Villainess' Giving Up

Villainess' Giving Up
The Tormented Inner


Two faces, that's what he has.


One gentle face is used to attract the attention of others and another is the Original face that sometimes not many people will accept.


Using whatever face he had, it was completely useless for him to speak to the man who had now stood up and looked at him full of hatred.


How else, Aria also recalled that her behavior a few days ago had caused Arkas to be increasingly shunned by the woman he loved.


“Why are you coming again?” The question sounds like a denial of presence. Arkas who has been wearing neat clothes to meet the work call even looks so uncomfortable looking at Aria's face for too long.


Her pretty face despite not wearing makeup due to the rush to come to the place of the oval-faced man with slightly raised hair bangs as well as hair that she might have cut neatly for fulfilling the work call, it looks flat and cold because the woman does not like the question that has just been said by a tall but thin man in front of her.


“Taaraa, I've come, Arkas.” Aria ignored the man's question, a beautiful woman with naturally straight hair and strands of black hair and sometimes mixed with blonde color has turned her cold face into a face full of joy.


Soon he came closer and closer, then accidentally looked at the area of the house that is no longer filled with junk goods, “Go!” but, baby, he was expelled again.


“You've sold everything?” not caring about the expulsion, Aria instead asked to avoid the embarrassment and self-esteem that had been underestimated by the selfless man, according to her.


Morning that should be bright, that day even make Arkas mood upset and emotion, “Go!” Arkas continued to chase away, his voice even slightly hardened back then.


“Where do you want to go?, how about I drive you?, Hm, all of you, I'll treat you to breakfast if you still haven't eaten this morning.” As if nothing had happened, with a thick face, Aria continued to pretend to be a good person to prevent Arkas from being in danger.


“You didn't hear me huh?”


Arkas who had been walking and followed by Aria, turned his body and clenched his hand to refrain from acting carelessly towards Aria who he thought was very annoying.


“No, I don't want to go. I, um.” Aria is stunned, she looks averted to not see the face of Arkas that he really does not like. ”I still want to be with you.” Aria continued to give a gentle smile with a forced though her eyes still did not want to return Arkas' gaze.


“You,” Arkas turned around then stepped quickly, “ absolutely..” He no longer had much time to serve any of Aria's behavior back then.


“I Aria, you must remember my name from now on because I will always be present when you need.” Aria ran after him, although she was not used to running in high heels.


The alley was not too crowded, there were even many houses that were still empty because there were no buyers, and again, there were many houses that were still empty, the housing where Arkas lives is in the suburbs that are a little further from the center and then to get into the place from the highway also takes a long time, therefore, it takes a long time, it is rare for residents of the city to buy a house there.


“I don't need you.” Answer ketus Arkas still walking out the alley followed by Aria who was seen running around a little, trying to accompany him.


“I don't care if you don't need me, I just need to be with you and that's enough for me.”


"Truly shameless." Arkas insulted her back and Aria had prepared herself to accept it. Although he had felt hurt and stopped his steps, but did not want to feel the horrible feeling again, he repeated his small run to continue to go hand in hand with Arkas back, and he did not want to feel the terrible feeling, preventing the man from boarding the city bus.


Continuing to step foot until Aria's heels hurt because it was so far away to get to the highway according to her, Aria was a little relieved because Arkas no longer drove her away.


They walked past the tall and thick grass on the outskirts of a lonely, homeless road. Only sometimes motor vehicles that pass by passing by, sometimes also seen cars passing on the road that is not wide, but can only be counted with the fingers of the vehicle passing through them.


Arkas's pace was really fast, so Aria was sometimes forced to stop, hold back tired and run back to chase after him.


Aria is not used to walking for too long even though she often exercises in the garden next to the house every few days.


Critt..


A motor blocked Arkas's steps, "Arkas, who is he?, could it be your lover?" a male motorcyclist began to ask so curious about what he saw earlier. 


It looks like the man is a neighbor in Arkas housing.


"Not.” Arkas replied, his voice was heard and the man immediately moved back to avoid the motor that blocked his path, and stepped foot again quickly.


“You're her lover?” this time the biker asked Aria who was about to walk after Arkas.


"True.” Aria replied casually, then started to step back.


“You,” Arkas growled, he felt played.


Aria who did not want to bear the shame of being mistaken for a stalking woman, inevitably, uttered the lie.


"I to.ka ..sih.mu.” Aria repeated her words so that the bikers were more convinced that they were lovers and thought that they were both fighting.


"God, your lover is very beautiful,” Motorist praised, he looks so idle beautiful face and tall body wrapped in a long-sleeved shirt and plain black pants. The clothes were deliberately Aria used because she knew that for sure, she would be in a hot place with Arkas. "you guys are fighting huh?”The biker continued his remarks, this time he asked according to Aria's estimation.


Aria sighed for a moment, then looked into the eyes of the biker."hmm, that's right. “ Then answer the question that makes motorcyclists suddenly throw away the face because they feel very embarrassed to be seen by beautiful women like Aria.


Seeing that Arkas had come a long way, Aria took off her heels and chased after him immediately.


“Can you not bother me?” Aria, who has managed to convulse, is faced with Arkas' request who may have been aware of his arrival.


“Then accept that I become your lover or your friend does not matter either.” Aria turned back to make a request.


“Funny once,” Arkas stopped his steps, slowly he turned around, facing towards Aria behind him. “Didn't you already have a fiancee?, even your fiancee is so considerate of you. Or are you really shameless, or maybe, you are a cheap woman who likes to change partners?”


“My betrothed never loved me, it seemed attentive but not so real. I just want to be close to you, that's enough and need nothing from you.” Obviously Aria, trying to calm Arkas' anger.


Sweat was pouring, now the woman and Arkas had reached near the highway.


The pain in the legs due to the high heels he had taken off added to the feeling of fatigue.


Arkas' anger towards him also worsened.


“I don't want to know your business, please, I just don't want to be bullied and don't want the woman I love to misunderstand again.” Arkas aggravated his voice, then called a public transport vehicle that would have passed them earlier. The vehicle is not a city bus, so Aria's heart has now been relieved and the woman let Arkas go.


The strange feeling had stopped and no longer hurt. At that time Aria still could not understand how the feeling would happen and also last?, she was still very confused and thought hard remembering repeatedly, the beginning of the painful feeling appeared.


Aria heaved a sigh of relief, she put on her heels back to look for a taxi and ordered her private driver to pick up the car that was still left behind near Arkas' house.


The place he was in was now crowded like never before, there were a lot of people walking and driving.


Tukkkp..


One step he moves.


Deg. degup..


Haaa...


But suddenly his head was slightly dizzy even though the strange feeling did not hurt his heart anymore.


Degg.


Streams of tears flowed down, drenching the face.


Haaa...


The woman fell folding both legs backwards while covering her crying face as she pleased.


“Excuse me,”


“Kak,”


“Hai, why are you?”


Some people approached Aria who was still sitting crying but Aria remained silent and did not answer.


“Hallo, beautiful miss.”


Aria stood up without answering the greetings and concerns of the people there.


The woman's quick movements managed to surprise those around her.


“Akhh hiks, hiks, ” and even some of them feel pity when Aria runs and falls because the right shoes are broken until both knees of the woman bleed.


“You okay?” a woman tried to help but Aria ignored her.


Immediately Aria stood up and then stepped with limp legs looking for a taxi that was not visible.


“Need a ride?” a man tried to offer himself but Aria did not listen to him.


That day, that day, Aria has seen the future of her own sudden change of fate and she decides to stop him immediately despite having to board a city bus that she herself has never even ridden before.