Unable to Survive

Unable to Survive
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in Cecil's room pacing - the rich mandir ironed his head as if to break his Mama's request like destroying the contents of his brain. How not her Mama asks her to marry Azam, a man she wants to forget who never cares about her feelings


π’”π’†π’ƒπ’†π’π’–π’Ž π’π’šπ’‚ π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’– π’Žπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’‚π’‡ π’Œπ’‚π’“π’†π’π’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’Žπ’ƒπ’Šπ’ π’Œπ’†π’‘π’–π’•π’–π’”π’‚π’ π’•π’‚π’Žπ’‘π’‚ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’•π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π’”π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’– , π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š 𝒔𝒂𝒂𝒕 π’Šπ’•π’– π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ 𝒂𝒅𝒂 𝒋𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒏 π’π’‚π’Šπ’ ," 𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒑𝒂𝒏 𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒓𝒂 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒋𝒆𝒅𝒂𝒉 π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’‰π’‚π’• π’Žπ’–π’Œπ’‚ π’Œπ’†π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’–π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’,


π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’Žπ’π’‰π’π’ π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’– π’Žπ’‚π’– π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’Œπ’‚ π‘Ίπ’‚π’Žπ’‚ π‘¨π’›π’‚π’Ž ! π’Žπ’‚π’Œπ’”π’–π’… π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’Œ π‘¨π’›π’‚π’Ž " π’•π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’ˆπ’†π’π’†π’π’ˆ- π’ˆπ’†π’π’†π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’†π’‘π’‚π’π’‚ π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’–π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’†π’π’‚π’‘π’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π’•π’Šπ’ƒπ’‚- π’•π’Šπ’ƒπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’…π’Šπ’“π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’‰ π’•π’†π’“π’π’†π’ƒπ’Šπ’‰ π’π’‚π’ˆπ’Š π’”π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’π’“π’‚π’π’ˆ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒋𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒔 - 𝒋𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’‰π’Šπ’π’‚ π’π’šπ’‚. 𝑴𝒂 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’Žπ’‚π’– π’Žπ’‚,π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’Žπ’‚π’”π’Šπ’‰ π’Œπ’–π’π’Šπ’‚π’‰ " 𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒑 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’•π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’ π’‚π’Šπ’“ π’Žπ’‚π’•π’‚.


π’Žπ’‚π’‚π’‡π’Šπ’ π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ " 𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒓𝒂 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’†π’π’–π’Œ π’‘π’–π’•π’“π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’•π’†π’ˆπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’‰π’‚π’• π’‚π’Šπ’“ π’Žπ’‚π’•π’‚ π’‚π’π’‚π’Œπ’π’šπ’‚ ,π‘΄π’‚π’‚π’‡π’Šπ’ π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’“π’†π’π’‚ π’†π’ˆπ’π’Šπ’” π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π’‰π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π‘¨π’›π’‚π’Ž π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’šπ’†π’π’‚π’Žπ’‚π’•π’Œπ’‚π’ π’Œπ’Šπ’•π’‚ π’”π’‚π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ, " 𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒑 𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒓𝒂 π’Šπ’Œπ’–π’• π’Žπ’†π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’Šπ’” π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’†π’π’–π’Œ π‘¨π’π’‚π’Œπ’π’šπ’‚ 𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒕. π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’‹π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’Šπ’” π’Œπ’‚π’šπ’‚ π’ˆπ’Šπ’π’Š ," 𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒑 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’Žπ’†π’π’†π’‘π’‚π’” π’‘π’†π’π’–π’Œπ’‚π’ π’π’šπ’‚ 𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’‰π’‚π’‘π’–π’” π’‚π’Šπ’“ π’Žπ’‚π’•π’‚ π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’π’šπ’‚,


π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’•π’†π’π’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒅𝒖𝒍𝒖 π’”π’†π’ƒπ’†π’π’‚π’“π’π’šπ’‚ 𝒂𝒅𝒂 𝒂𝒑𝒂 π’Œπ’†π’π’‚π’‘ π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’•π’Šπ’ƒπ’‚- π’•π’Šπ’ƒπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’Œπ’‚?


