Villainess' Giving Up
Him and his problem

Suan looked closely at Aria's sleeping face. His heart ached like a wound that was constantly scratched by a very sharp knife incision.

Suan's eyes were confused in sadness and did not want to be separated from Aria's face.

Suan was stunned then sighed so heavily.

Slowly he stepped up and occasionally looked at Aria's body lying on the bed and covered.

Surely he did not want to leave the woman even if only to another room in the same apartment that day, but he also had to ascertain the truth revealed by Aria's father.

His steps are weak, his eyes are soft.

He entered the room without looking at anyone gathered there.

Harry and Elbram could only sit with their heads down, while Arkas was seen answering questions from the two doctors in the room.

Suan began to sit down, next to the female doctor who is a Psychiatrician or often called a Psychiatrist.

His gaze blankly looked towards the front, he was seen waiting for the woman to open her voice.

“He is not crazy,” The answer really makes Suan's heart relieved until the flow of his eyes fell so wet his cheeks so afraid he with the answer he expected to be right before.

Suan bowed his head for a moment, grasping the two fused hands in the middle of the two legs that he opened wide and prepared to listen to the continuation of the speech of the woman nearby. “ PTSD, Post-traumatic stress disorder, seems to have been a natural Aria for many years.”

“What?” Suan raised her head, this time she turned her head towards the woman beside her with so many questions in her heart.

“If not he experienced, where maybe he only depends on two people in this world. He hid his fears so well that no one could know.”

Suan massaged the forehead of the head, she tried to wipe away the tears by bending the head together with the Psychiatrist who had given the sheet of paper to the table right in front of Suan.

“This report explains that when experiencing a psychiatric disorder, Miss Aria only calls your name and also her grandfather, it means that only you two can relieve her from her fears.”

“Are you sure she's traumatized?”

Suan lifted her head then grabbed the sheet of paper on the table and read it.

“True, I am very sure that Miss Aria has experienced trauma but she managed to hide it or maybe can be said, he could not bear to say his fear and preferred to hide it and relied on his master and grandfather when he was in his fear.”

Suan was stunned, he really did not expect that he who was always close to Aria was unable to know about it. Many times the man seemed to grit his teeth in anger at himself.

“But I have never seen him scared in the past?”

“Because he is very good at hiding his fear.” The doctor grabbed another sheet of paper, then gave it to Suan, “even he even created a lie to hide his own mistakes until his condition got worse and he experienced another psychiatric disorder before recovering from the trauma disorder he experienced.”

Everyone was surprised by the woman's statement, so that Suan was no longer able to hold back and he allowed the flow of tears that he had been holding to fall at will.

“Psychotic disorder, this psychiatric disorder is much more severe than the trauma he experienced, those who experienced this disorder believe the real thing does not happen, and can even hear, see, and see, and feel the real thing is not real, that is the reason why women should not hide their feelings so that psychiatric disorders do not occur until this severe.”

Suan stood up, she was no longer able to be there, “I will pay whatever the cost, so please heal her for me.” Suan started to step up, she did not care about the doctor's answer anymore. All he wanted at that time was to see Aria alone.

His steps trickled into entering the room, he looked at Aria from a distance and did not want to let go of his gaze.

“So you've been depending on me all this time, why do I know Aria?, why don't you ever tell me your problem?, no, I'm the fool for not paying attention to you, I'm sorry, Aria.”

Suan began to lie down beside Aria, she grabbed the woman's head and placed it in her arms and hugged her very tightly and then cried, enduring the pain that never stopped tormenting.

***********

“Too. please.”

The empty little Aria's eyes looked towards the front.

He looked at an old man so delightfully he looked at the death of a man before his eyes.

Little Aria saw him not for the first time. He knew that his grandfather often bought a criminal murderer illegally and tortured them to satisfy the old man's contentment.

“Why did you kill him, grandpa?”

“She is a killer then a killer does deserve to be killed.” Little Aria began to step onto the red carpet, approaching her grandfather who was sitting on an antique chair past a man who was dying in his death.

“Grandfather, why are you so cruel?”

Little Aria was lifted up on her grandfather's lap, she looked at the man who was about to die was taken away by some servants who had just arrived.

