Unable to Survive
panicked

Cecil arrived at his father's tomb, and he knelt hugging his tombstone,

Aya I miss Daddy, Cecil butu Dad, I miss you,

why is Cecil living like this ?why Dad

what if Cecil hopes to get someone like Dad and Papa Handoko.

I just want Kak Azam can love me like Daddy loves Mama or like Papa who loves Mama Mita so much" Cecil took out his uneck in Bram's grave,

while Azam and Naira are still looking for Cecil because Cecil did not come home to them ,

Our brother just went home who knows Cecil went back there" said Naira mereasa anxious,

This is all because of Kaka, you have to apologize as Cecil, Kaka suda many made Cecil cry" said Naira .

kaka suda said this is all just understanding, you just shut up don't make my head more dizzy .

I know there is a masala among Kaka the same Cecil you tried to hide all this time , I used to see Cecil crying on campus ,even at the beginning of your business I have found Cecil locked himself in the toilet while crying, even he did not focus in class he was often seen mirung .

But every time I asked, he always answered that there was nothing he never shared his grief with anyone. but seeing the cheeriness of the end of this I can feel that your relationship is getting better it makes me also feel happy two people that I love can accept each other but today I was right disappointed with Kaka.

Azam was speechless he remembered the moment - one he so wickedly treated his wife.

sorry Kaka Nai " said Azam Liri.

Kaka don't apologize to me but apologize to Kaka's wife, she's a good woman patient and sincere same Kaka ,if Mama and Aunt Sanra knew all this, I'm sure they'd be very sedi.

Nai, I beg you not to let them know especially Mama Cecil I do not want more pain. Hhhmmm" answered Naira who also worried about the health of Kasanra.

After Azam ran into Azam's house immediately entered, what is it ? Kasanra asked to see her son-in-law Azam and Naira running.

Mama, is Cecil in room ?" Ask Azam .

Cecil is not here "the answer . Nai, what's the matter, why are you looking for Cecil ? ask kasanra worry .

No ko Ma, I think Cecil suda got here, because he's permission to go back here Azam , eat Azam work straight here" Azam replied nervously.

try to contact him who knows he went straight home because you guys first, was it on campus you were not bereng the same Cecil ? I came home early Auntie so don't know where Cecil is" Naira answered forced to lie.

Not adopted by Ma" said Azam after calling his wife but still not adopted.

Cecil who was on his way home, still shedding tears, saw repeated calls from Azam but he did not want to lift it first.

Aunty I turned back because I wanted to take a bath "part Naira, brother I was exhausted yes, Kaka do not panic " whispered Naira. Azam nodded.

Ma, I went upstairs first yes "say Azam up the stairs. What are they really masala ? " kasanra was worried about her daughter let alone seeing the panicked look of Azam and Naira.

Cil , I'm sorry why you didn't answer my call, nor did you read my message .

Cil I know I'm sala, but don't get rich gini is just sala understand, I was trying to love you and miss Susan" said Azam Masi contact Cecil.

An incoming call from Naira.Azam immediately picked him up ,

    hello Nai what's wrong? Brother Cecil is at your house I just talked to him " replied Naira from across the phone"

Azam turned off his call he ran out of room , Ma I said back home first Cecil not so here he was at home" said Azam the same in-laws, his father-in-law, yeah but you had dinner just got home,

Maksi Ma, I eat in the same room as Cecil, I say "Azam kissed the back of his in-laws.

Cecil sat leaning against the bed, Azam's shadow hugging another woman pictured in his memory . Who's the girl? is there any connection with him with Azam ? " Cecil asked himself.

Cecil took his phone and saw a photo of Azam and himself "clear grains on his cheeks ,

does loving Kaka have to be this sick?

Cecil, cried Azam who arrived at his house.

Azam opened the door and saw Cecil lying down with a blanket covering his body.

Cil, do not pretend - pretend to sleep let's talk first listen to my explanation . Cecil doesn't flinch ,

I beg you not to be silent gini style "pinta Azam opens the blanket that covers his wife's body.

Azam saw Cecil's eyes red from crying, Azam felt sad because it made Cecil cry again.

Azam stroked Cecil's cheeks and told him to face him.

Cecil got up and sat down, who is that woman? Ask Cecil again, didn't I say he was my friend.

then why did you hug rich earlier ?Cecil asked Kaka to be honest with me.

she's a friend of Kaka High School, she's currently in a masala so Kaka helps her ,

But why should she hug Kaka ? Cecil again asked, 'So sorry about that, I ask you not to be rich gini again play go away if there is masala" said Azam hugging Cecil.

You are just friends, is there no relationship - what between you ? there is nothing we are just friends, Boss and kariawan no more" Azam replied taking off his arms wailing both cheeks Cecil .

So he works in Kaka's office?" Azam nodded, since when ? it's only been a week.

there's nothing you're hiding from Cecil ? and what's his name ? her name is Susan ,

did I bole direct acquaintance with him ? " question Cecil felt like something was stuck inside

his heart.Tomorrow I know him as you ,

Don't mara again, Kaka promised Mama you to take care of you and try to keep our marriage so I hope you help me fulfill my promise" Azam said

stand up from sleep.

Where are you going ? Ask Cecil, just want to take this I'm thirsty, Azam poured water into a glass .

Brother, where is Cecil's position in Azam's heart?" ask Cecil .

Why are you asking like that? " answered Azam to bed. Cecil just wants to know Cecil's position in Kaka's life.

you are my wife and my responsibility" Azam replied. After hearing Azam Cecil's reply trailing his back to Azam who looked at him, pulling back his blanket to the waist .

You are angry, I sleepy " replied Cecil closed his eyes.Azam took his breath and exhaled and then went to lie down in the same blanket with Cecil.

so he thinks I'm just a responsibility and then where is the love he said some time ago " said Cecil in his heart, he just pretended to sleep.

Azam's phone rang with a call coming in, Cecil opened his eyes to see who was contacting his husband late at night .

seeing Azam woke up Cecil again closed his eyes, who called why he had to leave the room" said Cecil slowly when Azam left the room.

Azam [hello]

Susan [help me Zam]

Azam [what is it ?you why? hello San, Susan ]

Azam kept calling Susan but there was no answer there was only a crying voice from across the phone, frantically mixed with Azam's worries to get back into the room to retrieve his car keys .

Azam glanced at his wife and left,

Azam was carrying his car at high speed, Azam was afraid of something happening to Susan.

so worried you are the same to Kaka go tampa say goodbye to me even tampa care about your own safety" from the window Cecil can see how Azam said his car.

Cecil wiped his tears, did not bole cry Azam sister must have had a reason for this, from there she must have told me everything "Cecil tried to think positively on her husband.

Susan opened the door "Azam knocked on Susan's apartment door many times.

hey man don't be noisy bothering people to rest" shouted someone from the next door.

Sorry " said Azam. Azam called Susan's number. Azam "said Susan, why are you ?

I'm afraid Zam " said Susan to tears .

afraid of who? my husband called me he didn't want to split he would threaten me to kill me if I didn't drop the divorce lawsuit in court.

I'm afraid of Zam" Susan said, hugging Azam.

you calm down first, don't be afraid I will protect you" Azam replied to Susan's embrace .

thank you for taking care of me and sorry for bothering you in the middle of the night your wife must be angry again .

he was sleeping I did not have time to say goodbye to him, now you sleep again only here you are safe in this place is not arbitrary who can enter " said Azam helped Susan back to her room.

you go back to sleep, don't come home and I'm still afraid" Susan held Azam. Yes I will take care of you until you sleep "Azan sits next to Susan.