When My Wife is Different
Time last night

"Don't tell me you don't care about me. It hurts a lot, Yank."

Irham said with a plea.

Dinar closed his eyes and said softly.

"I don't care about you."

Time and again Dinar told the same lie with tears still faithfully dripping from both eyes, not heeding her husband's request. Dinar was too hurt and sick to think about Irham's feelings.

Irham let Dinar speak words that were like the exact Blasphemy of an arrow hitting his chest, without releasing his wife from the embrace. Irham realized all the hurt and pain of the speech was not worth what he gave Dinar so far.

*******

In the last few days, Irham has not tired of visiting her in-laws' house.

After an emotional outburst five days ago, Dinar was still reluctant to meet him.

The night five days ago, ended with a very long hug. Irham waited for his wife's cry to completely subside, not to release Dinar from the clutches of his hands. Irham almost returned to clench Dinar's lips if Ilyas had not called him. Which in the end made Dinar manage to escape into the room.

For five days, Irham did not teach. He received a temporary stop. Luckily Kiai Ahmad Sulaiman did not fire him directly.

 Ratih contacted him several times. Even though he was hit by a legitimate husband. In fact, Irham still did not tell where he rented the house that was occupied by the woman.

Not because Ratih is his former lover, but because of a sense of responsibility, he does not want Ratih's husband to hurt the woman again.

Irham's feeling for Ratih, it's very simple. She once felt flowery and wanted to have so consider it love. But, that was before.

At Dinar, Irham's feelings are complicated to understand. There are emotions when it comes to his wife. Calmness and peace, pain and fear of loss, longing and anger. All those emotions became one, during the four years they were together.

Just because he was in a match, then encouraged him to think that his wife was not the best woman for him, so Irham never realized that he could not live without her.

The man closed his eyes, dampening the whipping emotions. Irham was afraid that it was too late.

"Just like..." Call him to the child. The three-year-old boy jumped straight into Irham's sling.

Irham who did not manage to meet Dinar for five days, both day and night, finally decided to ask for a spare key to his father-in-law.

Irham felt almost crazy for not having finished their conversation that night. She waited for her father-in-law to come home from the cottage to beg for help.

Dinar helps on the spot, while looking at her husband's figure for a few seconds.

"What's up, ma'am? Why are you here?"

Dinar asked, just as her husband arrived before her.

"Get you and Ilyas, Dinar. This isn't our house."

Irham looked at his wife who still refused to look at him. Dinar's eyes focused on Ilyas who was carried by him.

"I don't want to go home, Mas." The woman replied plainly.

Those words, managed to make Irham turn his head at once. He stared pushyly, in disbelief at the drop coming out of his wife's mouth.

"What are you talking about, Dinar? " ask the man with emphasis.

"I'm tired, mas. I'm so tired. I can't take it anymore."

Like karma. Dinar is tired of living with him.

Irham was astonished by the attitude shown by his wife, his heart was very sick to see Dinar pleading in such a way. Irham stared bitterly at the woman who had just admitted she was tired of living with him, begging and crying. His free hand stretched out, wiping the tears that dripped from his wife's eyes, while holding back his own tears from coming out. The wound he had inflicted on this woman was apparently so deep that Dinar begged to be released.

Dinar clasped the hands of her faithful husband wiping his unstoppable and rushing tears, Kiai Ahmad Sulaiman's daughter constantly begged Irham to be released.

"I beg. For at least four years of our marriage, please give me back to Abah and Umi, I know I am not a perfect wife, I have lacked a lot and could not make you happy all this time, I tried my best even though I failed. Can you be kind to me, please let me get away from you, your rejection can be accepted, but not with the betrayal of your heart. I can't accept that mas, can't."

Irham pulled the woman in front in an embrace, she herself could not hold back tears. The man was crying too.

The sight made Ilyas confused. Umi and her Abi cry together.

"Gradio..." Irham sobbed in tears. "I'm sorry, sorry. I'll give you time to stay here, but don't force me to release you in marriage, I don't want to" Irham shook her head. "Please let me hug you tonight. I want to hug you Dinar. I miss three more sleep. I'll be gone tomorrow, I promise "

The two human children with wet eyes full of wounds looked at him, before Dinar shook his head.

"I don't want to,"

"Yank..."

"Mas, Ilyas hasn't slept."

"Tonight, I'll take care of our son."

Irham. God is hearing his prayer. Shortly after persuading the son, Ilyas slept peacefully on his chest. Irham took out her son. Set up in Ilyas's own room that was still connected to their room. With a camera they can monitor.

Irham saw Dinar still waiting for him. Irham misses, very miss.

Dinar closed her eyes as her husband's lips kissed her forehead.

Irham tonight wants to make love to the woman who has been with him for four years. Something the two realized, so late.

For Irham, this was the moment he had longed for. The warmth and love of Dinar. In the past, it was always his. Irham wanted to give himself up to Dinar tonight, before their separation took place. He wanted to adore and love his wife all night.

Irham wasn't lying. He never remembered Ratih before the encounter a few days ago.

Ratih did make him pounding and happy every time they met in bachelor time. After marrying Dinar. There was only that woman who filled his mind.

The two human children who are bound in a sacred relationship enjoy togetherness in silence, speaking through the gaze of the eyes and a light touch.

It was a long night, but too short for Irham.

Dinar and Irham did not do intercourse, for them hugging each other is very enough to treat longing.

******

Unlike Dinar and Irham who sleep peacefully, Ratih who was in the boarding house rampaged because Irham's number was no longer active. He has repeatedly contacted.

Ratih really doesn't want to lose protection if Irham leaves him now.

Ratih also had time to think that with Irham by his side, her evil husband would not dare to hurt her again.

Unfortunately, Ratih's goal could not happen. Irham is hard to call.