TRAUMATISED

TRAUMATISED
EPS. 12. IN SUSPENSION.


In class


Nesha was still in the loop with various questions on her mind.


'What is blood?'


'Don't let Nara be a regular whip, and she's a broken home, desperate, drinking at the bar, serving a lot of men, getting pregnant, and that's a miscarriage.'


Nesha tried to put together the story of her former best friend.


'But it could be if Nara was a common man sundel bolong'


'huh uh? so all this time I've been acting like a ghost?'


he continued to compose Nara's story as he pleased.


"Argghhhhhhhh." said Nesha made the whole class look at her.


"Anjir lo why egee?" ask Doni at the time.


"Don't keep Nara?" ask Lita later.


"According to you Nara what human is it?" ask Nesha


"Anjj* loo!! Don't kidnap egee!" said Lita


"Assalamu'alaikum children" said Mrs Heni into the classroom.


Instantly those who were busy chatting also silenced to see the teacher who had entered the class.


***


After school, all students go straight to their homes.


Tall


School group notification sounds are heard.


[ send a photo ]


[Photo when tuch ]


[Hot new again 🤨 ]


[ Nara? ]


[Eh that again what is anjirr? 😨 ]


[ ***-*** 🤣🤣🤣 ]


[ Anjj really lo*te 😌 ]


[Btw it's a guy who's yesterday isn't it? ]


[ Ah yes, gans bingit anjirr😍 ]


[His guy's cake has torn bread 😋 ]


[hussst.. instead focus on the play! bottom of the female's mouth, I've just got a taste of lo ]


[Kalem mas bro😗 ]


[return to lap-top ]


[ 🤣🤣 ]


They also returned to the initial topic.


[That's anjir the Nara, shy school ]


[Should be out, shouldn't I? ]


[Yep right, we have to demo ]


[ho'oh mumpung pak kepsek has lost respect ]


[ Bully sample size kwkw ]


[ yoyoyoy! neneng front bully affairs ]


[gas keun tomorrow! ]


[gas ]


[gas ]


[gas ]


....


That's more or less the conversation in his school group. They even planned to bully Nara back.


***


At Nara's house, though,


Roy was talking to his mother.


"Well, is this real?"


roy asks by showing a video of Nara entering the hotel.


"Maybe" said his mother.


Ray immediately surprised them.


"Well, Brother Royy!!" reyhan


burrrrr


The tea that his mother drank gushed.


"Eheheheh sorry ma." said Ray grinned


"ngagetin bet anjj" ketus Roy


"Can't you talk slow?" ask mama


"Nih maa, sis, look!" rey said and showed a picture of Nara who was at the hotel at that time.


"Well Roy, look!" show his mother


"Anjirrr!! That really?" said Roy


"Where did Rey come from?" ask Roy


"Yemen!" hatchlings.


They continued to talk about Nara, until they were drawn into their hearts, to finish off Nara tonight.


***


One problem has not been solved, now a new problem arises. Just like a wound has not healed in addition to a new wound.


It traumatized Nara with the words family, whips, and daggers.


On the other hand,


Regan, now lost some of her assets because someone shared a photo of her and Nara at the hotel.


"Regan, papa is disappointed with everything you do!"


"You've really embarrassed the family!"


"Papa doesn't think the same about you!"


"And for the CEO of the company will be continued by Bagas."


"Please pack your things, and get out of this house!"


bima, Regan's dad.


Her mother tried to plead with her husband so that he would not expel her firstborn.


"Bah, already. It could be a trap." said Liya, Regan's mother.


"Caught from where? It's clear the hotel's CCTV showed they went into the same room" he said later


"Don't throw Regan the reward, he's our son" Liya said, explaining.


"Father just wants him to reflect on his mistakes." said Bima, while leaving them.


"Son, don't leave my mom son. hiksss." said Mama Regan sobbing.


"Sorry ma, Regan has to go."


For a moment Regan hugged her mother tightly, before she left she kissed her mother's forehead.


"REGAAAANNNNNNNNNNN.." cried his mother, as Regan walked to his car.


Still good, his father kindly gave him a car, if not he wants to go wear what?


***


Now that the afternoon changed, I felt very tired because I continued to ride a motorcycle. For a moment I pulled my bike over at a lake.


Everyone on the street looked at me with a look of disdain, not even infrequently I saw a group of people with a sad look.


'That's a human being isn't it?'


'Bloody, fear ane.'


'The High School Boy, Don't-don't miscarry'


'Haishh.. Ngewrii-gewrii'


'Mamaa. huwaaaa adek hakakart hiksss'


'Duh make me fail time anyway'


'Pity well, it seems frustrating'


'Don't let him cake the neighbor's child, tired of life even round'


That's what I heard on the lake.


Some pity to see me, but dare not approach. Because everyone was afraid of my appearance, they thought I was an invisible creature.


I try to be indifferent to their words. I started to enjoy the beautiful lake that afternoon.


'Quiet, cold, hemmm' I murmured


I did not feel I was enjoying the afternoon solemnly and I began to close my eyes, by the lake.


wussss.


The sound of the wind was so piercing into my bones.


"eghh" said.


I was shocked when I opened my eyes so dark. Looking at the clock in my hand, it's showing at 8 p.m.


duarrrr


The sound of lightning was so thunderous.


*tesss.. tesss...


The raindrops began to wet down a speck after a speck of this limb.


"huftt.complete is my suffering today" I said.


There was no one in this lake, just a puddle of water that looked calming.


I tried to walk limping towards my bike. Afraid of the rain getting bigger, I immediately rode my motorcycle.


byurrrrrr..


Haven't gotten home yet, now the heavy rain accompanied by lightning began to wash away every inch of my body.


I felt pain in certain parts, including my eyes, trying to stop my bike on a bridge that night.


I sat on the bridge.


Remembering events in life, not to mention under the rain, makes me even more convinced that no one loves me.


Until that night, be the witness where I've been desperate with all this.


'Do I have to end my life?' batinku later.


'No one else cares about me.'


I looked down, looking very high up that bridge. I could have been lifeless if I jumped there.


tapps


tapps


tapps


One by one the bridge barrier I climbed, until I arrived at the top position.


"Yahhh.. Naraa datangggg" I shouted at that moment.


I intend to jump down from that bridge.


Watching the heavy rain, and the lightning that was so violent, made me even more convinced to end my life.


'In this way, people won't find any trace of me.'


'They all must have thought I ran away from home'


I began to stretch out my hand and close my eyes to float my body to the bottom.


"Aarrgghhhhh..."


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