Unable to Survive
this sick

Cecil looks moody when entering his house, his smile seems to disappear somewhere.

Why not be so lethargic ? What is Non sick ? "Ask Mbo Ninsi" Cecil did not answer he continued to step up the stairs one by one to his room tampa as word.

Once inside he took off his bag and then thrown on the mattress, Cil why you bodo so people already know that Kak Azam does not like you still you hope ," said Cecil berated himself the tears now fall into his smooth cheeks, with a prone position on his mattress, and,

The flash of mass when Azam was about to go abroad now flashed again,

Two days before Azam left Cecil expressed his feelings all this time to Azam,

 Cecil who just came home from school still wearing his white gray uniform met Azam in his room.

tok..tok.tok , Brother Azam is Cecil allowed to enter ? Tanaya Cecil behind the door, ck ..wasn't she here right back here ? Azam said with his jutek, There is something I want to talk about " replied Cecil, I was busy said Azam was about to close the door but Cecil held it with his hands, just a moment ko Ka I promise, I promise,

Come in, but don't be long, yes just a moment ko, Cecil entered with a heart pounding fast, actually he was embarrassed but he also can not hold his feelings anymore.

What do you want to talk about ? Tanya Azam cold .

but Cecil just silently looked down my courage as if lost from him, hey why stay silent if you do not want to talk you just get out of here" said Azam expel Cecil with a little snapping,

Ceci raised his head in shock, Cecil likes Kaka, Cecil said withstanding embarrassment. Azam just smiled merehmeh right, do you like me, but I'm sorry I will never like your existing sam I hate the same you understand" Azam replied affirming his words, saying,

But why do you hate me so much when Kaka was so attentive and always there for Cecil ? " tanya Cecil - bata .

You don't need to know now but one day I'll tell you all your mistakes and I'll make sure you get a reply" Azam said with a raised corner of his lips,

And one more thing I let you in and out of this house it's just because Naira is like my mother who loves you so much, understand so now you're out of my room" Azam said opening the door for Cecil.

Good Cecil out, but Cecil promises one day Kaka will love me, " replied Cecil to run out of the room.

Cecil galloped down the stairs, back home.with tears running down his cheeks, Non why cry ? " ask Mbo yem to see Cecil crying .even he did not hear Mbo Yem reprimanding him his heart was really broken . As soon as he entered the room Cecil cried so - so , why did Kak Azam hate me so much? What's my fault, what ? Said her crying.

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Cecil turned his body to look at the ceiling of his room

After four years it turned out that I didn't change the same as I did, keep it cold . But why is this heart so stupid can not let go of this feeling even all this time I always miss him." said Cecil benguba position wake up tov sitting on the edge of the mattress.

Haaaaaaaa" cried Cecil inside his room trying to bring out the pain in his heart, I must not cry me the flow of ordinary behavior, calm Cil, calm , spirit

" cecil said encouraging himself, trying to smile lest your feelings make you look stupid.