Turns out My Husband was Awesome
Chapter 31 Ayana is different

Raphael was astonished to hear Ayana's words. What he said at this moment made him realize his mistake. 

He had already wasted his wife who was always by his side. Always pay attention to him. Unfortunately, she is still blind to what she says is love for Ruby.

Raphael was still standing inside Ayana's room. He realizes that he is guilty, but he does not want to if by reason of his mistake it makes Ayana along with other men.

"Go Raf, I'll take a shower now" said Ayana, who had walked away from him and turned her back.

Raphael turned to his wife. He looked at the back of his wife who seemed trying to toughen up.

"Ay, I beg you to forgive me. Everything you see is not necessarily–"

"I'm tired Raf. Hurry out" said Ayana, interrupting remarks from Tristan who tried to persuade her.

Ayana held back with all her might the pain that was squeezing her chest when she recalled what she had seen earlier. Which wife can see her husband holding another woman and making out with her at all times.

Although the relationship between Ayana and Rafael is not like other married couples, he still feels disappointed and hurt to see it.

Raphael sighed at her hearing the rejection from his wife. He walked slowly to the door of the room.

His hand was about to touch his wife's shoulder, but Ayana realized it. He immediately moved away and walked into the bathroom.

Rafael took a breath again. He stared disappointedly at the back of his wife who walked away from him.

Inside the bathroom, Ayana let out her grief. Again he cried without a sound.

Naturally he was very hurt and sad, this was the first time for Ayana. All this time he always stayed away from every man who expected his love because he was not ready to feel heartache. And now he feels it.

Ayana rubbed the rough tears that had soaked her cheeks without her will while saying softly,

"What am I doing? I don't have much time to dissolve in sadness. I need to get up and get my dream. I'll make you proud Father and Mother like I've been all along."

Repeatedly he inhaled a deep breath of air and slowly swallowed it to relieve his chest that felt tight.

After feeling more relieved and his feelings had improved, Ayana came out of her bathroom.

"Come Ayana, show that you are a strong woman who is not weak just with trivial things like that" said Ayana to encourage herself.

Ayana immediately took the clothes from the closet and replaced them. After that he walked out of his room towards the kitchen.

Ayana now strengthens her resolve not to fall for Rafael's seduction and charm. He really wanted to get Rafael out of his heart.

She did not dispute her status as the wife of Raphael. And she did not mind if she would become a widow at a very young age.

"What's the Bik's cooking?" tanya Ayana who just entered the kitchen and saw Bik Darmi was busy with some vegetables and kitchen spices.

"Eh Ayana's. This Bibik wants to cook the favorite vegetables of Young Master Rafael," replied Bik Darmi who subconsciously called Rafael as young master.

Ayanas forehead frowned at the name of the young master that Bik Darmi gave to Rafael. But, a few seconds later he remembered that Bik Darmi had often failed to call Rafael with that designation.

Maybe because it has been raised to be the son of Bu Rania and Pak Antonio, so Rafael was called the young master by Bik Darmi, Ayana said in her heart.

"Ayana help ya Bik," said Ayana while taking over the vegetables that are being cut by Bik Darmi.

"Are you not busy? If you have a job, you better do it first. Let all this work out. Bibik is used to doing it himself" Bik Darmi said gently and smiled at Ayana.

"Ayana's no job Bik. So it is better that Ayana help Bibik alone in the kitchen. If Bibik has any other work, Bibik better do it, let it be done quickly and Bibik can quickly rest," Ayana replied as her hands were busy peeling vegetables and cutting them.

Bik Darmi also agreed to Ayana's request. He left the kitchen affairs in Ayana's hands. While Bik Darmi completed other work.

After doing other work, Bik Darmi immediately returned to the kitchen to help Ayana.

Bik Darmi was surprised to see all the dishes were ready there. Even there is also a sambal whose aroma arouses the taste of everyone.

Ayana smiled and nodded her head at Bik Darmi while saying,

"Yes Bik. Afraid later if Bik Darmi wait finished. Sorry if it's not as good as Bik Darmi's cooking."

Bik Darmi smiled and rubbed Ayana's shoulders. She stared in admiration at Ayana who she thought was very worthy of being her master's daughter-in-law.

"Definitely delicious. From the aroma alone has been appetizing. Moreover, this, the sauce is loh, wuuuh. Bibik so hungry," said Bik Darmi while chuckling and pointing at the sambal that was in the cobek.

Ayana also laughed at Bik Darmi's words. Then he lifted some of the food menu while saying,

"Ayana take it to the dinner table, Bik."

Bik Darmi nodded his head. He also helped bring some of the remaining food menu there.

It turned out that it was at that moment that Rania and Antonio walked towards the dining table. He saw all the food that was on the table.

"Ayana, Rafael is still in his room?" asked Rania who was already sitting in her chair.

"Yes Ma'am," Ayana replied briefly with a smile and nodded her head.

"You call him. Tell him to get down quickly. Tell her Mama and Papa are waiting" Rania said gently and smiled sweetly at Ayana.

"Bik Darmi better call. Ayana still needs to prepare the others" whispered Ayana in Bik Darmi's ear.

"But–"

Bik Darmi's remarks were not resolved. She looked at Ayana who was looking at her with a longing face at her.

Bik Darmi moved from his place to call Rafael in his room.

After a while, Rafael is seen walking behind Bik Darmi. He sat in his usual chair. His eyes were always looking towards Ayana.

However, Ayana did not look at him at all. He ignores Rafael by pretending to be busy preparing everything at the dinner table.

"Where are you going?" rania asked when she saw Ayana leaving the room.

Ayana faced Rania and lowered her head while saying,

"I'm going to the kitchen, ma'am."

Rania breathed her breath. He felt something was wrong between Rafael and Ayana. Then he said,

"Well, why go to the kitchen? You eat here with us. Isn't this all your cooking? Let's enjoy together. You're our son-in-law."

Ayana smiled bitterly at the word son-in-law given to her. He turned his attention to Rafael and said,

"Sorry Mom, I'd better eat with Bik Darmi in the kitchen. Excuse me."

After saying that Ayana immediately walked towards the kitchen without giving Rania a chance to stop her.

Rania stared intently at Rafael and said,

"What's Rafael? Why isn't Ayana the usual? Why does he seem to be avoiding you? He won't even call you for dinner even though Mama ordered it."

Rafael breathed. He could not hide anything from his mother. Rania always knew what was going on with her.

"It's just Ma's misunderstanding" replied Rafael, bowing limp.

"Mama doesn't want to know. You have to return Ayana as usual" Rania threatened firmly.

"Oh, we better eat first. After the meal we discussed it again" said Antonio as his hand rubbed gently on his wife's back.