TRAUMATISED
EPS. 25. Paranoid and blind.

A week later, the man did not return home. Nara is getting busy at home. Had to take care of his son, his home, not to mention now his body that has begun to be underweight.

Mahesa is now 6 months old. Behind the 6-month wait he felt a heartbreaking sadness. In fact, Regan's gaze was different from her previous gaze. His warm attitude now inched into flat and indifferent.

The gaze that was once warmed up, now became an uninterested gaze when he saw Nara.

One night Regan went home. He saw a house that was so messy made him dizzy. The baby's echoing cry made Regan uncomfortable. Not to mention Nara's body that is not as fashionable as it used to make him increasingly uncomfortable living at home.

"Have you come home?" ask Nara kindly. It was now visible that the dark circles were clearly imprinted on his eyes.

"Hm." said Regan briefly

"Have you eaten yet?" nara asked with a beautiful arch on her lips. However, the arch was not as beautiful as it used to be. Now there was a clear bulge on his cheek.

"Udah." said Regan

"Mas want me to get a pijitin?" ask Nara again

"Son, you better take care of this house. I don't feel at home." ketus Regan took the car keys.

"Loh mas, where are you going? I just got home." asked Nara

"I want to find a place that's comfortable and clean." said Regan

"O Allah." said Nara.

broommm.

Regan starts the car. He was going to a place without caring about Nara.

Just now he came to the house, already suguhi with a messy house. The unkempt house was not Nara's desire, but because Mahesa was always fussy. The boy could not get away from his mother, even while bathing the door forced Nara to open the bathroom door.

Nara took a long breath. Being a mother is not as easy as you might imagine. There are many sacrifices and struggles to be enjoyed. Staying up every night even bathing and eating should be done as soon as possible. But, as a woman must still accept with sincerity whatever has become qodrat. Just walk, no need to be dizzy. Enjoyable!

***

In the mansion, Regan seemed to sip a cigarette. He was so comfortable living in that house. The clean and noiseless house with the cry of the baby made him calm.

"Darling didn't you just go home?" ask the woman

"I don't feel at home" Regan said

"Ummm.. Here I hug." said the woman. Regan approached the woman. He seemed comfortable in the arms of the woman he loved.

Is true! Regan is cheating on her with a fashionable woman she met at a cafe a few months ago. When they first met, the woman gave Regan a name card. Of course, Regan is happy to accept the name card given it.

In addition to meeting often, it turns out Regan often do relationships like a couple with the woman.

Anna! The woman was named Anna. 6 months ago she had just returned from Seoul. The woman looks beautiful, sharp nose, smooth white, and a challenging body, it can even be said that she is perfect.

'Because of my trap lo, gan.'

'easy to also grab lo!'

'so I don't need to think strategy anymore.'

'Done.'

the woman's mind.

***

While in one place, Fino and his two friends are putting up a strategy to meet with Nara.

Now the three men have found out who the real owner of the caffe is. And now they know where Regan and Nara live.

"Gue still does not expect if Nara is still alive, fin" said Robi

"Looky?" ask Fino

"That's it, just in terms of my voice right" replied Robi

"Yes, the sound." cried Fino

"Do you both have plans?" ask Sony

"Make?" ask Robi then

Fino, looked weakly shaken. He doesn't know how to meet Nara.

"Son, really that yesterday guy was your brother?" ask Robi

"Yes I'm sure, he bang Regan." exclaimed Sony

"Lo have no intention to meet your brother what?" ask Robi

"There it is." answered Sony

"Well, why don't you just try to meet son?" ask Robi

"Belom is ready for me." answered Sony

"Heleh lo, kek want to get married just use a belom event ready everything!" hatch Robi

"It's not that" said Sony

"Whisper bet lo on ah!" ketus Fino

"Well, let's go find a solution, well lo diem-diem bae!" said Sony

"My wing!" hatch Fino

"Why then?" ask Sony

"What if Nara had a tail?" ask Fino

"Lu guess he's a monkey is there any tail show?" asked Robi who was joined by a broken laugh from Sony.

"Give me a soft lo!" ketus Fino

"Maybe the refrigerator means child rob." said Sony confirmed.

"Well yes, if he is married automatically, right? Ah surely this is I am 100% sure that Nara has ekoran fin. Moreover, we're looking at 6 months, right?" ask Robi

When he heard Robi's words, Fino's face looked gloomy. Far from his little heart he still wishes he could have Nara. But if Nara has a child, isn't her hope dashed? Should he bury this taste? Very difficult thing!

Fino kept thinking how he could meet Nara? The thought of Nara having a child as soon as possible she tepis. Fino was very curious about Nara's condition.

***

[back to POV Nara ]

Oeeeeeee... Oeeeeee... Oeeeeee

My baby was always crying. I'm tired, God!

I was going to feed the rice I put it back. I came to Mahesa. The handsome face was reddened by her loud cries.

"Sayangg.. You why?"

"Wanna drink grandkids?"

"Don't cry anymore."

Mahesa, he was crying so hard. It was like pain, but there were no wounds or anything in his body.

The age of my son who has been 6 months is still fussy. He doesn't want to be left behind. Even every night I stay up late, eat infrequently, even my body has started to thin.

Regan has changed. He's not as warm as he used to be. His cold, indifferent attitude, even the flat face he always showed me.

For a moment, I remembered what he said about his cheating papa.

Is it possible that my husband has met the girl of his dreams? What if it is? Will I live with Mahesa? If he had met a girl more than me, would I have to feel that loss back?

"Gue can't think that."

"Come on Ra, positive thinking!"

"Lo's husband must be loyal."

"Lo has to believe. He rarely comes home because he's busy."

My monologue to myself. Even though I hesitated to say it, I still tried to believe it.