Villainess' Giving Up
The Pain of Rejection of Love

“Why are you here?” Aria, who had ordered her driver to stop, got out of the car when she saw Arkas standing at the gate of the Suan family-owned company building.

“True, it turns out you're here.” Arkas' once calm face turned irritated. He who was standing, leaning against the wall of the guard post as it began to approach Aria who had ordered her driver to stay away from them.

“Don't we just go inside, I know the famous cafe in this place?”

“No need, here only.” Reject Arkas fast, the man now starts moving closer to Aria. “kau.”

“Hm,” Aria nods her head quickly interrupts the sentence Arkas is about to throw. “I did it, I did it too, it's up to you to judge me how, hate it even if I don't care.” Then answer Arkas's unresolved question.

On the side of the highway, in front of the entrance gate of the building towering above the sky, in the hustle and bustle of vehicles passing by, the two of them clashed with views.

“Why?”

“I just want you to be happy?, isn't Ren the only hope you have for survival and I like you for helping you get it, so accept it or not, it's your business.” Aria reluctantly talks to Arkas again, he starts to step towards his car that has been parked in a better place.

“stop saying you love me or like me!” the voice of Arkas' command stopped Aria's steps and made her turn back but now she is seen standing in the middle of the entrance to the gate.

“Huh,” Aria sighed, she looked tired to relate to the man before her. He thought, if only he did not have that strange feeling, for sure, he would not want to get out of the car and waste time talking to the man before him, “then make me your friend, I just want to be close to you, why is it so hard for you to accept me?

Aria throws her request and moves forward towards Arkas again when a car slides out from inside the building gate.

“You know I'm a man don't you?”

Arkas lowered his head for a moment, then turned his body towards the trees on the edge of the road.

“Silicy question.”

“You are a woman, and also very rich. You know?, I know very well the nature of some rich people. It is impossible for such a person to be good friends with someone like me without any particular purpose, and I have felt it.”

“So you were once rich then had such a nature and now even blame me, you think all rich people are just like you.” Welcomed Aria quickly, feeling a little unacceptable with a statement made by Arkas.

“Therefore I keep watch so as not to suffer any more, I want to remain in my own Zone, I do not want to be friends with you, I want to be friends with you, I'm also afraid if that crazy feeling suddenly reappears then I'll love you, then my life suffers even more.”  Arkas immediately turned around, he turned towards Aria again and smiled wryly after being relieved to throw his thoughts all this time to Aria.

“Ahhh, Such logic.”

“If I am given a chance to go back in time, I prefer not to know what is called love,” Arkas sighed, he looked up at the sky and pocketed both hands, he said, he smiled and looked back at Aria. “Stop bothering Rena again, Aria. I'm really unhappy with what you've done.” Then make his request.

“Are you stupid?, he's in your grasp but you're willing to let go, silly. I'm telling you, I just want you to be happy to have it..”.

“When you feel a sense of rejection of love, you have no choice but to endure. Your life is at a point of error. You will be in pain when you see the person you love happy with someone else, and much more in pain when you see the person you love suffering.” Arkas was stunned, his eyes looked red when he looked at Aria's face that looked surprised, “You,” he gritted his teeth for a moment, “have you ever felt such excruciating pain when you saw your loved ones suffer?, if you never, then please, please, stop interrupting our lives because you'll never understand how we feel. I'm sure right now you're just obsessed with love and never understand it one bit.” Arkas passed after being satisfied to throw all his heart to Aria who looked dumbfounded by his words.

Thinking back, he repeated all the memories stored in his brain then said : “Do I really love Suan?” muttered Aria began to cry for her actions in the past while stepping limped when the car driven by her driver came over.

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“Ha?” Suan smiled wryly, she took off the headset she was wearing and stood up before stopping the meeting that morning and then walked away quickly.

“Suan!” leaving his friend and also the meeting participants who were very confused to see the strange behavior of their leader.

