Unable to Survive
a new beginning

mornings

Cecil rubbed his eyes back-to-back times, Brother Azam "his grunts but why is it here? I think Cecil Cecil tried to remember it oh yes last night ! finally Cecil remembered how Azam could fall asleep in his room.

Cecil woke up and sat down, still confused by everything else when he remembered Azam's speech last night, was Kaka's speech last night right? cecil said softly while looking at her husband who was still asleep.

pray, mending me take a bath first new it's kedapur to cook. Cecil went into the bathroom cleaning his body after he finished changing his clothes in the bathroom because there was Azam outside .

where's he going ? That feeling of sleeping ? Munkin suda back in his room " muttered Cecil "when Cecil took a bath Azam woke up feeling the bed but Cecil suda was not beside him "it seems like he was again in the bathroom mending I shower too .

In the kitchen, Cecil opened the kulakas and took the eggs, sausages, and cayenne pepper this morning he just wanted to cook fried rice only which he thought was simple and fast

Cecil managed all the materials he had prepared his hands to see linca memainnkan spatula .Hhhmmm fragrant" he said as he inhaled the aroma of fried rice while putting it on the plate .

Azam who was neat in his office suit was seen down the stairs he reached Cecil but Cecil did not realize his existence with a slight bow , Azam brought his head closer to Cecil's ears

Cook what ? " as Azam asked "Cecil looked aside at how surprised he was to see Azam so close to him Cecil held his breath for a second.

seeing Cecil just shut up Azam repeated the question" Cil you cook what?tanya Azam melangaka beside Cecil, ma-sa-k nasi goreng , replied Cecil the brick . Why is there only one plate. Cecil rounded his eyes, then looked down again trying to regulate his breathing, Kaka meant?

where do I do it? Cecil was confused because this time he only cooked one portion sorry Kak Cecil made it just one because usually Kak Azam did not want to eat Cecil's cooking " replied Cecil in a soft voice.

But Kaka can ko eat this rice I have not fixed at all" continued Cecil quickly, his face was panicked sliding the plate in front of Azam .

Azam, seeing the panic of his wife's face feeling so scared Cecil to her up to this sweetness, Azam's chest as if pierced something Seeing Cecil, when about to stand Azam held his shoulder lead him back to sit.

sorry Cecil Kak ,Cecil did not know that Kaka wanted breakfast here so Cecil made it a little" said Cecil bowed his head, but the rice was right I had not set ko , Cecil stood up from his chair.

 Kaka please sit down while backing down one rare Cecil back in the room first, Cecil turned his legs quickly Azam pulled Cecil's body into his arms.

 Cil, are you afraid of me? Is it so evil that I have been with you until you are like this? " ask Azam .

Cecil did not answer, he was like dreaming . Cil why are you silent. Azam took off his coiled hand on Cecil's body turning Cecil's body, Little did not hold his head he remained with his position, there was fear in his heart.

Sister, I'm sorry I don't hit Cecil again " said Cecil when he saw Azam's hand raised, with his voice almost crying.

Who wants to hit you? Azam hugged Cecil again. Azam tears his eyes hear the words of his wife he realized for three months to be a husband he never be gentle to his wife always just scolded him, He will only be gentle when visiting his family besides that there are only insults that run from his mouth. Cil, I'm sorry I promised you I'd fix everything

I'm sorry we started all over again, I promise I'll try for this deal. Cecil cried even more when he heard Azam's words, his mind could not digest Azam's words

why are you crying ?I know I'm too outrageous not to be forgiven but I beg you to give me one chance to fix our marriage? Cecil was unable to make a sound anymore he just nodded in Azam's embrace "affirming Azam's wish. So you want to give me a chance ? Azam is now looking into Cecil's eyes and Cecil is smiling I'll give you a chance .

Makasi, "Azam answered removing Cecil's tears with his thumb, Azam's touch made Cecil's heart warm up his heartbeat can not even be counted speed. The scent of Azam's body pierced his inrapencium.

 Last sister I want to be ready - ready to go to campus " said Cecil . You finish your meal first new to campus, Kaka only eat me full" replied Cecil lying. How the story can be full to eat just not yet ,

 Come on you sit down again, finish eating first ! said Azam clasping Cecil hand . iiiyya Kak" Cecil was so nervous treated sweetly by Azam . heart please kejama mama don't be cheesy this pounding chentila hands also use gini trembling , to be ashamed that Azam heard my heartbeat" Cecil continued to speak in his heart.

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at the office .

Azam, enter his office with a different aura looks a smile that adorns his lips All who see him feel astonished by his attitude, Mr Azam looks different ? whispered clening cervix to her partner, yes this morning she smiled .

Boss , this morning the roof is not flat rich usually "whispers Bagas , Azam did not respond he continued the scale entered the elevator with Bagas beside him.

in the elevator Azam's smile did not fade in the slightest, Boss why ? What Boss Sala taking Medication "ask Bagas .

plaque .. Azam's palm landed on his head, boss why hit me? ask Bagas while rubbing the back of his head, 'Then you think I'm crazy what .

Bagas laughed at his boss's words.The elevator door opened, Azam quickly walked into his room he was a little upset with his assistant The street boss do not be fast - quickly "saw Bagas who just walk leisurely. Kariawan who looked at the familiarity of the Boss and his assistant smiled themselves to be an interesting thing in the eyes of the workers in the big company.

Boss why stay with me anyway? I will want to be in the same gang as Mr. Azam who is handsome what else when smiling rich earlier, this heart melle become " said Bagas teasing his Friend.

What do I want to do with this pair of ears" said Azam lesal, but Bagas was not afraid at all

Boss, dong's story why did the boss this morning look more alive then? Bagas asked while sitting in front of Azam ,

has he not lived all this time? but makasi ya " said Azam . for ? Bagas looked confused, Iya makasi thanks to your words Stive the relationship I have with Cecil is better now" said Azam sincerely.

itula is good for friends, so you are the same Cecil now so better dong? He said it's good but I think about it I'll try to accept him and forget my hatred for Cecil and learn to forget Susan" Azam replied. Thankfully, the Boss finally realized that from the beginning I was actually sure that the Boss would be able to open his heart again to Cecil.

You mean open your heart back ? gini ni Boss you remember not when we were as old as 8th class or 9th class that's when Cecil jatu from the bike because he was disturbed by the same little boys around your house ,Boss mukulin kid who bullies Cecil , even carrying him home " said Bagas", but it could be " replied Azam confused .

what is it that you don't even care about Naira who was injured at that time was just as rich as Cecil. that's the sign that the Boss cares a lot about Cecil from the past?

It's still small ', Try de kamua remember "remember your childhood you must have found the answer.