When My Wife is Different
Dinar's gone.

"Same Abi..." Irham tried to reach out to Ilyas' hand but hurriedly Dinar blocked him.

"What the hell? You can't teach my son well and correctly." jolted Irham when he managed to hold the small hand of Ilyas to be pulled towards him.

A little rough and made Dinar worried.

"As it is, I am not very good at doing anything." the words of Dinar made Irham pinch, it seems that his speech the other day really hurt the woman's feelings. But it's true that Dinar can't do anything right.

Irham went to take Ilyas away leaving Dinar with a feeling of annoyance.

Without Irham knowing how tired Dinar accompanied the development of his son. Never mind making up the house, just taking a shower Dinar rarely have time because Ilyas always invites him to play non-stop. If Dinar does not obey then the nature of the tentrum of the child will relapse, slamming and shouting.

He could have been thrown like that if he had not dodged, but Irham never knew that far.

If you are too tired, Dinar is only on foot while trying to put his child to sleep. Sometimes Dinar cried in the bathroom, shed her tears so that her heart was calm.

Dinar realized that if Irham wished she could help a lot at home, her husband was known to be very disciplined. Irham once seemed to insinuate him several times, Irham wanted to be like his other friends. Once at home see his wife who welcomes him with joy, a little preening for the husband does not hurt, the house is clean, children are awake.

The dinar is not insensitive or lacking in understanding. He was like this also because he appreciated Irham.

Refuse when her parents offer to hire a housekeeper to help her take care of the house.

At that time Irham said, helping the work of the wife also the Prophet did, husband and wife should help each other, the essence of the household pleases each other.

But now the man said he was tired of living with her.

******

Almost seven in the morning. Irham had just returned with Ilyas sleeping in his carrier.

Today in fact he really wants to lecture his wife many things, unfortunately he had to go to the cottage because there will be the departure of santriwati who will take part in the race Tartil Qur'an representing pesantren.

Irham felt that his house was much neater than usual, when he finished bathing and getting dressed, at the dining table had food, there was a cup of tea that was still smoking. In the kitchen there is a dinar that looks much more pleasing to the look.

Tumbens.

His emotions eased a little at seeing that.

Irham sat down to enjoy her breakfast. Dinar cuisine is not as delicious as the dishes out there, but Irham never fuss, as long as Dinar cooks he always eats it with lava.

Dinar alone is less grateful to be married to him.

After breakfast he bailed. Dinar kissed his hand gently as usual, the difference was that Dinar no longer thrust his cheek to kiss.

"Mas.." call him. In the heart of Irham sneered, Dinar is still Dinar, Irham's kiss is still the top priority, spoiled base.

"Hmm.." he turned to look at Dinar who was still standing in his original place with his hand choosing the end of his clothes.

Why not get closer? His inner.

"What are you cooking for dinner?"

Silent!

"What the hell? I'm late you even ask important things." sorry because what he hoped did not materialize.

What Irham realized since his speech that day his wife's spoiled attitude changed. If usually Dinar will seduce him when angry, but now the woman just continues to be silent with her head bowed.

"I want to cook something you want before you go home to Abah later."

Irham indifferently, instead hurriedly boarded his car.

******

In the cabin Irham check his cell phone, who knows there is a message from the wife. But no, there was no message there. Ah, that means the words were just the origin of the talk. Irham put her phone again in her pants, she will deliver her mother-in-law to take the santriwati perform.

"Assalamualaikum Gus" said one of the students.

"So, you've been waiting for it."

Just as Irham was about to step up, her mother-in-law was already coming out from inside.

"Sorry Ham, Umi so ngerepotin you, was about to go with Abah, but can call from your wife did miss home asking to be picked up."

The deg!

Uh, like there's a sharp object scratching his heart. But, isn't this his desire to stay away from Dinar?

Irham. Does this have anything to do with the words spoken at the time? Is farewell his choice?

But, his heart is not because he only heard his wife asked to be picked up by his parents.

*****

Irham came home early, hoping to still be able to meet Dinar. He really wanted to talk to his wife.

When they got home, there was no one.

The house is quiet, quiet. Feels weird. This is what he wanted, right? Soleness.. Without the noise of deafening Dinar.

Irham reached for her phone, but not a single message was sent by Dinar. This woman has never traveled without her.

That night he could not sleep. Though all this time even though Dinar was at home he never cared too much for his wife.

It's been a year since Irham harbored his feelings. The boredom of the Dinar. He had already given up a lot for Dinar. But the woman did not want to correct her mistake.

He's a head of the family. But it's like babu. Just replace LPG gas alone Dinar can not. About his parents he became spoiled and knew nothing. She's a married woman, already had one child anyway, why is it still so troublesome Irham.

"If you don't call me tomorrow, watch out for Dinar" he got upset while throwing his cell phone into the bed.

******

That morning Irham woke up without any Dinar beside her.

Since his words at that time Dinar was like avoiding him. And now Dinar was completely gone from his side.

His heart suddenly felt empty.

In the view of the corner of the room that looks crooked.

Dinar will usually pray once the azan reverberate.

Funny thing is that it looks rushed not even to take a shower when the time is still very long.

Sometimes it is cooked, more often it cooks itself. Irham should not be anxious, however, he himself who wants to calm himself without the noise of Dinar who is always talking a lot and that is actually not important.

But why does he feel lost?

The door of Ilyas's room seemed to be him to enter, but of course there were no children and his wife.

Oh my God, why is this sad?

He was not eager to teach, why is this how he feels? Though only last night Dinar left, was not yesterday out loud he wanted Dinar to go home to his parents.

Suddenly the tired face of his wife when he came from teaching imagined in the eye.

Is he really that tired? There was nothing the woman did at home.

Every time he comes home. The house is still the same as when he left, sometimes to the astonishment, Dinar was still wearing the clothes he wore since morning.

What did the woman do until the shower did not have time?

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