TRAUMATISED

TRAUMATISED
EPS. 60. Richard and his feelings.


Lea was still standing in front of the array of images she had made when she was five years old. Just imagine, at the age of five years he can make a masterpiece as good as that. That alone shows that Lea is very interested in ART.


Richard did not let Lea bury his dream, Richard wanted Lea to have that dream and make it happen with him.


'' I can't believe I could make this arrangement at the age of five.'' Lea said.


'' Doesn't that mean you are indeed very genius and talented in Art?'' Said Richard.


'' Yes, that was before. '' Lea said with a smile.


'' Even now that you can Lea, you still have a long way to go to make your little dream come true. Comehere.. '' Said aaaarichard pulling Lea's hand.


Richard showed me a complete set of painting tools with a very large canvas. Lea smiled back at him, it was an object that she had not seen and touched for a long time. During this time Lea only played the piano when she was sad, because by playing the piano she could control herself.


'' You are free to do anything on this canvas.'' Said Richard.


Leah looked at Richard, she honestly didn't mean why Richard did all that for her.  Richard had done so much for him, he could smile again because of Richard. But she still doesn't know exactly why Richard did all that to her.


'' Why are you doing this?'' Ask Lea.


'' Because I don't want you to just bury your dreams, Lea. You can jump into the business world, but you also need time for yourself to become who you are, Lea. Don't sacrifice your whole life, don't you live only once? If we can do more than one thing, why not..'' Said Richard while touching Lea's shoulder.


True, life is only one time.if we can do many things, why should we be shackled in one thing that is not even included in our life plan. We need time to be ourselves, even if it's just for a little while, we need a break.


Lea looked at Richard before her then smiled..


' He brings so many reasons for me to wake up from adversity, he always shows me that there are other ways to enjoy life. He always had a myriad of ways to make myself recall that buried mimoi.' Inner Lea.


'' Wake up your dream Lea, you can do it. Leaku is a great girl with a million advantages, Leaku will not stop at one point, she will find another coma and continue her path to the highest place to shine like a star.'' Said Richard.


'' We are just ordinary humans Leah, you deserve to be happy with your path and dreams.'' Richard said again.


Lea closed her eyes, then nodded.


'' I'll try it.. '' Lea said, and Richard smiled at her.


'' That's the new Athalea I know, my Athaleaku.'' Said Richard.


Richard had already coded Lea that Richard had already claimed himself to belong to Richard, but it seemed Lea was unaware of that. Leah was insensitive to the affairs of the heart and love, she was very far from that word.


' Patience Richard, you have a long way to go to make Lea aware of your feelings.' Inner Richard.


Lea began to take out all the tools of the painting tool and began to paint again, because for a long time he did not paint so the picture he made was just a simple picture, namely flowers.


Meanwhile Richard himself now compiles the image of Lea previously it on a larger canvas Again and paste it using a pin.


A few hours later Lea was finished with her painting and suddenly smelled the fragrant smell of the cuisine that was so appetizing, so evocative, it was the smell of a bulgogi meat grill that was still very recently cooked so fragrant and tantalizing.


' Where does the smell come from? ' Inner Lea.


Leah got up and walked to the origin of the fragrance, until she arrived in a room that seemed to be the kitchen. Look Richard who uses apron and wriggling with grill and meat clamp in his hands.


'' So you have a hobby of cooking apparently? '' Lea said, and it managed to surprise Richard.


'' Jeez!! since when were you there? You surprised me.'' Richard said with his face.


Lea chuckled at how shocked Richard was, he had no intention at all to surprise Richard. But apparently Richard was so focused on his grilled meat that he didn't realize Lea was behind him.


Richard put his roast claw and tried to grab Lea's hand but of course Lea dodged.


" I don't intend to surprise you." Le.


" But you made my heart almost jump out of its nest." Said Richard, and Lea was blown away.


Finally there was a chase action chasing each other in that place, Lea always managed to avoid until Lea was missed by the brush of her former self painting.


In a panic, Richard immediately ran over and caught Lea's body, more precisely Lea's head. Richard placed his hand behind Lea's head so that Lea's head did not hit the floor and ended up Richard's hand being hit by the Floor.


And because of their position like that, between the two there was currently no distance. Even the breath of those who hunt each other because of the chase action was so heard in each of their ears.


Richard's heartbeat was even very audible in Lea's ears, and Richard himself could feel the roar of Lea's breath hitting his face at this moment.


Richard's gaze turned so deep on Lea, he almost lost his real breath when he saw Lea fall to the floor. He didn't want to see Lea get hurt.


" Why do you often look at me with that look?" Lea arrived.


Richard was shocked to hear Lea's words and instantly neutralized himself.


" Lea, I'm heavy. Let me get up first." Richard diverted the conversation.


Richard was about to get up from Lea's body, but Lea held Richard back by pulling Richard's t-shirt.


" Tell me, why do you always look at me with sadness?? Am I that sad?" Lea said.


Richard must have been surprised to hear that, pathetic?? Although Richard was saddened by Lea's condition, he never looked at Lea pitifully. Instead, Richard looked at Lea always with love.


But it seemed that Lea misunderstood Richard's gaze, and interpreted it as a pitiful and pitiful look.


" I don't look at you like that Lea." Richard Uajr.


" I see it often, Chard. You always look at me with that look. Do you think I'm as sad as that because I'm broken home??" Lea became an emotion.


" No, Lea.." Said Richard.


" You didn't admit it? I'm as sad as that, but don't look at me with a pitiful look. I never ask for pity." Lea said.


" I'm not looking at you like you said, Lea." Richard said again.


" You did, Richard!! " Shouted Leah, while rebelling.


" No!! That's not what my look means." Said Richard who now actually held Lea in his cage.


" Then what??" Lea said defiantly.


" That's because I love you, Lea!!" Richard said loudly.


Leah was shocked to hear it, until she fell silent into a thousand languages upon hearing what Richard had said to her just now.


" I look at you always with love and affection, Lea. Ilove you.. " Said Richard again.


TO BE CONTINUED..