“If you are cruel and heartless, you will not be hurt, if you are weak and kind, you will be easily hurt. Hurt or hurt, Aria, which one will you choose?”

The old man kissed the tip of his grandson's hair so gently back then, he looked so fond of him.

“I'd rather be hurt,”

“Hahahaha.” the old man laughed widely and echoed, “ why did you choose him?”

“Because it feels hollow and boring if it keeps hurting. My heart is dead, grandfather, I can't feel anything but just...”.

“Why don't you continue?”

The old man lowered his head looked at his grandson who had been silent stopping the word.

Aria looked forward really excited, “you must feel it, why should you ask me, grandfather?”

**********

“Fear and anxiety about feeling so guilty. The feeling was so painful that she was eager to apologize and do good to the person she was sick with, but the problem was,” The female doctor was seen sitting in front of Suan and Aria's father, “.. the person she hurt is gone, so Aria has a Psychotic Disorder and considers Arkas whom she has hit as the one who has gone missing.”

“So I have to find the woman and convince Aria that she is okay?”

Asked Aria's father so worried back then, many times he was stunned because of his extremely agitated heart.

“No need because Aria has assumed the woman is Arkas. All we need to do at this time is to get Aria to not meet with Arkas again and convince herself that what she is going through is actually not real.”

“Suan!”

Suan started to stand up when she heard Aria's call.

“I will bring the evidence and try to help you convince Aria.”

Suan stepped up after saying the word to meet Aria who had heard her footsteps.

“Suan, where are you?”

Aria sighed in relief when she had seen Suan. “Huh, I thought you were going to leave me.”

Aria's words were slightly pleasing to Suan who immediately smiled gently in her sadness.

“Hm, silly, where might I leave a woman as beautiful as you.”

Suan took a quick step closer to Aria who had stopped her steps right in front of the door.

“Haaalaaahh, so you're teasing me.”

Aria clasped Suan's hand and followed the man towards his study.

“I say as sincerely as heart. Ahh, actually that's all I learned from the romance book,”

“Gosh Suan,” Aria stopped the step until Suan also stopped her footsteps, “you really learned such a silly thing.”

“Didn't you learn that too when you seduced me back then?”

Suan smiled cutely, she lowered her head, looking at Aria below her.

“Iya, I learned that from the novel, Suan, romance novel romantic drama, I have not even found the romance book you mentioned earlier.”

Aria steps back when Suan pulls her hand up to now they are in the study room and Suan stands in front of a closet filled with so many books and other important documents.

“It's the men's secret romance book, and you can't know it.” Suan let go of Aria's hand which she held and opened the glass cabinet door in front of her then grabbed some brown maps from there.

“Haa, why are you so stingy?, quickly tell me the book!”

“How about I just tell you the contents?” Suan who was still grabbing the documents on the top shelf, lowered her head, looking at Aria who looked up with an excited look.

“Hm,” Aria nodded her head, waiting for Suan to tell her something.

Suan smiled gently while holding the document in hand, “Ehm,” then he mendehem, “ You are like an angel who descends from the sky, you are the sun that shines on the deepest recesses of my heart.”

“Job Suan!”

Aria closed her mouth while shaking her head.

“Why?”

“You're disgusting once.”

Hina Aria while opening her mouth, “ hahaha,” and laughing.

Meanwhile, Suan grabbed Aria's shoulder and hugged her with one hand.

“What did you say just now?, you underestimated my romance yes.”

“Hahaha, but you're really disgusting Suan.”

His heart that was in a state of sadness was slightly reduced, Suan continued to step up by bringing Aria together towards the room where Psikater and Aria's father were at the same time as the arrival of the Doctor who was used to taking care of Aria and also the woman's mother.

“Why is he here?”

Tanya Aria looked at the female doctor with a dislike look.

“She came just to help me Aria.”

Suan begins to grab Aria's hand, but Aria refuses to step up, while the woman's doctor looks up and smiles at Aria.

“You,” Aria looked up, looked at Suan from below, “You cheated on her, didn't you?”

Aria's eyes were so sharp, she looked so angry at Suan back then.

“I, “ Suan was stunned, “ loves you so much and it was unthinkable for me to betray you, Aria.”