π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’– π’•π’‚π’‰π’–π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒔𝒆𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒂𝒓 π’Œπ’†π’“π‘’π’ˆπ’Šπ’‚π’ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’…π’Š π’‚π’Œπ’Šπ’ƒπ’‚π’• π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒉 π’•π’†π’Žπ’‚π’ π‘¨π’šπ’‚π’‰, π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’‰π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’π’ˆπ’ˆπ’–π’Œ - π’Žπ’‚π’π’ˆπ’ˆπ’–π’Œ π’•π’†π’“π’π’šπ’‚π’•π’‚ π’ƒπ’–π’Œπ’‚π’ π’„π’–π’Žπ’‚ π’Šπ’•π’– 𝒔𝒂𝒋𝒂 π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π‘Άπ’Ž 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒔 π’‹π’–π’ˆπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’Šπ’π’‹π’‚π’Ž π’–π’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’† π’ƒπ’‚π’π’Œ π’…π’‚π’π’‚π’Ž π’‹π’–π’Žπ’π’‚π’‰ π’ƒπ’‚π’π’šπ’‚π’Œ π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’ˆπ’–π’π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ π’”π’†π’“π’•π’Šπ’‡π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’• 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒏 π’”π’‚π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚ 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒖 π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’†π’•π’‚π’‰π’–π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ π’Œπ’†π’Žπ’‚π’“π’Šπ’ 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’•π’‚π’…π’Š π’‘π’‚π’ˆπ’Š π’‘π’Šπ’‰π’‚π’Œ π’ƒπ’‚π’π’Œ π’…π’‚π’•π’‚π’π’ˆ π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ π’Žπ’†π’π’šπ’Šπ’•π’‚ 𝑹𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒐 ,


π’–π’π’•π’–π’π’ˆ 𝑨𝒅𝒂 π‘¨π’›π’‚π’Ž 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’•π’†π’Žπ’‚π’π’π’šπ’‚ π’…π’Š 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒂 π‘¨π’›π’‚π’Ž π’Žπ’†π’π’–π’π’‚π’”π’Š π’‘π’Šπ’π’‹π’‚π’Žπ’‚π’ π’ƒπ’‚π’π’Œ π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π’…π’Šπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’– π’‹π’‚π’…π’Š π’Šπ’”π’•π’“π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ , π’Œπ’‚π’“π’†π’π’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’–π’π’ˆ π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’”π’–π’π’ˆ π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’Šπ’šπ’‚π’Œπ’‚ π’π’šπ’‚, " π’‹π’‚π’˜π’‚π’ƒ 𝑲𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒓𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒅𝒂 π’Šπ’π’•π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ π’•π’‚π’Žπ’‘π’‚ 𝒂𝒅𝒂 π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’…π’Šπ’•π’–π’•π’–π’‘ π’•π’–π’•π’–π’‘π’Š. π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’‘π’‚π’”π’•π’Š 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂 π’Œπ’‚π’ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’Žπ’–π’π’Œπ’Šπ’ π‘²π’‚π’Œ π‘¨π’›π’‚π’Ž π’Žπ’‚π’– π’”π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ 𝑴𝒂𝒉" 𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒑 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ . π’Œπ’ π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’–π’‚ π’ƒπ’Šπ’„π’‚π’“π’‚ π’ƒπ’†π’ˆπ’Šπ’•π’– ? π’…π’Šπ’‚ π’”π’†π’π’…π’Šπ’“π’Š π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’π’ˆπ’π’Žπ’π’π’ˆ π’π’‚π’π’ˆ π’”π’–π’π’ˆ π’”π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’‚, π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š 𝑴𝒂.


