Trouble Honey
Shake Heart

What Kelly said was right. Arthur was often struggling to change partners after he was rejected by Kelly. Although they have no status in their relationship, Kelly often asks for a ration and of course Arthur is happy to give it. They don't have a problem with who they slept with

perform unification. But this time it was a little different.

Considering Arthur had just slept with his student not too long ago, something in his mind seemed to insist on telling him that he could no longer return to his old life. He had no idea what was possessing him at the moment. But even so, the idea of sleeping with Kelly while her lips and body were still

given the taste of Silvana that was left behind. Arthur can't do it anymore.

“Stop, please.” This time he was with that woman. Trying to express his determination not to do anything further. He completely distanced Kelly's hand that was trying to reach him down there by clutching him tightly.

Look how sturdy Arthur's defense is. The woman took her hand off the man's grip immediately, then looked at Arthur in a way she couldn't define. He was really confused by Arthur's behavior that was out of his habit like this. Arthur looked back at Kelly, hoping that his eyes would confirm her and give her understanding without speaking.

“Oh I understand, Arthur,” muttered the woman. His tone sounded bored and annoyed at the same time. “This is enough to confirm me that you have finally found someone else.”

“What?” Hearing Kelly's comment, something ran through her spine. The uncomfortable move made the man go awry. “I don't mene—”

“Already, do not have to say reasons that only make me more miserable.” Kelly's voice sounded sad. He may be disappointed that this is the first time Arthur has turned him down. He could not even imagine the man would reject her like this. Kelly was confident that Arthur would continue to pursue him. But at this point it feels his super pede assumption that delay is no longer valid. “I understand that you've moved to another heart.”

Arthur shook his head, he could not justify the perception Kelly was telling him. Because for Arthur himself he still can not understand himself for now. Everything between them suddenly turned around. She knew Kelly as a perceptive woman, but it wasn't ridiculous. Why can others justify the feelings he has, when he who has a body and heart is not even more responsive and has not been able to digest everything well?

“No, it's not like that Kelly. I'm just—” Arthur is trying to protest the words of the woman who filled the niches of his heart. But his words were quickly broken by Kelly.

“If it's not what I thought it was. If that's not why you won't avoid my kiss or refuse my touch,”. “Your attitude to me shows that you are looking after someone's heart, don't underestimate me about this Arthur. Because I'm a woman of course I'm more sensitive to this.” He suddenly just showed a facial water filled with pleasure. His head bowed after Arthur stole a look at his completely disheveled face even the man saw tears dripping from him. In this situation of course Arthur does not know how to.

Facing a woman who is crying is the most confusing thing. He didn't hug her, couldn't touch her, not even words could Arthur speak. The man was only able to clench both his hands on the sides of the body. A woman was injured in front of him. But he could do nothing because the reason why the woman was crying was herself.

“It's my fault, I know it shouldn't be appropriate for me to tell you this. But... do you really no longer want me?”

“I'm sorry Arthur.”

Arthur is confused by what Kelly is saying. Guilt felt heavy for the man to shoulder. “Why are you apologizing? It's not your fault, okay? It's my fault for not being able to be firm on my feelings.”

“No. This is probably because I am Arthur. The reason why you feel worried about your own feelings is me,” Kelly replied. He looked at Arthur's face. “At that time I wanted to say that I wanted to be with you too.  I want us to be able to step into a relationship that is bound by status and can make us step again towards a serious commitment. I was wrong to think you wouldn't stop chasing me,

so I choose to hang us without any clarity. I realized that now I had made you wait too long. And I never let you get any closer to me unless I'm the first to want you. That's the kind of relationship we've had all this time, right?”

Kelly wished she had heard something more like a rebuttal. But the longer the wait for the hope that women have the more extinct. He knew he was too late now, he knew that perhaps this was the karma he had to draw for having left a sincere heart to him. But then again, Kelly hoped that she could hear an answer that could make her heart flower. She hoped that the man would deny it and say the word love as usual. He wished that the man standing before him was now the Arthur he knew. The figure of Arthur who always adored him with words of love and gentle treatment.

As for Arthur himself, he was busy struggling with his own heart. The man tried to string the words together and answered well. At least the kind of answer that wouldn't hurt them both. But it seems like the time Kelly gave her was too short. Once again Arthur had to see a smile

it was engraved in his crying face. It's bad! Say something Arthur. Say it and be a manly man. Yet…

“I don't think you really love me, Arthur.” Kelly's voice sounded sad. Arthur once again destroys the relationship that he thought would go smoothly towards marriage but then again, he might lose. “You only love the comfort you can get from me, don't you? We are two people who spend time as co-workers, complaining and sharing stories. We are both clearly no longer young women who have just been drunk with love. We are adults and we understand what we want and what we don't. The reason you want me is only because I can treat your loneliness. That'sthat's all. Knowing you were just using me I hesitated to accept your proposal for a date. Because back then I didn't have that kind of feeling for you.” Kelly breathed heavily. Then wipe away her tears. “But now that I have felt it, you have turned away from me and found a new patch of heart. Isn't that irony? Arthur right now I love you.” I guess Kelly clenched both of her hands. “But now you're not.”

“Kelly I—”

“Anyone who manages to shake your heart is a very lucky woman.” Then Kelly turned her back on Arthur and walked away without turning back. His face looks a little wrinkled.

He simply looked at Kelly's departure without any effort to pursue her as he should have done. But... whoever owns you? The words Kelly gave her were a little disturbing. And his feelings grew emptier the moment he tried to think about it.

Is it natural for him to fall in love with a young woman who in fact is his own student just because they slept once? It feels impossible and impossible!