Keep going, “so you never loved me?” then murmured furiously to get to his room and then threw the body on the sofa and put one hand on the closed eyes and put the other on his athletic stomach. “Then what about your efforts so far?” he continued muttering and remembering the past, very furious.

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“Aria, you know it dangers?”

“Didn’t you hear me?, get out.” Aria tightened the grip of a flower vase in hand. 

In her classroom, all of the female friends were tense when they heard the argument between the woman and Suan, until she grabbed the vase and moved back towards Suan who was seen standing up, looking at him full of annoyance.

“Aria, please.!”

“Won’t you out?”aria shouted loudly to one of her schoolmates, surprising the rest of the class that day.

“Stop Aria!, I'm tired of all your behavior.” Suan clasped her hands tightly, refraining from hitting Aria's face that suddenly appeared and scolding her was filled with emotion.

“I told you not to go why did you leave? , that woman, why were you with her?” aria snapped angrily, still asking questions of her jealousy.

“Let’s go, it’s not okay to be here.” The voice of a friend of Aria was heard inviting her other friends to go out of class that day, leaving the two people who were still fighting there.

“Don't I tell you, I'm just rescuing.”

“Then why do you have to carry it?,” Aria snapped back remembering Suan's behavior to one of the students at their school.

“Aria, she's hurt..”.

“You think I believe you, you think I'll believe.”

Tarrr....

“Aria, no!, Suan, Everybody help.”

“You satisfied?” Suan growled, leaving Aria who was still standing angrily after smashing a ceramic flower vase into Suan's head until it hurt and bled.

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“Suan, I want caviar.”

“Aria, you don't see I'm studying, why don't you go alone?” Suan, who was sitting in her library chair holding a book, was made sultry by Aria's request earlier which bothered her. 

“I don't want to be alone, I just want to be with you.”

“Aria think, tomorrow the exam will start.”.

“I just told your dad.” Bakkkk...

Suan slammed the book he was holding, he looked so furious but still he held it.

The man who was emotional began to step up to Aria's wishes and left his books just like that.

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“Auntie, why did Uncle hit Suan?” asked Aria who had just arrived at the man's house.

“They only practice karate.” Suan's mother led Aria not into the family room at that time,

“How can I learn if you keep forcing me to obey Aria's orders?” Bakkkk.. 

“Aibi!” suan's shout sounded along with the sound of hand blows, it suddenly made Aria stop and turn towards the source of the sound.

“You think it's easy to make money Haaa?, you just study and obey Aria's request and your mother can live luxuriously in my house and not have to live on the streets, you think, who do you dare to fight me, .. you and your mother, should I put you back in the orphanage?” maki Suan's father is hard.

“Auntie, what did uncle say that was?”

Aria, who was flinched, started to step on her feet to get closer.

“Aria, leave them alone, you don't want to see the gift Suan bought for you huh?”

Suan's mother forced Aria away from the place.

“Am I not your flesh and blood?”

Suan's voice was soft, perhaps the man was in pain at that moment.

“Then since you are my flesh and blood, I still let night women like your mother stay in my house.”

Aria turned around, she let go of Suan's mother's embrace which had stopped stepping and endured the pain in her heart over her husband's humiliation.

“Uncle, what are you doing?”

“Aria you're coming?”

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“Hiks hikss, “ Aria keeps crying.

“Aria, what's wrong with you?” even ignoring the call of his mother who looks worried to see the cry of his daughter. “what's wrong with him?”aria's mother continued to a servant who opened the door for the woman.

“I don't know, madam”

“Doni!” aria's worried mother rushed to the driver of Aria to ask about her daughter at the time.

Meanwhile, Aria continued to walk up to the door of her room and opened the object and entered.

After closing the door, he sat leaning there and cried recalling all his memories of Suan all along.

He felt guilty, he realized that he deserved to be hated by the man if only he did not remember the words thrown by Arkas, before.

It hurts, his heart starts to realize Suan's suffering all along and he starts to hate himself which has made Suan live a tormented life.

“Suan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Suan."