It's in the same country, but Vean still feels hollow.
Vean looked at the sky.
Dhea, the sky isn't as beautiful as it used to be. Do you feel the same?
A few days in this country, Vean was not at all happy. He felt like he was in an empty place.
I want to go home ....
Go home to his place, go back to the boarding house that has the scent of Dhea there. In fact, Vean sprayed a little of the fragrance oil he bought at the minimarket near the Dhea kosan. The same fragrance oil as Dhea's, which she sprayed into her hands.
As the aroma of the antidote misses ....