Villainess' Giving Up
The Void Replaces Suffering
‘Stop lying!’
For some reason, Suan's words constantly filled his memory that day.
After Suan had passed from her Apartment and left Aria alone there, now the woman had to accept the torturous solitude back.
Indeed, Suan's secretary had come and brought a waiter to clean the apartment, but it did not last long and now they had left from there.
A day has passed and boredom has enveloped the heart. He fell asleep while still playing with his phone, then woke up and saw the clock on the phone screen had shown the number 9 nights.
The nature of Aria's boredom is not easy to overcome, despite having a Mobile that can be used to explore the world, but he who prefers to pursue Suan's love in the past, too reluctant to spend time with this.
The woman stood up, feeling the calmness and loneliness of the night.
He began to step outside Suan's room and saw the food menu that had been prepared in the dining room through the open door there, either who put it down and when it happened, that is for sure, it was all an order from Suan.
That night, not the least he had an appetite for food, his eyes glazed over the lavish house and the hustle of servants who often prepared dinner for their families as well as longing for the crowded kitchen in his house, also missed the yard of the house that there is a gardener, again and again the most he misses are his parents.
“Hiksss.. hiksss.”
The night wind blew against the body when Aria had stood in the apartment lobby and leaned against the guardrail.
The wind also brought the woman's tears together.
He cried, facing the city filled with towering buildings,” until when?, until when am I like this?” his shout was loud then his voice disappeared with the blink of an eye as it was carried away by the gusts of strong wind.
“I want to go home, I want to meet my mother, I miss hikss hikss.. father, haa.” The woman was a little surprised when she remembered someone, “ I miss you grandpa,” said the woman now began to make her voice, remembering the days with her grandfather who had passed away.
“Haaa hikkss hikss, sorry grandpa haaa hikss forgive me..” he said started crouching and hiding face in both folds of legs.
“Haa.”
“Sorry because I came home long.” The woman was so shocked that her heart beat was racing so fast when Suan pulled her arm and she stood up, twisted her body and fell into Suan's arms that night.
“Ahhh.. " Aria's cry was getting broken, the woman clasped tightly onto Suan's front shirt with both hands and cried on the man's chest as much as she could. “Haaa hikss.”
“You want to go home?”
“ Hm,” geleng Aria refused, she really did not want to harm both her parents.
“Then then stop crying or I will bring home uncle!” Suan let go of her embrace and bent down slightly and grabbed the handkerchief in the shirt bag then cleaned Aria's tears that bowed her head and nodded her head, a sign that she would stop her crying that night.
“Waahh is so lucky for you, Aria.”
The voice of someone suddenly surprised Aria and made the woman aghast to turn her body towards the city buildings again.
“You are so noisy, “ Suan threw the handkerchief she held to her fat friend, “Bring to the laundry!” and gave orders to him.
“ Heee.. objects as small as this are brought to the laundry, just throw it away!”
“You didn't hear ya?” Said Suan with a tone full of pressure, so that his friend would not want to immediately step away from there.
“Alright, all right,"
“You don't need to go back.” Shouted Suan from a distance as he began to grab Aria's hand and grasp it.
“But how do you work?” ask his friend who has been standing at the door of the Apartment and will pull the doorknob.
“I'll finish it later.” Baaakkk, Suan replied along with the sound of the apartment door that had been closed and the man now stepped up and closed the glass door and brought Aria together towards his room.
“Suan!”
“Hm,” they keep stepping past the sofa and entering other space, “you haven't eaten?”
“You'll work again tonight?”
Ask the two people simultaneously while stopping their steps and looking at each other.
“I don't want to eat.” Aria answered, bowing her head and refusing to be forced.
Suan understood, he understood because they had been together for 18 years and he knew very well the woman before him who was now suddenly starting to change.
“Hm,” nod Suan then pull Aria's hand back, “I won't force you.”
“But I will force you not to work again tonight.” Aria's quick words while stopping her steps and continuing to bow her head, made Suan smile funny with the strange changes of women who used to be angry.
“Haaa.. will we sleep together?” tanya Aria suddenly lifted her head and looked at the face of Suan who was able to bewitch her heart until she threw away the face that had been reddened, to no longer look at the face of Suan.
“Hm,” nods Suan then smiles happily and turns over quickly and steps, to hide his smile because he saw the strange behavior of the woman in front of him who he thought was so funny and he liked it.
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She rolled her hair, a knee-length blooming dress adds to her beautiful face and natural white skin.
After finishing breakfast with Suan who was sitting before him. The woman now began to stand and only looked at the departure of Suan and her friend who seemed to be carrying all the men's belongings from afar.
Sometimes some waiters, walking in turn to quote dirty dishes on the table, sometimes they also pass by Aria to clean the place.
Taakk..
The door closed, the silence of the heart reentered the soul when Suan's body had disappeared from sight.
The woman ran, she still wanted to see the man she loved.
“Nona,”
The servant's call he ignored,
Taakk..
He opens and closes the door, but unfortunately, he no longer finds Suan in the corridor.
“Suan!” call her slowly but, degggg....
“Akkhhh,,” deguppp... degupp...degupp...the strange feeling reappeared to make Aria enter the Apartment and reach for one of the car keys in the drawer of the Apartment owner's office.
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Baakkkkp..
He closed the car door.
His eyes looked at the housing situation he had lived in a few days ago.
Bukkkkkp...
Ngikkk...
“Hiks torches my house.” The cries of a woman he knew yesterday morning sounded excruciating.
LAND OWNED BY PT. ANDERSTON MANUFACTURING INDONESIA.
A notice board was in plain sight.
“why?, why suddenly this land became a land of dispute for many years we stayed here.” His eyes were red, Ngikk bakkk.
“Nona, isn't miss the daughter of the owner of the Anderston company?, right?” A resident approached Aria who was standing with a trembling body and showed a photo of Aria in a famous magazine in their city, “ why miss should take our house just because we didn't save the lady back then, haa..hikk.?” the citizen fell down and cried bitterly in front of Aria who had also shed tears, felt a chill in his heart and bowed his head while tightly grasping both hands, resisting the sadness that enveloped. “Although it has been paid according to the price, but still, we spent a lot of memories in this place, please return my house miss, haaa hikss.”
“Already, let's just go.” Another resident is seen hugging the woman's back, inviting her to leave Aria still standing in front of a man with a suitcase in hand and a backpack on his back.
“Slightly, has your heart ever felt pain when disturbing the lives of others, even just a little?” the man clasped tightly onto the handle of his suitcase. “have you ever had the memories in life that you wanted to keep and you protected?, I know you are very rich, you are very rich, and even your father is the richest man in the city, but isn't this outrageous?, how could the smallest housing and even the land not be too vast, be subjected to your anger?, please, use your heart?” Said Arkas then moved closer to a pick-up car carrying home appliances, and entered it.
Nggiikkk Baaammm..
Aria saw it, three excavators destroyed the buildings in front of her.
He looked down and cried.
“Haaa..” since when did that painful feeling suddenly appear, thought the woman.
According to him as long as he lived, he never felt that sad when he saw the cries and requests of others. “Haaa hikss., dad, why are you doing it?” he kept crying his head down and still stood up, even though the pick up car carrying Arkas had passed him.
His heart felt heavy, he just had to make sure that Arkas was not in danger and then get into the car and follow the man's car while carrying a bitter taste in his heart.
The strange feeling changed his feelings, the strange feeling was able to awaken him to the mistakes of the past, the strange feeling also hurt, remove the void and replace it with suffering.
The blankness and emptiness that he used to feel, had now been filled with immense pain.
Which of the two feelings will he feel in his future?