Unable to Survive

Unable to Survive
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the next morning when Azam woke up he saw the clock how shocked he was when he saw the time showing at 05:00 am and that meant he didn't come home last night.


Azam hunted - hurried home to his house no longer care about Susan who was still asleep.


along the way Azam remembered Cecil ,


why did I fall asleep ? Cecil must have woken up I have to tell him if he "Azam hit the steering wheel confused car must answer what the same Cecil if asked later.


and sure enough when Azam arrived to find Cecil who was preparing breakfast. Azam breathed his breath closer to his wife.


Cook what dear" asked Azam looking nervous.


Cecil smiled sweetly, again cook food paforit Kaka," replied Cecil turn off the stove, then take a shower first new breakfast, we eat the same " said Cecil with a smile in force.


if so you wait it will not be long ko" said Azam walked quickly up to take a shower .


a few minutes later Azam descended into the dining room sitting quietly beside Cecil.


Kaka from where when Cecil woke up there was no suda and Kaka's car did not exist? cecil asks in hopes Azam will be honest with him.


sorry dear last night there was a sudden affair so Kaka left, I want to wake you up but you sleep very well so Kaka does not have the heart to disturb you sleep" Azam wailed Cecil's hand and kissed the back of his hand .


is there any important business what midnight is? it's about work and it's important that Kaka goes to meet Bagas at his house " replied Azam nervously.


I'm sorry, but I had to lie, I don't want to until you're out." Azam.


can't talk on the phone ? not can not but Bagas HP is not active " replied Azam ,


that's it" replied Cecil while holding back his tears, Cecil to the room first yes Cecil want to change clothes "Say Cecil held back crying so that his tears did not spill in front of Azam,cecil quickly stepped up the stairs.


Once in the room Cecil cried while walking into the bathroom and then turned the water shells so that the sound of crying was not heard by Azam when entering the room.


 Cecil you still shower? call Azam, do not see the existence of Cecil, when hearing the sound of water from the bathroom, Azam had to wait for Cecil while checking the work he would discuss at his meeting later.


Cil ,how long will you be late to the campus so I also have a meeting this morning" said Azam in front of the bathroom door .


Cecil came out past Azam, he took his clothes and put them on as if there was a sound,


then Cecil smeared powder, wearing the last liptin of his hair in pigtails .


Why are you dancing so beautiful ? are there activities on campus again? " question Azam saw Cecil's appearance from the top until take it .


There was no "answer Cecil jutek, Azam realized the attitude of his wife , Azam approached and hugged Cecil from behind sniffing his neck , why do you love ?


you still running about yesterday ? Tanya Azam thinks Cecil mara because of the masala at the restaurant .


Last sister I want to go Naira suda waiting " said Cecil released Azam's hand that was coiled in his stomach with a little rough.


Kaka no usa interracial Cecil ! Cecil wants to use his own car" said Cecil took his bag .


when about to open the door Cecil turned to Ara Azam ,


 The next time you want to go see him, Kaka is better to be honest than to lie like this" said Cecil, then turned back to open the door and ran down the stairs.


In Azam's room sitting limply on the edge of the bed, he still did not understand the intention of his wife's words, but he clearly saw the sadness on Cecil's face as he said those words.


does he know that I didn't see Bagas last night ? Azam shakes his head several times, but Cecil sleeps when I go and when he comes home he also looks ordinary" Azam's head feels dizzy thinking about everything.


Morning sir "welcome security" Morning Boss," Azam did not answer Bagas' words, Seeing Azam silent Bagas can guess there must be something that disturbs his mind.


in the elevator Bagas asked what other problems Azam faced this time, but Azam did not give any answers.


Boss, "call Bagas while opening the door of Azam's room, both enter Azam landing his ass on the sofah .


Boss why again this time ? Cecil was angry at me "Azam answered, closing his eyes ,


you guys making a fuss again ?" tanya Bagas sat next to Azam . yes "he replied.


not that your relationship is getting better but why can it be noisy again? this time because what masala ?


she saw me hugging Susan as we finished lunch, " she replied.


what , this time I do not know what to say to you again "said Bagas felt disappointed with his best friend .


it's just an understanding, Susan hugged me just as an expression of gratitude, no other meaning .


by hugging in front of a lot of rich people is what else in front of your own wife, what is it you deserve to do " said Bagas with great emphasis.


I didn't know that Cecil and Naira balan were there, and yet there was no element of misery - it all just happened "Azam still felt completely unwell.


so you mean if Cecil doesn't show up there you think it's right, you sala !


I know that's why I'm sorry about him and obviously everything, last night Cecil was fine , but this morning she was angry again with me and she didn't even want me to take her to the campus, she looked cold to me .


if I'm in the position of Cecil the one will definitely do the same "answer Bagas . you calm down first, take a breath , rilex because it will be tilted in a moment to do " said Bagas who did not want to interfere too deeply with the affairs of his Boss .


morning Boss, morning Gas "welcome Susan when you meet the two in front of the sloping room, morning San ,how are you feeling, more calm?" tanya Azam .


suda calmer, thank you for taking care of me last night" said Susan, fortunately in the room there were only three of them.


what do you mean ? did you sleep in the same place last night? " tanya Bagas was not out of thought with these two people in front of him.


Azam nodded, but we didn't do anything - don't you think first, that last night Susan needed help so I found her to make a snack but I fell asleep.


you don't think how Cecil would feel if he knew all of this, or don't - don't let him get away with this" Bagas said.


I don't know either, the night I went to Susan Cecil's place to sleep and this morning she didn't talk about it" Azam replied.


and you believe he doesn't know


you don't be so naive as a person, and you San should you realize your actions are sala ,


don't turn on Susan I'm sala because I went to tell Cecil .iya why it's like I'm sala anyway you're just an assistant here has no right to interfere in your boss's business" connect Susan .


suda we stop here do not discuss it again, you go to each other's seat on the come " said Azam when he saw another colleague approaching.