π’Žπ’‚π’‚π’‡π’Šπ’ π‘΄π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’”π’‚π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ " π’Œπ’‚π’”π’‚π’π’“π’‚ π’Œπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’‚π’π’Š π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’‚π’‡ . 𝑴𝒂𝒉 π’ƒπ’†π’“π’Š π’˜π’‚π’Œπ’•π’– 𝒃𝒖𝒂𝒕 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’‘π’Šπ’Œπ’Šπ’“ π’Šπ’π’Š π’Žπ’‚π’”π’Šπ’‰ 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’”π’–π’π’Šπ’• 𝒃𝒖𝒂𝒕 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ 𝑴𝒂𝒉 π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’Œπ’†π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’‚π’“ 𝒅𝒖𝒍𝒖. π‘ͺπ’†π’„π’Šπ’ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’…π’Šπ’“π’Š ,π’ƒπ’†π’“π’π’‚π’“π’Š π’Žπ’†π’π’‚π’Šπ’Œπ’Š π’•π’‚π’π’ˆπ’ˆπ’‚.


haaaaaaaa, cried Cecil frustrated, what exactly wants him, not her he hates me but why would he marry me, no, no this must be something wrong I have to go to Om Handoko's house, " said Cecil, finally out of the house to Naira's house,


Night Non please enter, as the security guard opened the fence.Cecil ran into the house tampa knocking door nyelonong enter just like that, the night Auntie " said Cecil when he climbed the stairs he met with Samita, cil Night, ' night ,


why hurry up dear, sorry aunt wants to see Kak Azam he's in the room right aunt?


But Azam has not come home if Naira is in his room is there what why is your face tense like this ? Samita asked astonished, usually Cecil directly to Naira's room instead looking for Azam.


Not yet home yes .if so Cecil to the room Naira aja deh .makasih aunty " said Cecil continued his steps up the stairs.


there-there was a child" said Samita down the stairs,


What the hell is Mah ko's face so rich? Ask Handoko who also came home,


Let alone, he just returned home must still miss his friend, "said Samita, we over aja deh" invited Handoko to embrace his wife, "said Samita,


samita went back up the stairs with her husband,


Mama earlier why bengong to not see Mas enter the house, Mama just wonder the same Cecil, wonder why.? That was him looking for Azam to run up the stairs, his face also looks panicked . Answer Samita.


what's strange Ma , mama taukan the child is always excited , let alone at most he wants usilin the azam again rich first.


Yes also yes, now Samita smile - smile is not clear. Handoko was surprised to see his wife,


Mama why mala smile rich that is, not Mas mama just thought try Cecil so our daughter-in-law Mama must be happy she is good, beautiful , polite again, " said Samita berandai if.


Mama can be a mate so that God takes care of it but may also have the idea of Mama later we ask Azam first deh . Who knows he wants to be in the same mate Cecil "Handoko helped support, Mas shower first yes, yes there Mas smell of sweat" said Samita closed his nose, but he did not take a bath,


Handoko enters the bathroom , Ma wants to take a shower together not" said Handoko raised her eyebrows teasing his wife when she was about to close the door. Mas shy of old is also still a flirtatious, "answered Samita, sure Mah , teased again. Take a shower or Mama put on a pillow.


In Naira's room, Cecil just stood by the window staring at the pool, Naira who saw him was surprised to see his best friend so quiet.


Cil , what problem do you have exactly ? dong story, we've long since you've closed something with me, "finally Naira tried to ask him he did not want the relationship kaka and Cecil getting runyam, he said,he believes it has something to do with Azam.


Naira took a deep breath, turned towards Naira, Nai if I was your sister-in-law would you not? Cecil asked, Naira opened her mouth to hear Cecil's words, trying to digest whether she heard wrong or not.


Hoi mouth is closed later there are mosquitoes that enter" naira replex shut his mouth ,


what did you say? Naira instead asked instead of answering, I said you agree that I did not ask you Kak Azam" Cecil replied absent to the bed.