
..."If only one could see the good of the person when he made a mistake, then there would be no hatred in this world."...
...Emily Nelson's...
A car that can't be used anymore because the front is out of shape, Emily and Allen get out of there. On a motorist's deserted street, two people wait for Alex's invitation to bring her back home.
"Is it still painful?. " The loneliness that accompanied them without conversation made Allen think hard to melt the atmosphere.
" no. " Elmily shook her head in response to the question of her husband sitting next to her.
" I heard you've been traveling to Paris all this time. " Even though he hated Dawson, Allen still listened to his Papa's words about Emily. Because actually Allen wanted to know the state of his wife outside the house just that he was very selfish and preferred to be indifferent.
"I-iya Mas's. '' Paris. In an instant, Emily recalled Lewis's figure etched beautifully into her heart.
So many hard memories he forgot in his dream town along with his loved ones spent such a short time.
" Why Paris?. "
" Before I got married I should have gone there to continue my education. " For the first time Emily recounted her personal life because to the extent that their relationship was formed she never said anything other than her desire to be able to work outside.
"You decided to marry me and would rather marry me?." Not to the extent that his wedding day goes on, Allen only knows that he will marry the girl to make his wife Bella happy.
And now he just found out that married him, his wife made a lot of sacrifices.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Do you regret it?. ''
" Regretted? Wh-wh-what for? We live for today not for yesterday. " It is undeniable that Emily deeply regrets her decision to marry Allen. Because in this case he has to sacrifice many important things and including his happiness.
However, it was his Mama who was underlying all this and even he was able to give up his life if it was to be asked of him.
Such a big dream for himself, he buried it deep only to return the favor of Bella who had done so much for her family.
"We can't do anything to change the past. " If given the opportunity to change the past, Allen wants to change everything.
Allen would rather live with his Mama's shortcomings than have to live well but together with the person who had caused his Mama died.
"For what is regretted, we better not make mistakes in our steps this second so as not to regret later. "
" Is it wrong if I hate my Papa right now?. " The newly formed hatred for Dawson still stored affection for the person who took care of him from childhood.
"It's not easy to accept the truth that we didn't think was going to happen. However, from one great mistake was stored more than a thousand of his goodness. '' If only people could see the good of people when they make mistakes, there would be no hatred in this world.
'' Isn't that too heavy to accept?. "
"What can you do about this?. "
Wreaking all of this with drunkenness and rarely going home was a form of Allen's self-rebellion. He is not that kind of person and doesn't even like it. But circumstances have changed everything.
"I'm sorry Emily. " Subjecting his head indicates that he is regretting his actions.
"For what?. "
"For me who was never good to you."
"I cheated on you, too, Emily. " Honest words were thrown in Allen's mouth that felt faint to let out more words as an explanation. Because Allen was actually unable to reveal this truth but he still forced him not to bear the burden of guilt.
The affair that Allen was referring to actually never happened. Indeed, he was always accompanied by comfort women when he vented all his problems. However, when he will continue it on the bed he always remembers Bella's message to always look after Emily and not hurt Emily so he always failed in doing his actions.
As for Emily, she could only consider hearing the honest words of her husband that she did not expect to be uttered.
"Can we be together?. " Tell Allen because he felt that if he heard all this his wife would rethink to want to go back home with him.
"It's not a small matter that can be quick to decide. " Emily herself knew about the matter, but she realized that she also made mistakes in their relationship and it was worse than Allen by loving people who were not her husband.
The honesty that Allen expressed prompted Emily to come and tell the truth so that she did not feel guilty by harboring a big mistake in their relationship.
"I know Emily, and I'm ready if you choose to leave here. "
"We can decide all that when I say the other honesty. "
"I mean Emily?. "
"I love other people, Mom. " The key that was in Allen's hand and continues to play falls upon hearing the words of his wife who was so shocking.
"I've fallen in love with someone else right now. " It's definitely Emily
"Emily, you?. " Allen's body was upheld because her emotions were high
"I can't help my feelings, Mom. Hearing Mas Allen's honesty I felt like expressing honesty as well so as not to feel guilty. "
"When did all this happen?. " Little Allen
"I don't know for sure. However, that sense has suddenly appeared when we are very close. "
"You guys went to Paris together?. " Take a guess Allen
"Yes, we're together in Paris. "
"Emily?. " His hand Allen grasped perfectly until the muscles in his arm were seen.
"Now it was Mas Allen who decided to keep taking me away or leaving me here. " The question Allen had asked was now turning towards him.
"What should I do Emily?. " Don't know what answer he should take, Allen felt resigned.
" Let Mas Allen's heart and brain work. Take what looks possible and best for us. " Imily has resigned to what her husband will decide because he also understands what he did wrong.
" Everything is not compromising with me Emily. " Allen scooped his face rough with his eyes involved twinkling as if holding something back from getting out of there.
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