Villainess' Giving Up
He with his Loneliness
Suan lay on her back on the sofa of a private room in the company Dikintama. He closed his eyes with one arm and seemed to be thinking about something.
In his heart, he was wondering about Aria's state and then started to sit when he heard the sound of footsteps some people arrived.
Secretary Suan brought two men into the room.
One of them is seen pulling a small sofa and pointing it right in front of Suan then he sits, another prefers to sit on another sofa on the front side Suan is located.
Meanwhile, Secretary Suan immediately passed away from there while closing the door.
Suan raised her hand, she grabbed a photo sheet from the hand of the man in front of her who was none other than Harry.
His eyes slightly widened, he saw a photo of himself with a long-haired and pony woman, covering his forehead.
“Laudia.”
“You know him?”
Harry asked, he was quite surprised to not expect that Suan would take a picture with another woman besides Aria.
As he knew all along, Suan had never been close to another woman.
“Hm,” Suan nodded her head, “when I was working in Alphabet, she once begged to take a photo with me. That day, I was really very busy so because he kept me from leaving, I had to comply with his request.”
Suan placed the photo on the table, then grabbed another photo and she was stunned.
Suan's face began to pale, he began to think about Aria who was currently at home, as he did not allow her to come along before the wound on the woman's leg's knee healed.
“The woman at the party gave me the photos, Do you know what the woman in the photo told Aria?”
“What?”
Suan's hand began to tremble, he still focused on the photo he was holding and then grabbed another photo with the same person.
“ ‘your mother is a cheap woman hence Suan turned away from you and chose me to be her partner’, that's what she said.”
Harry's reply further touched Suan's heart until the man's heartbeat sped up. “ The woman at the party said that she hated Aria so much that she had run over her brother to death on the verge of death.”
Suan's eyes reddened, many times he was stunned until his chest began to feel tight.
“How about her brother?”
“His brother is safe but the woman does not want to tell him where he is.” Harry gritted his teeth in disappointment but he began to venture to ask, “why did you leave him Suan?, why do you always do that?, you know, when you went to California, when you left for California, Aria is like a person who only depends on you and her grandfather. He was terrified indistinctly, and kept on being frightened. Even when I said I would protect her, she didn't believe me. That night if there was no Arkas, I was afraid Aria would experience Absence Seizure like that time back.”
Suan bowed his head, he seemed to regret his actions while continuing to think.
“So she stopped being scared because she was with Arkas.”
“Not,” Arkas started to open his voice, “He stopped being scared when I saw me was fine, I saw him like that.”
The man looked at Suan's pale face. He probably understood the feeling of worry that Suan felt and he could only sigh, as well as worry.
Suan put the photo she held onto the table, “you know, who told the woman to water Aria's face with Alcohol?” Suan raised her head, she looked at Harry who was starting to get curious.
Harry shook his head, “why did you even ask me?, of course I didn't..”.
“Michelle.”
“What?”
Harry is stunned, he himself has heard a conversation at the party that Aria did not say anything bad to her fiance.
“Why did Michelle do it?”
“At last for life, Aria is alone.” Suan looked down, she really felt very guilty, “maybe that's why she wanted me?”
“I really don't understand, Suan.”
Harry's face looked disappointed, the man was really angry over his fiancee's attitude towards Aria.
“See this!” Suan shows a photo of a woman appearing to be hugging a man's arm and both smiling happily, “ all this time she knows that her mother cheated on her behind her father but she pretends not to know, he probably also knew that all this time, no one had really been friends with him so he wanted me. Aria knows, though, his father was very busy working and very rarely had time for him so he went towards his grandfather and believed only his grandfather was able to protect him then he thought that his grandfather had many diseases then from that, he wanted me to protect him from solitude.”
Suan again lay on her back, she closed her eyes enduring the pain in her heart over her own mistakes. “Why did I just realize this?”
“I don't know, it turns out that all this time Michelle just pretended well in front of her.”
“Suan, you still hate me?”
“Why can't you shut your mouth and let me forget the past?” Suan was furious, he clenched his hands and desperately wanted to punch Harry in the face at that moment, even more so with his heart so raging.
“It's just so weird if you still hate me, could it be that you haven't done that to her?”
“You must be hit, Harry.” Suan began to get up and stand up, he was so emotional for Harry that he seemed to remain seated, resigning himself to the blow from Suan later.
“Aria said she protected me only for herself, Director.”
Arkas, who does not want to fight, tries to hold Suan's body close to Harry, he also threw the information he knew to Suan until Suan stopped the intention to hit Harry and looked at the face of Arkas who had now stepped back, releasing the hand that had been trying to restrain Suan's movement towards Harry.
“He said so?”
“True Director,”
Suan again sat on the sofa, he began to think of something that made his heartbeat even more racing.
“Either why every day he always wanted to make sure my condition was fine, after which he passed away and sometimes without saying anything to me.”
Arkas also took a seat and now it was her turn to explain something, “When the woman came again, Aria's terrified reaction came, but after I told her that I was fine, she said, aria's fear suddenly disappears and she's normal again.”
Arkas recalled the conversation after conversation that had occurred. “When the woman said ‘you forgot her,’ Aria replied that she did not forget, but,.”
“But what?”
Suan and Harry asked simultaneously.
“But when Aria looked at me, she told the woman that I was fine. Aria thought of me as if I was the person they were talking about back then, whereas I didn't know the woman.”
Suan massaged his head feeling very dizzy.he lowered his head, enduring the heart-piercing pain and full worry while sighing heavily many times.
“That means you are her in Aria's memory.”
Harry was no less sad at the time.
“Sorry Director,”
“You are a dying woman that Aria hit back then.” Harry continued his sentence while looking at Suan who kept bowing his head and not budging. “that's how Aria now thinks of you, and he feels obligated to make sure you are okay so he always protects you.”
The room was quiet, everyone seemed silent.
Since he no longer heard Suan speak, Harry decided to leave, “I never touched Aria, if you still do not believe, You, “ Harry was stunned, , he disappointed a friend who never believed in him, “. should prove himself rather than continue to save my hatred.”.
Harry stepped away after throwing his last sentence followed by Arkas who occasionally looked at Suan before exiting the man's private room.
He now began to understand the reason Aria always appeared before him, he also understood the reason she felt followed by something all along.
After their departure, Suan began to stand up and walk in shaky steps, he approached the table at the end of the room and opened the drawer and took out a photo sheet inside.
Suan grabs the phone and flips a picture of a doctor and then presses the number on the screen and Suan contacts him.
“Hallo,”
“Are you Aria Anderston's man?”
After the call was answered, without further ado Suan immediately asked.
The man's eyes were faint, he seemed to have no energy.
“This who?”
“Suan Covered.”
Suan no longer heard the answer from behind the suddenly disconnected phone.
He smiled bitterly and began to contact Elbram.
“Suan, are you looking for me?”
“Find that doctor!”
“All right I understand.”