TRAUMATISED
EPS. 36. Lea smiled back.

That night there was a deep sense of tightness on his chest. He had no power to hold back his tears. Until he leaned his back against the wall of his house.

However, when Nara was confused with her mind suddenly her phone rang. Bu Uti's name is seen on the screen of the phone.

"Hello Ma'am. "greet Nara.

"It's Esa's awake, not yet asleep right?" ask Bu Uti.

"E-eh no ma'am, Nara picked her up" said Nara.

"Yes, I've been waiting for ya." said Bu Uti softly.

Nara also neutralized the mimic of her face to look cheerful in front of Mahesa.

Then, he rushed towards Bu Uti's house. The middle-aged woman asked about the clothes she was wearing. Because, Nara had not had time to change her clothes earlier. However, it wasn't Nara if it wasn't good at covering up her problems.

After a light conversation with Bu Uti, Nara returned to her home. Her husband looks like he's fiddling with a cell phone in the middle room.

"Where are you?" ask Regan flat

"Fetch Esa." said Nara

"You get out of the house saying it used to be the same husband, don't be like a virgin girl suddenly say aja" said Regan.

'when I was here.' Inner Nara

"What did the husband say?" ask Regan

"Yes, sorry" said Nara

"I'm sorry, it's not polite like that" Regan said.

'when this morning he was all right with me.' Nara's mind

"pap-" the 2-year-old's leaked greeting gasped as Regan snapped at him.

"Shut up!" regan said in a high tone.

"Mas, what the hell are you doing?" ask Nara

"Why? You are not polite with your husband." said Regan

"hiksss.. " Mahesa began to shed her tears. He was so shocked by the high tone of his papa.

"Whisper, snot boy!" jolt Regan, right in front of Mahesa. Of course, it made Mahesa cry.

"Sweety you are!" nara Tukas. He then took Mahesa to his room to sleep.

"cup cup. baby is bobo yaa." said Nara meekly.

Nara continued to rub the little boy's head, of course it made Mahesa very comfortable so he was very easy to fall asleep.

Nara, who felt her son was asleep, walked to the bathroom to clean his body.

After cleaning his body, he plans to go to bed with Mahesa. However, Regan prevents him from taking Nara into the living room.

"Let go, sick!" said Nara.

"Sit down!" regan's Letters.

"You why the mas? Suddenly angry like gini?" ask Nara who does not understand Regan's behavior.

'Sorry, but I prefer Anna over you.' Regan's inner self.

"Your gasuka suddenly went kayaking earlier" said Regan.

"Yes, I'm sorry mas." said Nara.

"Yes, next time don't repeat" Regan said.

"Why is there, why?" ask Nara.

"There's a little problem" Regan replied.

"Oh jaudah. Be careful" said Nara

"Yes, I'm leaving" said Regan. Then Nara nodded her head.

Regan immediately might snatch the keys to the car on the table.

While Nara, she is convinced that Regan did not go to the caffe branch. Instead, he will meet the woman who called him earlier. He wanted to follow Regan, but it was night time when he was afraid that Mahesa would suddenly wake up and look for him.

At last, Nara breathed out slowly. He tried to move his feet towards Mahesa's room.

There is a shady face Mahesa is sleeping with a fast. While Nara, she unconsciously shed her tears.

He could not reveal the truth. He is afraid if he has to go back to feeling the pain of losing. Indeed, loss is a sure thing, but is anyone ready to accept the destiny of loss?

Not just tears, but maybe wounds. Wounds on the beautiful memories that once passed. He remembered how happy the man was when he was with him. He remembered very well how the sweet speech that was thrown from his beautiful lips. And he still remembered how difficult it was to reach at this point.

After all the past wounds he went through, after the rough swearing every time he knew, and after the healing of the bruises and incisions. Will he ever get a wound that would traumatize him?

Trauma to find a replacement, whether it's a friend, friend, family or partner.

The great trauma of a word of friendship, where he was bullied all out in the middle of the room.

Deep trauma from the rope of friendship, where he felt tightness when the person he loved issued a harsh word that was able to incise a scar in his heart.

The greatest trauma of one meaningful word is 'family'. He still remembers how a mother finished him every night, and he remembers exactly where the scar lay. The nights he went through were filled with cries and moans in the mansion that scared him, even traumatized by the words 'family' and 'house'.

After some nicks of wounds he had in the past, will he be hurt again because of the word partner?

Should he be traumatized by a man? Even with the word love?

It is not easy to get to the point he is going through right now. Desperate and almost giving up he went through.

Didn't know if his happiness was only the age of corn.

***

Meanwhile, Regan who is now driving the car has arrived at the home of her lover, Anna.

Anna's face was visible when she saw the man in the main doorway.

"I'm going to go." said Anna with great enthusiasm. He immediately approached Regan and hugged the man.

"Hmm dong, not told to come in?" ask Regan. Sontak Anna also immediately outlined her embrace and then invited Regan to enter her house.

"What's the hem?" ask me, Regan is gentle.

"You buy this bag that." said Anna while looking at a branded bag for 1 M.

"Yes later I sell caffe branch to buy this bag well" said Regan.

"Promise dad?" whining Anna.

"Promise dong sayangg." said Regan as he peeked at Anna's head.

"Yeayyy thanks my dear husband." said Anna cheerfully.

"Together my beloved" said Regan.

Yep, Regan came to Anna's house on Anna's own orders. He wants Regan to buy him that branded bag. In fact, now Regan plans to sell the branch caffe.

It could be that the branch caffe was sold at a price of 1.2 M.

He immediately offered the caffe branch on social media. No need to wait long, many people are interested in buying the caffe. Until it arrived on a social media account called Roy Aileen Adhitama which offers the highest price among others.